Editors Credit: Michael Merritt (darquebear) & room mate. Thank you so much for helping me with re-writing my story. Your ideas and guidance were invaluable.
My First Time (A Cock Sucking Fantasy Revisited)
I decided I wanted to improve on one of my original stories. I hope you enjoy it and feedback is always welcome.
So there I was with a knot in the pit of my stomach. My heart was racing and my hands felt shaky and weak. I was so nervous and scared I wanted to run away, but I didn't. I told myself no, I'd waited too long for this and chickened out too many times. I'd fantasized about this for years, now I was determined to make the fantasy become reality...
It all started with an ad posted on the internet. I found a site called "Big Guys for Big Guys", or something like that. My tag line was "Big Hairy Bi-Curious Bear Wants to Suck Cock". I went on to describe myself and my interests. I'd made sure that I noted my preference for meeting someone with a similar body type. I ended up receiving many responses, some were just one-liners, "Hey, I'll teach how to suck cock", or, "do you have a place" and then some from thin and smaller men who are into us big bear types. All of which was flattering but not what I was looking for. Then I got an email from Bill. It was a friendly email describing himself and his interests. WOW! He liked a lot of the same stuff. We began chatting; our interaction was friendly and informal. We shared our mutual non-sexual interests.
Then we began sharing sexual e-mails. We decided to talk on the phone and ended up masturbating together. It was so hot! I can still hear him saying, "I'm thinking about you on your knees right now, between my legs, sucking my cock." Then he moaned, "I'm cumming in your mouth right now." I could hear his grunts as he shot spurt after spurt of cum all over his belly and hand. I came hard, right then, myself. It was intense! As soon we caught our breath and calmed down from our orgasms he asked me to meet him. I was nervous and inexperienced, unsure of meeting this kind and experienced man whom I had begun to feel was my friend. After some soul searching and deep thinking I said yes.
The day came and we met at some non-descript bar. I was so anxious. He was quite the contrast of me, so calm, cool, and collected. He ordered drinks for us. I gulped mine down and ordered another. We made small talk about nothing in particular, the weather, sports; and then came the moment of truth. Bill asked me if I was ready to taste my first cock. I finished my drink, took a deep breath and said, "Yep, let's do this"
The next thing I knew we were in some cheap motel room. I was naked sitting on the edge of the bed. Bill was naked, too, relaxing against some pillows that he had propped up against the headboard. I just stared at his cock. I couldn't take my eyes off of it. I had never seen another hard cock except in porn. It looked perfect. Maybe 6" long, cut with a soft spongy looking mushroom shaped head. I leaned over his thigh and rested on my elbow between his legs. I reached out with my other hand and touched another mans cock for the first time. I marveled at the feel of his hard prick. While I had touched my own dick more times than you could count, Bill's cock seemed different. His cock felt the same as mine yet different, somehow. It was so hard yet so soft and velvety. I touched it lightly at first, just with my fingertips. Then I wrapped my hands around it and began stroking. Bill moaned. I shivered with excitement. I was digging this. I loved the feel of his cock in my hand.
I kept stroking him, up and down, up and down. The sensation was incredible. I was mesmerized by the pre-cum oozing from the tip of his cock. Then, Bill reached out and placed his hand behind my neck and began to ever so gently pull me down. I remember him saying, "You need to taste this," as he guided my head towards his hard shaft. Bill stopped pulling when I was just inches away. I could smell the manly scent of his arousal.
I reached out with my tongue and licked the pre-cum off the tip of his cock. It tasted wonderful, salty, and fresh. I kept stroking his thick shaft with my hand. I excitedly licked up his salty and sticky juice as it seeped from the tip of his now rock hard dick. Then I felt his hand at my neck again, gently pulling me further down. The tip of his cock began to push against my lips, parting them, and then the soft, spongy head was sliding over my tongue. I still remember him moaning out loud as my lips past the ridge of his cock-head and began sliding down the shaft.