I remember my first time quite vividly.I had never been with a guy before but had for a long time fantasized about it. Allow me to give you a little bit of background about me at the time. I had been married for about 2 yrs but my sex life with my wife was sincerely lacking. I had been going to sex shops and watching video's (gay and straight) and jerking off to ease the lack of sex. At this time I was only curious about sex with other men and just considered it a fantasy. I would often get myself off thinking of a man giving me a blow job and then me giving him one. It was a great fantasy and never failed to get me going.
One day I left work early and on my way home I stopped by the local sex shop. I went in and got my usual 5 dollars in tokens and went into the back and put the tokens into the machine and brought up a video of two guys in a 69. I instantly got hard and started stroking myself through my pants. I flipped back and forth between the straight videos and the gay ones, but found myself watching the gay video's more than the straight. After the 5 dollars was gone I really needed some relief so I headed towards the bathroom to take care of the problem, someone was in it so I had to wait, while waiting I went and started looking at the magazines.