I've always known I'm bisexual. As I entered puberty and sexual thoughts became more prominent, my search history would confirm that I had as many thoughts about naked men as I did women. Surprisingly though, my sexual interest in men always has gravitated towards older men, silver foxes or silver daddies as they might be called.
My sexual experience has always been with older men, from my first encounter when I was 18 to this Friday night as 23 year old me types out a personal ad on the m4m section of craig's list looking for a submissive older man interested in regular 'daddy-son' role play, although tonight I'm mainly interested in getting my dick sucked a couple times. I'm new to the city, having moved here a couple months ago after finishing college, and I've had little time to make any meaningful connections yet.
As replies start to roll in, my pickiness in men becomes apparent. This guy is too hairy, this one doesn't have any body hair, that picture is too gross to seriously consider, this guy can't type a complete sentence...I like a confident guy, ironic since I tend to play the dominant role sexually with other men.
I don't have much success with my ad, the few emails I do respond to don't get a response back from the sender, and I settle into a session of prolonged edging that produces an incredible orgasm that I shoot all over my chest and stomach, scooping up the come and eating it as I would have for the daddy I never found tonight.
I shower, change and start to get ready for bed when my phone alerts me to a new email, another reply to my ad. I open the message as I turn on my electric tooth brush, and read through the thoughtful and respectful response:
Hi. I read your ad earlier and sat on the decision to write you or not, but it's been in my thoughts ever since so I thought it would be best to drop you a reply in case I am the 'daddy' you are looking for.
I am a 56 year old MWM looking for a special younger man with whom I can develop a long-term intimate relationship. My wife is aware of my needs, and has been encouraging in my pursuit. Given my professional status -- and detail to personal health -- I am looking to build a solid, trusting relationship with one man who I can be open with personally and sexually. I'm looking for more of a switch-style relationship though, so if you're looking for a total bottom that wouldn't work for me. Although I do love the idea of you calling me 'daddy' while I suck your cock, that turns me on very much.
I attached a couple of photos of me, I hope you understand not wanting to show my face until we know each other a little better for my own safety. To fill things out for you, I have a full head of white hair, blue eyes and am clean shaven.
I hope to hear from you,
Ed.
My cock twitched a little bit reading Ed's email, and I spit out the toothpaste in my mouth and started to rinse while opening the attachments he sent. The first was a heavily cropped photo of him in a tux with what must be his wife cropped out of the photo next to him. I couldn't get much from this other than she's taller than him, but maybe that's the heels, too?
The second photo was a delight, a full nose-to-toe nude photo, him standing off to the side but turned to the camera so you can clearly see his big, wide smile and the fullness of his magnificent cock. It wasn't enormous, it was both shorter and thinner than mine, but it was well proportioned to his body, stayed mostly straight off his body and had a delicious looking mushroom head that noticeably expanded past his shaft girth. I wanted to run my hands along it, and I gave my own cock a squeeze through my shorts.
I quickly fired off a response, thanking him for the thoughtful message, stressing how it is such a change from the other responses I received. I was into Ed from his first email, and I wanted him to feel special so he'd write me back. I complimented him on his body, acknowledging how hard he must work to stay in such good shape, and how hard looking at his cock had made me. I removed all pretenses and sent him back a full nude photo of me, sprawled out on my bed with my nearly 8" thick cock splayed over my stomach almost reaching my belly button.
I killed time a bit, just hoping he'd write me back, and after about 20 minutes I disconnected for the night. I woke up the next day to an email from Ed:
Tom,
Thanks for the kind response I really enjoyed reading your email. And your photo...wow!! I wish I had woken up to you in my bed this morning, I would have happily taken care of that big cock for you. Do you have any plans today?
Ed.
I was so excited to read his message, I couldn't type out a response fast enough. I had some plans with friends to visit the farmer's market and neighborhood book fair in the afternoon, but I'd love to meet up with him afterwards if that's what he was thinking.
He was putting in a few hours at the office, but we made plans to meet at a very swanky bar at 6pm.
I spent most of the day trying to distract my mind from my date that night, doing everything I could to not masturbate and save it all for Ed. I went to the zoo in the late morning before meeting up with my friends to walk around the remains of the farmer's market, then grabbing a quick lunch before walking around the book fair. It turned into a long day, and I didn't get back to my apartment until after 5, not leaving much time to shower, change and make it to the bar on time.
The bar was a 15-minute cab ride from my apartment and given my indecision over the exact perfect button-down and jeans combo to wear, I arrived about 10 minutes late. I emailed him in the car that I would be late, but didn't expect he would have read it and was nervous he would have left already. I hesitated a bit before going in because I didn't know what Ed looked like; I included my face in the nude I sent him the night before, but he didn't share any with me. Which, for the first time, got me thinking about the possibility I wouldn't find him physically attractive.
I was lost in thought when I registered someone was shouting at me, "What can I do you for?" the bartender was asking me, sizing me up, acknowledging I wasn't the usual clientele for this bar.
"I'm meeting someone here at 6" I said, scanning the dark, wood-paneled bar and the few patrons who were there. The bar stretched nearly the entire length of the room, open on both sides for patrons, with a row of highbacked booths on the right side and an elevated seating area above that.
Scanning the three guys at the bar, I didn't think any of them were Ed, and communicated that he wasn't there yet when a white-haired man popped his head from one of the booths and gave me a giant smile before standing up and walking over to greet me. We locked eyes, and any fear of physically attraction went away as I broke out in a broad smile. I closed the space between us and he engulfed me in a full hug and led the way back over to his booth. He told the bartender -- Charlie -- he wanted another old fashioned and asked me what I wanted to order. Unsure of myself, and wanting to appear more sophisticated than a guy who just order a beer in a bar like this -- I asked him to make it two and settled into the booth opposite Ed.
I apologized profusely for being late, but he told me not to worry about. He had gotten my email and had even emailed me back; I didn't check my email again and didn't get his reply. He told me that he was also running late, but his nearly empty drink told me that probably wasn't correct, he was just being polite.
Confidence and maturity exuded from Ed, and he immediately jumped into a series of very direct, very personal questions about myself, my life, and my previous relationships. He took sips from his existing drink as I answered each in more depth than was necessary, my nerves and the sexual tension was making me talk a lot more, and faster, than I normally would. I thought he was very handsome and sometimes had trouble holding his intense gaze, but he kept a warm smile on my face and nodded along