(This is the third part of my story, please check out the other parts if you're interested.)
I walked down the street in a daze. It was almost midnight now, and a bit chilly. I was well used, I could feel my asshole leak with each step I took. The slight pain I was feeling served to remind me what a dirty slut I was. Jim had ruined me with his huge cock, my ass would never be the same.
As the high of being a slut wore off, again the shame set in. Did I really just let a big black man who's old enough to be my dad use me like a slut and fuck me with no condom? What's wrong with me?
What would people think if they knew? My head flashed to the pictures Jim took when he thought I was asleep. What would he do with them? Would they end up posted on the internet somewhere? The shame and regret briefly took hold but the more I thought about what I'd done just led back to me thinking about his cock and getting horny again.
I took out my phone to call an Uber, I saw the message notifications in the dating app and opened them hoping Jim reached out again. No such luck. There were other men who reached out, but I felt like I belonged to Jim now, at least until I left the city.. I was Jim's property, his little white boy. He marked me with his cum and I would be forever in love with him.
I called the Uber and headed back to my aunt's. I felt my wet asshole dripping daddy's cum, I tried to clench to keep it all inside of me but it was no use, my ass had just been pounded on and it was loose and worn out. I thought about how hot it would be to let another daddy use me right now and how easy they could slide their cock right into me.. I even wondered if the Uber driver would want to fuck me, I was sure if he saw my ass he would.. But he wasn't my type anyway and I could only think about my new daddy.
When I got to my aunts I locked myself in the bathroom and peeled off my sweat pants. I set up my phone with a timer and took pictures of my ass in panties with cum dripping out of the sides. I took more pictures of my bare ass, then spread it to show it used and dripping cum. I felt proud that I had submitted to a black man and I got so horny seeing my used ass and body.
It was late and all I could think about was Jim and his cock. I was feeling so gay for him, I felt so lucky and special because I was able to please him and fulfill his needs. I felt like I wanted to be cuddled and spooned by him all night long. I pictured myself in panties wearing one of Jim's shirts. Cuddled up next to him just waiting to service his cock. I wished I could wake up next to him and service him in the morning. I even had gay thoughts about cooking him breakfast while I wore something skimpy. I just wanted to be his bitch. The morning couldn't come fast enough. I jerked my little cock off a bunch of times and fell asleep dreaming about being daddy's little girlfriend.
I was up the next morning at 7 am. I woke up with a hard cock knowing what I was going to be doing in just a few hours. I must have jerked my little cock 20 times between taking a shower and getting back into the bedroom. I wanted my little cock to be limp and worthless when I was with daddy, like a clit, so I drained myself and fingered my ass in the shower multiple times. I used the dating app to look at cock pics occasionally responding to a few messages but with no intention of meeting. I loved how much the black men wanted my ass. It didn't matter though, I was owned by Jim now and he was my priority. I was in heat for my new daddy. I would do anything for him, the more I thought about him the more I started to feel like I was in love.
I was like a drug addict, but it was Jim's big dick I was addicted to. I was completely willing to throw my life away for his black cock at this point. I'd have let daddy fuck me in public, in the middle of the street, or in front of my family, I'd do anything he wanted. I felt completely owned by him, physically and mentally.
It was 8:30 am and I was rubbing my little cock flirting with black men on the app when a message popped up from Jim. He sent a photo - one of my used ass, it must have been one of the pictures he took when I was "sleeping". I loved seeing myself from that angle, as a little slut with a big ass, the way Jim sees me. I quickly sent him back one of the photos I took in the bathroom yesterday, of my used ass in panties, cum leaking down my thighs. The emoji he sent me back let me know he liked what he was seeing.
I got up and slipped on a nice g-string pair of panties I had found in the dirty laundry in the bathroom. Turns out my aunts underwear fit me well. I threw on sweat pants that looked really good on my ass, a tight little T-shirt and slides. I called an Uber as I went to leave the apartment. My aunt had left me a note by the front door about possibly meeting for a late lunch. I thought to myself that if she only knew her nephew was a gay cock slut for an old black man, she probably wouldn't want anything to do with me.
I walked out the door to meet the Uber. Once in the car I started to get really excited, my little prick got hard and I was rubbing my balls and asshole gently the whole drive. I was feeling so slutty and horny, I felt like I needed black cock. I got out of the car and walked toward Jim's building. I signed in with the receptionist, luckily it wasn't the same lady from the night before. I made my way to Jim's door, nervous and excited.
I knocked very gently and Jim came to the door. He had on just a robe, I assumed he was naked under the robe. He said "come in boy" and motioned me inside. I of course followed direction and went into his apartment.
I instinctively crawled onto the floor, sitting on his rug in front of the couch I took my sweatpants off and poked my butt out to catch Jim's attention and show off. It must have worked because he sat directly in front of me on the couch and took out his growing cock. As he spread his robe I felt a rush go through me, I was so in love with my black daddy at this point I just wanted to live here with him and live my life to service him and his massive cock.
He slapped his big cock against my face as I leaned in to to kiss it. He kept this up and I could feel his cock get harder and harder with each smack. Finally he put it up to my lips and I quickly licked up the little dribble of precum as he pushed his cock into my mouth. I felt his hands on the back of my head at first softly rubbing my head, as his cock pushed it's way further into my mouth his hand tightened on the back of my head, pulling my hair slightly. He was forcing his cock into my throat, little by little. I was trying to focus on breathing through my nose as I felt myself making noises "glugh, glugh, glugh" as Jim pushed in and out of my mouth, trying his best to stretch my throat.
This went on for a while as I did my best to not push him away even as I gagged and drooled on his cock. Being such a willing slut for him I let him push me to the point where I almost vomited, I gagged hard and I pushed away, his cock came out covered in thick spit. He pulled me toward him and up onto my feet.