Tyler is happily engaged when his life takes a turn. After a couple bad decisions, he ends up in California State's Prison. Surrounded by bad boys, hot guards, and a lot of testosterones, is Tyler going to manage to keep himself out of troubles? (Erotic Drama - sequel to My First Year in College).
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My First Year in Prison
Chapter 16: Chain reactions
I expected Ray's reaction to be bad, it was even worse than I thought.
After his initial movement of shock, -- who could blame him, Will's dick was still buried deep in my ass as we were laying on the floor - he just left the bathroom without a word. He looked furious.
Being caught must have been a turn-on for Will as he jizzed right at that moment. I felt thick loads of cum pouring inside of me while Ray was slamming the bathroom's door. With sperm dripping from my hole, I was not really in the best conditions to run after someone. And to say what? Sorry I was getting anally fucked by a member of the opposite gang!
How did my life turn in such a freak show?
"Chill out Ty, everybody fucks in here. We are not the first and we won't be the last!"
Will said, pulling back his pants, finding the incident quite amusing.
"Nothing is never really important for you, is it? Ray is a friend of mine."
"A friend? In prison? Sure!"
"You know what I mean. He respects me and now..."
"Now, he'll know you like it in the ass, and so what? Look, if he attempts to do anything against you, I'll have your back, he will regret it."
Will tried to hug me but I pushed him away.
"I don't need you; I can defend myself! And I don't want to be associated with you, or Romano, or Bianchi!"
"Well, maybe think about it before asking me to fuck you next time."
And now, I had managed to piss Will off as well.
I went to the laundry room almost an hour early that day and I waited nervously for Daddy Ray to come. At this moment, he had not said a thing to anyone, maybe it was a good sign. I thought I could use this one-on-one time to talk things through.
Ray did not even acknowledge me when he came in and immediately started to do his work. I hated the atmosphere of silence and tension and I broke the ice a few minutes later.
"Ray... I think we should talk."
"What is there to talk with a traitor?"
He said, without even looking at me. At least, his state of mind was pretty clear. Once again, I had found myself in a very tense situation with one of my "co-workers".
That laundry room was cursed! Or maybe, I was the problem.
"Come on... Will and me, it's just..."
"You are fucking with the enemy, Ty! Fucking fag!" He barked at me.
"The enemy? Ray! Everyone in here has done stuff..."
He cut me off again, throwing a dozen of dirty pairs of socks in the air. Apparently, he had been waited for a couple of hours to explode and now it was the time.
"Tyler, this guy is trying to sell his stash to my son, ok. He is the ENEMY! And you are too if you are his bitch! Romano has Kim, Bianchi has Glenn, Torres can have you, just join them on the other side!"
"It's not like that..."
He was fuming and I could not even say a word.
"You do realize that we have stayed by your side, even after what you did to Big Pepe! The Latinos fucking wanted to kill you, idiot! Maybe you deserved that. We stood by you and now... Pfff... So fucking disappointing. Kurtis and Xander vouched for you. But I guess this is our own fault, once someone had shown his true colours, you should just accept it."
Why did it feel like I was scolded by my dad?
"Ray, I swear... I'm not joining their side or anything, I just know Will from before and..."
"Why would I fucking care, Ty? Was he you boyfriend or something?"
"Actually, yes."
He was stunned for a second and then spat on the floor. I was starting to get nervous that he might try to hit me.
"I'll get Trevor out of your cell now." He stated after a while.
"How exactly do you intend to do that?"
"You have your connexions, I have mines. There is no way I will let my son sleep next to a fag, especially when that fag is getting sodomized by a drug dealer. If I have to tell the whole prison about it and start a fucking revolution, I will."
I was pissed too. Homophobic prick!
"You don't want your son to sleep next to a fag, right?"
"Exactly."
"So, what was he doing before you got locked up in here? You were sharing the same house, no?"
He got very close to me.
"What are you trying to imply here about my son and I, Braxton?"
I did not back down.
"Does he know that you're fucking guys in here? Does his mother know? I assumed you told Sabrina."
He pushed me violently against a machine and I hit my head. That hurt bad. I got dizzy.
"TAKE THAT BACK IF YOU WANT TO LIVE!"
I had never seen him like this. Only then, I understood how Ray could have ended up in prison in the first place and why he got sent to solitary confinement on my first day there. He looked like a beast, ready to eat me. But I was no longer nerdy, awkward, and terrified Tyler. Above all, I was so fed up by the hypocrisy and bullshit of this place.
"I know you've been fucking Glenn. I was there when you made him call you Daddy. He was blowing you like it was the damn last thing he would do in his miserable life and you were begging for more!"
He could have punched me, strangled me, killed me. He was certainly about to, but instead, he broke down crying.
"I'm Christian." He mumbled, shaking. "I'm a Christian man."
This was most disturbing than anything else. He looked disoriented. I did not punch him but someone from the outside could have thought so.
"Look, Ray..."
"I'm a devoted man and I'm married to a beautiful wife. I never wanted to... do this sort of things! But a man has his needs... This place has fucked me up!"
"Ray..."
"FUCK!" He exclaimed in the air. He sent his fist into a laundry machine, almost breaking it.
"Ray, please stop! The guards are gonna come! You'll get send to solitary!"
He was losing it. Exposing him was the worst thing I could have done to Ray. I tried to hold him and calm him down. He pushed me away at first but then he sat on the floor, still trembling.
"Are you blackmailing me?" He asked.
"No... Of course not."
The thought had not even crossed my mind.
"So, what are you saying here? I only did that once or twice. Trevor cannot know about this. This is messed up. I would lose him."
I sat down in front of him and tried to look in his teary eyes. I was shaking too.
"I'm not trying to say anything... I mean, just that everyone makes mistakes."
"I can only make mistakes. Never done anything right in my damn life! Except for Trevor maybe but all his good sides come from his mother and all his flaws come from me. Damn, he ended up in here, just like me!"
I heard someone behind us. I was surprised to see Foster's face in the doorframe. He must have been alerted by the yelling.
"Oh..." He said when he realized Ray was crying on the floor, in the middle of dirty laundry. The place was a mess.
"Ray is not feeling very well. Can we... Can we just have a few moments?"
Foster looked around, hesitated, but then nodded yes.
"Just call me in if... hum... if you need anything."
"Thanks." I smiled at him faintly, Ray was hiding his face against his legs pulled towards himself.
Foster left us there. Those kinds of attitudes were exactly what made him better than the other guards. Falcon, or even Davis, would have used this opportunity to humiliate or punish us but Foster understood that we needed to be alone.
Somehow, I had become a therapist again and Ray was my patient, breaking down.
"Trevor is only 18." I spoke. "He can still change things around. We all can. We just choose not to, most of the times. But you know, for some people, prison does act as an electroshock. Maybe he just needed to experience that, maybe he needed to feel closer to you but there is no reason to make this a pattern. Nothing is written just yet."
"I should have been there to raise him. A boy needs his father."
"You're there now."
He calmed himself a bit.
"Are you just saying that because you're scared that I'm going to beat you up?" He asked.
I chuckled.
"I don't know. I did think you were about to kill me earlier but I guess I would be dead by now if you really wanted to."
"Yeap. You would be."
I put my hand on his shoulder.
"Ray, you have to know that I would never do anything that could hurt your son. You know that, right?"
He looked straight in my eyes this time, like he was judging my character.
"You're an actual homo, then?"
"Well, yeah. What difference does it make?"