Just arriving home at 4 in the morning, a salty yet intoxicating taste lingering in my mouth, I felt I should put my thoughts down before retiring. After all, I had just sucked a cock for the first time, and it was a wonderful experience I had waited oh, too long to try. I now knew it wouldn't be my last, so I decided that, at least for my own sake, I should describe the feelings so I could relive them again and again.
I am an average white male, so I thought, who has been out of the loop since my wife left me several months ago. My sex life with her was so-so at best, although I did supplement it on the side on occasion. But lately I had been fantasizing on what it would be like to please a man, to be used by him, and be rewarded for my efforts. I had been looking at a lot more porn than usual lately, and I was always drawn to the cum shot and blow job sections of the sites I frequented.
Being only average sized myself, I was practically mesmerized looking at giant cocks, and watching them being devoured by willing mouths. I wondered how it would feel to have one grow in my mouth, how the precum seeping out of it would taste, and more importantly, if I could make one explode down my throat. But most of all, I was curious if I would have second thoughts after performing the deed.
So, after months of servicing myself while watching people swallowing loads on my computer screen, I got up the nerve to post a message in a chat room claiming I was looking for a large cock to please, with no strings attached. Maybe I set too wide a net, because next day when I looked, I had about thirty responses, and in the week since, it had risen to almost one hundred.
Some were really intriguing, and I was like a kid in a candy store, undecided which one I should respond too. I finally choose one who said his name was Bill. He was white, married, and had a nine inch cock that needed servicing on a regular basis. After several notes back and forth, we decided to meet for coffee and a chat just to see how great an idea of mine this was. I suggested a Starbucks near my house and we spotted each other as soon as I arrived. I just somehow knew who he was as soon as I laid eyes on him, and I knew this would be the man I would take the plunge with.
We sat at an outdoor table, and after a few minutes chatting, Bill started telling me how much he wanted to ram his giant cock down my throat. The way he talked dirty really started getting me turned on and I was ready then and there to drop down on my knees and have a go at it. But clearer heads prevailed, and he arranged for me to meet him after work that evening.
Bill ran a small bar about a mile from my home that I had never been to before, though I knew where it was. He told me he usually closes at two a.m. and suggested I arrive a little after that. My cock was hard with excitement and so, without the slightest hesitation, I agreed to be there. As I got up to leave, my cock was rock hard, protruding in front of me, and he grabbed a hold of it, driving shivers throughout my body. As we walked to the subway, I suggested we wait and take the elevator down instead of the stairs. Getting in after him, I reached back and felt his cock, and it was huge, he wasn't lying! I knew I wanted that meat pole and it took a lot of effort to just let go and part company until later that night.
So, I had about eight hours to reflect on what I was about to do, and I was excited beyond imagination. I guess it was finally time for me to try something new. The more I thought of it, the more I wanted it, and was determined to give him a blow job he'd never forget. I only hoped that I would be good at it. After all, I was a novice and would have to rely on resolve rather than experience.
But, having been on the other end on many occasions, I had a pretty good idea what felt good and what didn't. I just hoped I could stretch my mouth wide enough to take his cock deep and maintain enough saliva to keep him sliding in and out as I devoured him. Here I was, never having sucked a cock before, but knowing that was what I wanted to do more than anything.
The time leading up to our meeting dragged on forever, and finally I left my house at two a.m. and got to Bill's bar about twenty minutes later. As I opened the door, to my delight it was empty, except for my new found friend, and he told me to latch the lock on the door and make myself comfortable. He poured us a couple glasses of white wine and when he came over to my seat gave me a kiss on my lips, sliding his tongue into my mouth.