(Thanks for checking out my story, this picks up where the first part left off..)
As I walked away from Jim's building the shame started to sink in. The proud feeling I had moments ago slowly started to wear off. I thought about what I had just done.. how embarrassed I'd be if my friends knew.
I let an older black man who was a complete stranger use me. I sucked his cock, he ate my ass, then he fucked me. I had set it all up, seduced him with pictures of my ass and even told him to fuck me when I he gave me the opportunity to back out.
I felt like a slut.. I pulled up my sweatpants to cover my panties. I hung my head in shame as I stood on the street corner and looked at my phone to find an Uber ride back to my aunt's place.
As I flipped through the apps on my phone it caught my eye. The "dating" app I had met Jim on had a red number next to it. There were notifications and in spite of my shame I acted on my urge to open the app and read the messages.
Most of the messages were replies from earlier, when I was trying to find black cock. I again couldn't believe what a slut I was. I had sent pictures of my ass to men and left them wanting to fuck me, lusting after my fat white ass.
My brain had such mixed feelings. I was ashamed but also proud, it made me feel hot to have big strong men pursuing me. It made me feel like sissy and I loved it. I've always loved alpha men, and black men are the ultimate alpha males.
Then I saw that Jim had written me just minutes ago my heart fluttered.
"Come back" the message from Jim said.
When I read it my cock instantly started to tingle and I could feel my used ass tighten up in anticipation of the possibility that Jim wanted me to come back up to see him again right now..
"Right now?" I wrote him. Still not knowing if the message had been sent earlier or sent by accident.
"Yeah, she's not coming" Jim wrote.
Jim was a man of few words, so I was aware the ball was in my court. The shame I had felt just moments ago was now gone. I thought to myself what a rollercoaster ride it is being a sissy and a secret slut and it was sooo exciting to me..
"Okay, be right up" I wrote. After only about 45 seconds of considering.
Was I really doing this? Am I really going back up to his place to take his massive cock in my ass.. again? I'm such a faggot. These thoughts swirled around in my brain.
I turned around and headed down the block toward Jim's building. As I walked up to the front desk the receptionist smirked at me. Does she know Jim? Jim probably fucked her I thought to myself.
I signed in and eagerly took the elevator back to Jim's floor. I still couldn't believe I was going back up to Jim's apartment so soon. I still hadn't had time to process what had happened the first time. This was crazy..
When I knocked on Jim's door he told me to come in. I did as I was told and followed his voice to his bedroom. He was laying in bed under the covers. I could tell he was stroking his cock under the blankets and I wanted to help him cum.
He told me to take my clothes off and get into bed and I eagerly obeyed. When I got in bed with him I was pleased to find he was naked under the blankets. Hard cock in his hand. I nestled up next to him, in the spooning position, facing away from him, presenting him with my big ass and wet hole.
He turned toward me and slowly started to work the tip of his cock head around my hole. It was still lubed up from our last session and Jim started to push his big cock into me. Again he went slow, little by little, rubbing my back and coaching me along while he pushed his giant black cock deeper and deeper into my boy hole.
When he finally bottomed out inside of me I was in a trance.. I was literally full of Jim's cock. I could feel it deep inside of me, it felt like it was pushing into my stomach. It felt surreal, I couldn't believe that I was doing this again. If I had only done it once it would have been something I just tried. Now it's something I did, more than once, something I would always do. I was a slut for black cock. I knew I would never be the same.
I didn't even want to touch my own little boy cock. I stayed in the spooning position, ass poked out, taking Jim's huge cock in me like a girl. Jim didn't pound on me, he just slid in and out slowly and lovingly. He rubbed my shoulders and back while he slowly slid his way in and out of my boy hole. He made me feel like his girl, his touch was so strong and loving. His cock so big and manly. I pushed back on his cock, making sure he fully bottomed out in me with each thrust.
Eventually Jim pulled out of my ass and told me to ride on his cock. I was scared because I'd never ridden a cock and I didn't know if I would be good at it. I didn't want to disappoint him. I slowly climbed up onto Jim, straddling his big strong body. He picked me up by the hips and repositioned me on his cock. He was manhandling me and I loved it.
He pulled me close to him as I felt his cock head slide into me. He pushed up with his hips and a few inches of his cock entered me. He worked it in and out. Slowly fucking me while holding me close to him. My face buried in his shoulder. I could have stayed like this forever.
From this angle he could only slide 2 or 3 inches into me. The position made me feel safe and loved. I loved that I could please this man and that he found me sexually attractive. I loved being held in his arms. I felt like I was falling in love with him.
He pushed me and made me sit up on his cock, which let it slide deep into me. I moaned from not just the pleasure of the cock rubbing against my prostrate but also the feeling of being treated like a complete slut. I loved it and never wanted it to stop.
Before I knew it I was bouncing on his cock. He was pounding on me, smashing even deeper into me then he had earlier. My fat ass clapped against his thighs, my balls slapped on his stomach when he bottomed out. I felt like I was going to explode from the pressure and the power of his massive cock.