I was 20, always been curious about guys but never tried anything just thought about it a lot, I would go on Grindr and message guys, swap pics, but never followed through with anything as I always got nervous, but these urges, and the curiousity just kept growing no matter what I did.
And then one day during the summer I was getting ready to head to work (I worked away and it was about a 2 hour drive) I was sitting in my car on Grindr, messaging a couple guys, and I found a guy in a small city about 20 minutes away, he sent me a pic, I told him I really wanted to try sucking cock, he agreed so off I went. I parked in the parking lot he told me to go to, but then I never heard anything from him.
So I went back on Grindr to see if there was anyone else, and this guy messaged me, I have no idea what his name is because his profile said "oldr4younger) or something like that. He asked what I was looking for and I told him I wanted to suck a cock, he sent me a pic of his cock and I was instantly hard, it looked to be about 8 inches and pretty thick, pretty straight, and he was nicely shaved, I asked him how old he was and he said 45, he asked if I wanted to meet and I agreed, he sent me a location in a city about another 20 minute drive but on my way to work anyway, this city has about 100k people or something like that, so I arrive where he told me to, and I told him what I'm driving, he pulls up beside me and says to follow him.
He parked in a culdesac that was full of houses being built, they only had the framing done and plywood on the walls. He got out of his car and so did I. I followed him up to this house and we went inside. At this point I was as nervous as could be, the only thing I could thing was if I actually wanted to do it or not, and being seen as we were only in a framed house in a busy city, and I was just nervously looking around and all of those thoughts went away instantly when my eyes locked on his cock. I guess he had backed into the corner and pulled his pants to his knees while I wasn't looking.
I was still nervous and I looked at him and all he said was "get on your knees and suck my cock" and I didn't say anything, I walked up to him, got on my knees right in front of him, the head of this big cock was fraction inches away from my lips, he wasn't hard but he was still atleast 5" soft, once I took in that first smell of his manhood, I knew I wanted to, it turned me on so fucking much