Before I went to university in the UK I spent a year travelling, mainly in the US and Canada. I met loads of interesting people and saw lots of great places but most of all I discovered more about me. I had been confused about my sexuality at school. I had lots of girl friends but also knew that I could feel something different when I looked at my fellow male students and at some of the teachers too. I found myself watching some of them dressing and undressing in the changing rooms and enjoying the experience. For some reason seeing guys in their underwear was something of a turn-on.
I had never done anything about these feelings apart from masturbation. This was before images were so accessible on the internet so the occasional catalogue or magazine was the best I could find.
So when I set off on my travels I decided that I would find out once and for all what it was all about – away from friends and family and the risk of being discovered. I spent several days in New York at the beginning of my stay and booked into a hostel. I had heard stories about what went on there and thought it was the best place to start. I had a room to myself but guys seemed to gather in the corridors and by the stairs and I definitely felt as though I was being checked out as I moved about the place. The toilet cubicles didn't have doors on so everything was very public in there!
I spent my first full day visiting places I had seen on TV and soaking up the atmosphere of the city. The height and closeness of the buildings was very strange and claustrophobic at first but I soon got used to it. When I got back to the hostel in the early evening the guys were in the corridor as usual and for some reason I noticed one in particular. He was quite short with cropped hair but, unlike the others he was wearing a suit and tie. I guessed he was in his late twenties. I found myself staring at him and he obviously noticed because he gave me a friendly smile and said hello.
I responded and he moved away from the others and we got into conversation. We asked each other about ourselves and he said that he was on a training course for a week and decided it would be more fun to stay in the hostel than in a hotel. I wasn't totally sure what that meant but I thought, and had begun to hope, it meant he was looking for company! After a while he asked if I was doing anything during the evening and, when I said I had no plans, he offered to show me around. He said his name was Greg and told me his room number. We agreed we would meet there at 8.00.
I went back to my room and then washed and changed, choosing my best pair of white briefs and a clean blue shirt. I was getting more and more nervous but excited too but had no idea what to expect. I knocked on his door at exactly 8.00 and he shouted come in. He had changed out of his suit but was still wearing a smart dress shirt neatly tucked into his trousers. I also noticed as he was bending over his locker some visible brief lines and a glimpse of the waistband of his briefs above his trousers.
I have explained that I love seeing guys in underwear and for some reason the sight of a waistband with a shirt tucked in is a huge turn-on. Several of my school friends had tucked their shirts in their underwear and those few minutes in the changing rooms each week were always special. Some of them sometimes showed their waistbands during the rest of the day too, and I was never sure whether it was intentional or not. Although I tucked too sometimes I never consciously showed mine.
I was now ready for anything with this guy and yet I didn't know how to show him. I just hoped I had read the signs right and he was up for it. One way of showing him of course was the fact that I was feeling so horny that after a few minutes my cock was starting to bulge in my trousers. We were standing chatting and I could see his eyes kept looking down at my crotch. I moved around to try and stay relaxed and looked for any sign that he was getting hard too. His trousers was not very tight so it wasn't easy to see but he saw me looking and put his thumbs in this waistband and eased them down a bit, revealing his briefs at the front now as well as the back.
Quite spontaneously I said that I noticed he was wearing jockey briefs and that I had some like them. He asked if I was wearing them now but I said I had some store brand ones on today and without thinking I put my hands inside my trousers and pulled the waistband of the briefs up.