My First Gay Experience

Seated at the dining table, I was more relaxed. We passed the serving dishes around and began eating.

Small talk about their day, me being the highlight of Doug's, was passed back and forth then Mark asked me,

"So, James, do you have a boyfriend?"

I replied, "no, I've never had a boyfriend."

Mark looked at me and said,

"Never?"

Realizing that Doug hadn't mentioned that to him, I came out with it for a second time.

"No, never had a boyfriend. I'm actually straight. Well, I guess I'm bi-sexual now." I said, glancing at Doug, both of us smiling.

Mark almost dropped his fork.

"You're straight?!" He exclaimed, looking at Doug.

"Surprise." Doug replied, grinning.

"Wow, I've got to hear this story, please tell me how you discovered this." He said to Doug.

"You should let james tell you." He replied, motioning in my direction.

Mark turned to me and I began,

"Well, I was really horny one night so I starting surfing C-list looking for some female company and had no luck. Then I noticed the link for m4m and I felt like a pinch or a some sort of like, stirring in my cock that turned me on. I've been really horny lately and desperate so being intrigued and having gotten even hornier by that pinch, I clicked on it and saw Doug's post and I saw he was looking for a twink. I didn't know what a twink was so I looked it up and it was basically me. I was intrigued so I emailed him."

"Yeah, I knew about the post but in a thousand years I didn't think you would actually find a cute twink we could spit roast." Mark said looking from Doug to myself.

"Spit roast?" I asked.

"Yes, james, a spit roast is where, usually two men, fuck a third man or woman at both ends, one in the mouth and the other in an ass or pussy. Think of a pig on a bar-be-cue spit. Same thing.

Doug and I, well we want to spit roast a twink." Mark said, nodding at Doug.

I took a moment to imagine these two handsome, toned men doing that to me and my dick got hard almost immediately.

"Oh my god, that's so sexy." I said, not really realizing I had said it aloud. They both looked at me as I said it and then at each other.

Doug then asked me, "that's a turn on for you?"

"God, yes. I heard Mark describe it and then I imagined the two of you doing that to me. I got hard almost immediately."

Mark then asked me, "james, do you want Doug and I to spit roast you?"

"The idea of being between you two thrusting into me, in my mind sounds amazing and it turns me on," I replied, "I think I would like to have that happen to me.

I've also been having other thoughts since I've been here."

Doug leaned forward and placed his arms on the table, "Such as?"

"I gave you a blowjob and I really enjoyed it," I said, turning a little red and feeling embarrassed. "I didn't think I would but I really did." I then paused a moment before continuing.

"I think I would really like to give you both one...at the same time. If that's okay with you two, maybe after, I think I want to feel what it's like to be spit roasted by you two." I rambled on, excited and nervous and hard as a rock.

"Oh my god, we have a cute, young, straight boy that wants us to fuck him. This is unreal." Mark says to Doug.

I then look up at Doug and ask him, "Can we use the poppers again? I really liked how they made me feel."

"I will be back then." Doug says, rising from the table and leaving the room. He returned a minute later with a face attachment for what looked like a CPAP mask. Attached to the front of the intake hole was a large jar of AMYL with a cotton ball stuffed into the opening. Doug walked up behind me and went to place it over my nose and mouth. I still had this feeling I couldn't shake. I mltioned for him to wait as I turned to him and said,

"When I first met you," looking at Doug, "you held the door open for me when we met, then you held my hand to help me down the stairs. After, you opened your car door for me to get in. You've been nothing but a gentleman since I emailed you. You've made me feel small and feminine with how you've treated me from the moment we met."

"I'm sorry, james, I didn't mean to treat you that way. I was simply trying to be how you said it, a gentleman." Doug replied.

"No, please don't apologize," I replied, "like I said, it made me feel small and feminine and girly and for some reason that really turned me on too." I couldn't help looking down at the floor, turning red. I knew they could both see it.

"Is it possible for you two to keep treating me like that? Girly and feminine?"

Doug smiled at me then looked at Mark. Mark was smiling ear to ear. "We found a feminine twink."

"Yes, that's completely fine, cutie, we can treat you like that." he said. I smiled and sat back.

With all of us happy, Doug then places the mask over my nose and mouth.

"Deep breath, my love. Keep your arms behind your back until I tell you to move."

I folded my arms behind my back and clasped my hands together. Then I took a deep breath in through my nose and held it, then another, and another deep hit.

"Damn, that's so hot." I connect eyes with Mark as he says this, seated across from me at the table.

"She's a real pig, you'll see." Doug says to Mark.

"This is so hot," Mark replies, "I'm so hard right now."

Doug takes the mask away and Mark can see how fazed I am. Doug pulls and turns my chair away from the table then unsnaps and unzips my shorts. Tugging them down around my knees then to my ankles and off, followed by my shirt. he says to Mark, "Let's play with her for a little bit before we fuck her."

Mark stands and comes around to my side of the table and kneels in front of me. He reaches out and grasps my cock and starts stroking it.

Doug moves behind me again and tilts my head back horizontally over the rear of the chair as he puts the mask back onto my mouth and nose. Looking down into my eyes, he smiles at me and says, "just relax and breathe in, you're going to love what he does to you."

Mark is twisting and stroking my cock as the high intensifies. Still, Doug doesn't remove the popper mask. I feel hot and dizzy, breathing in pure poppers as this other man expertly strokes and twists my cock however he likes.

I feel his other hand grasp my balls and begins rolling them in his hand. He would periodically pull and stretch my scrotum away from my body. The first time caused me to jump and twist away from his grip and release my own arms.

Doug pulled the mask away from my face as I jerked away and said, "I was afraid that was going to happen," looking at Mark, who was nodding in agreement.

"This may seem weird your first time but is it okay if we bind your arms behind your back?"

I took a minute to think. I did want this to continue and I felt like I did trust him. Also, till high and horny for this, I reply,

"Yes, thats okay..."

Doug left the room and went down the hall. moments later he was back and he had a harness of some type with him. He told me to turn around and put my arms behind me. I did as I was told and moving my arms into the straps, Doug put them into a position where they were horizontal across my back with my hands grabbing my forearms. Strapped across the wrists, elbows and together across the back at the upper arms, 'They're into bondage?' I thought.

They finished and helped me back down into the chair. I lay my head over the back of the chair again and accepted the mask from Doug. He pressed it tight to my face and I again took deep holds of the vapors.

Mark began again, twisting, pulling, squeezing and stretching my cock and balls to his liking. The feeling was painful bliss and pleasurable agony. The light pain was incredible having experiencing it for the first time.

There were times where he would be doing something to my cock or balls and I would thrash in my chair If it were not for the restraints, I would not have been able to keep my arms behind me. I would try to rise up off of the chair but Doug would hold me down with the mask still tight to my face.

I couldn't see what he was doing but I could feel that Mark was repeatedly slapping the bare inside of my thighs apart as he pulled and tugged my cock and balls in his insane, almost painful fashion. He alternated the techniques he used; sometimes he would grab my shaft just below the crown and rub his thumb up and down and in little circles hard and rough against the underside of the head. Other times it felt like he was squeezing the base firm with one hand and slapping the cock back and forth in between him vigorously jerking and twisting the shaft. And it all felt amazing.

Doug, with his gaze still firmly affixed to my eyes, would offer me words of encouragement and affirmation as Mark abused my cock and balls;

"He's gonna take really good care of you, sweetie."

"Focus on what your cock is feeling. You're doing so well, baby."

"Breathe deep, sweetheart and let him do what he's gonna do to you."

"I'm so proud of how well you're taking this."

I was out of my mind. I'd been breathing poppers straight for around 5 minutes now and was a true pig. I just wanted more.

I could feel Mark's hands repeatedly slapping my thighs and abusing my cock and balls. He had added a lubricant and his hands were now flying over my shaft. I could feel an orgasm approaching and Doug could tell.

"Don't let up, she's gonna blow." He said.

Mark drops his hand down to the base of my cock and begins jerking it as he places his mouth over my cockhead. He increases the pace and intensity of his slaps across the inside of my thigh.

I can't take it any longer. With a scream and another inhale and a long grunting moan behind the mask came with a violent repeated twitching of my body, I empty every drop of my balls into Mark's mouth. I remember twitching and Doug still having to hold me down. Mark's hand now slowing on my shaft and is now squeezing it from base to tip, milking me dry.

He holds my cum in his mouth then stands after I finish and straddles my lap. Mark then leans in as he removes the mask and kisses me, shoving his tongue and my cum into my mouth. We make out as I come down from my high.

"Let's rehydrate a bit and move this to the bedroom." Doug says, turning.

Mark steps back and off of my lap and helps me stand. He motions for me to turn around and as I do, he begins removing and unbuckling the straps holding my arms behind me. I take a moment to stretch my arms and he helps me, still wobbling, out of the room and we walk across the hallway to their kitchen.

Doug has the refrigerator door open and has pulled out three orange sport drinks. Doug begins to chug his and then leaves for the bedroom saying he needed to prepare a couple of things.

Mark and I sip ours and he moves closer to me as we both drink. In between sips, he would lean in and kiss me. When we are finished with the sports drink, we stand there making out, him stroking me. I was so turned on.

Mark and I eventually got to the master bedroom. In the middle is a king-sized bed, Doug is standing at the foot of the bed, facing us as we enter.

"Mark, would you join me here, please?" he said, motioning next to him.

Mark walks up to Doug and joins him, facing me.

Doug began to remove Marks clothing and vice versa. Soon they were both naked and hard, equally endowed and now kissing each other.

"sweetheart, I want you to come over here and kneel." Doug says to me, pointing to a towel folded on the floor.

I do as he asks and as soon as I kneel, I am overjoyed.

I am now looking up at two kind and handsome men, hard cocks bobbing in my face and beyond them, their faces looking down at me with pure joy.

"Sweetie, you may popper yourself up at your discretion as you suck our cocks." Doug says to me as he hands me the mask.

I take the mask and begin several deep holds off of it. A minute or so later, I place the mask on the floor next to the towel I was kneeling on and turned back to these two men, now sitting on the edge of the bed next to each other and making out.

High and horny for these two men, I reach out and grasp each cock in my hands and begin licking them, alternating between the two. Soon after, I begin bobbing my head slowly over their cockheads.

I can hear muffled moaning coming from the two of them as they continued kissing. Doug now had Mark's head in his hands as I popper up again and again and returned to sucking on Mark's cock.

Doug was holding Mark's head as he made out with him. I sucked and licked on Mark's cock as he began moaning into Doug's mouth.

Looking into Mark's eyes, Doug asks him,

"How's our twink working out for you, my love?"

"Thank you, uuuh, thank you for bringing him, ooohhhhh, bringing her home to me." Mark panted between words.

"Is she making you feel good? Is she making you hot?"

"Dougie, she's, uuuh, gonna make me, oh fuck, she's gonna make me cum..." Mark was shaking and twitching in my mouth as Doug looked him in the eyes.

"Is she? Is our little twink, our own little personal girly twink gonna make you cum with her pretty little mouth?" Doug asks, teasing Mark while still giving him little kisses and looking deeply into his eyes.

"Dougie, I'm cumming, oh Dougie, oh I'm cumming..." Mark moans and pants, bucking into my mouth.

"It's okay love, cum for me. I love watching you as you cum. You're so beautiful." Doug says, still looking into his eyes as I continue sucking and sucking. I hear his moaning increase as I feel his warm cum flood my mouth. I shove my face down on his cock, forcing it down my throat. I begin to gag but swallowing his cum seemed to help.

His body relaxes and he and Doug continue kissing and speaking in almost a whisper as I clean Mark's cock.

"oh Dougie, thank you for this, I love her, thank you... I love you so much..."

"I love you too baby. my gift to you..."

They both stand and Doug walks around the side of the bed and sits at the edge.

Patting a towel lying over the comforter, he says, "baby girl, lay here please, face down?"

I pick up the popper mask and do as he asks as I take my place on the bed. I watch as they both climb onto the bed with Mark at my ass and Doug's erection waving in my face.

Feeling the bed shift and Mark's hands on my cheeks, spreading them apart, I open my mouth and take Doug's cock into my mouth for the second time that day.

Suddenly my body jumps where I'm lying as I feel Mark's tongue on my bottom.

"It's okay," Doug says, "he's just getting you ready."

His tongue feels amazing rimming me. No girl had ever done this for me. I feel myself begin to push back against his tongue, wanting more and more. My cock was straining against the bed.

"God, Mark, please put it in me," I pleaded.

Then I feel Mark climb up and straddle my lower legs.

"You may feel some pain this being your first time but that will go away."

I feel a pressure at my bottom as Doug says, "Relax and push out as he enters you, sweetheart."

I tried my best to relax and push out like he said and all of a sudden Mark's cock pops inside me and there's an excruciating pain. I pull my mouth off of Doug and cry out as I bury my face in the bedspread. Mark doesn't move. He lets me get accustomed to his cock in my ass as Doug runs his fingers through my hair. "Just try to relax, baby, tell your body that what's happening is natural."

After a minute of quite a few deep holds of poppers, I tell Mark, "okay."

Mark then begins to slowly push in and pull out. There's some pain but it's slowly being replaced by a full, deep pleasure.

Doug guides my head back to his cock as Mark works his cock into me again. It is getting easier and less painful with each movement.

Then, Mark hits a spot deep inside me that made me gasp, pull my mouth off of Doug and look back at Mark, fully buried in my ass.

"Oh my, Mark" I said, looking back and up at him with a look of lust on my face.

He smiles as he looks at me and asks, "That's my girl. Does that feel good, my love? Are you enjoying my cock rubbing on your prostate?"

I bite my lip, moan a "mmhmm" and nod as he withdraws almost all the way from my ass and then goes back in. He increases his pace and replies, "Good. Do you think Doug could use some attention?"

I nod again and turn back to Doug, opening my mouth again to suck him as deep as I can.

They fucked me deep and long. They would alternate strokes so one was going in as the other was pulling out. Then they would both go in at the same time.

It was mind blowing. When they came, Doug came first. I was beginning to love the taste of his cum. He held my hand firmly but lovingly in his hands as he told me just before he came. I swallowed it all down then licked and sucked his cock clean. He leaned down and kissed me for a few moments then he went around to where Mark was straddling my prone body, still gently but steadily fucking me.

These two began making out as Mark continued inside me. Suddenly he stopped and buried himself all the way in my little bottom. A sensation like he was peeing inside me was accompanied by him moaning into Doug's mouth through their kiss.

Mark kept up a slowing, gentle thrust until he was spent and collapsed on the bed. Doug nestled himself in beside his partner and laid Matk's head down on his chest.

I was literally fucked. I laid there with cum in my tummy and my bottom. I felt girly and used and I loved it. I grabbed the popper mask and took a deep hit off of it as Doug motioned for me to lie down between them and shifted his body over to accomodate me. I laid myself down between them with Doug spooning me and me facing Mark who had wrapped his arms around me and Doug. Mark and I would periodically kiss each other and we stayed that was until we fell asleep.

The next morning, we woke, had a small breakfast then Mark kissed me goodbye with an invite back anytime. I gave Doug a nice poppered-up blowjob in his car on our way back to his store so I could get my car.

I ended up meeting them roughly once a week when they were in town but Doug traveled for work a lot and Matk usually accompanied him.

When they were in town and they invited me over, it was always an incredible time that lasted until the next morning. They knew I loved poppers and had a good variety of them I could breathe while they worked my body with their magic.

We stayed together for 5 years until I moved away for a job I couldn't pass up but we still talk and text on a regular basis.

When I brought up the idea for this story to them, they gave me their permission and told me to use their real names, but not last names.

I sent them the final edit of this story and they loved it. They liked how I showed the passion and love between them.

I welcome your comments, good and bad. You can't make me feel bad because I don't regret those years of my life. If there are requests, I will write further installments that tell what we got up to in our time together.

Thank you.