Editor's Note: story contains incest content.
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I was eighteen and a virgin, I had always like women, but I was always curious about having sex with a man. I had always understood my body and I wanted to see if a man knows what a man wants. But I didn't know where to go, all my friends knew I was straight, so I didn't want to freak them out, but sex found me it the least likely place.
My cousin Tony had come to visit from Houston, I never really cared for his visits, but he was family. Plus I had fond memories of when we were younger when we would shower together and wrestle. It didn't mean anything to us sexually, but at times I felt his penis get hard. When he arrived the only thing Tony could think about was swimming, but there wasn't a pool for miles, so I suggested another idea.
"Hey why don't we just turn on the sprinklers and run around," I said.
"That's a good idea," Tony said.
We changed into our bathing suits and went outside to turn on the sprinklers. We ran for about an hour and without even realizing it we were holding hand while we ran happily, but when we realized it we tripped and fell. Tony feel right on top of my and there was only an inch between our lips. I wanted so bad to tell him that I wanted to have sex with a man and kiss him.
"Oh look at that I need to leave pretty soon. Why don't we get showered up, so we can hang out inside," he said.
"Fine," I said a little upset.
We got up and turned off the sprinklers and headed inside. I was kicking for not kissing him right there, but I thought I could get him in the shower when I could wash his back and maybe more.
"So how do you want to shower, one at a time, or together," I said with a smile on my face.
"Are you gay? I'm sorry it just seems wrong you know," he said.