My First Gay Experience

This is a true story of my first gay experience.

I've just broken up with my girlfriend of 5 years and decided to act on my alternate fantasies. I've always had a fantasy of getting naked and sucking a strangers dick but never told my girlfriend or acted upon it. Today's the day that changed. I download Grindr just to see what it was like. I uploaded a photo of me naked covering up my dick without my face. Almost instantly messages stated to arrive in my inbox. I was instantly turned on.

l didn't think I would have the courage to act on my fantasy but the thought of it turned me on.

I started replying to a few guys, sent a few pictures of my cock and asked a few where they lived. One guy stood out. He asked my how I was and for a picture. I sent him a picture of me with my legs spread out and dick on show, covering my face with my hand. I asked him where he was located and it turned out he was 5 minutes away from where I lived at the time. Still this was still a fantasy to me, I didn't think I would have the balls to go around. He asked me what I was into and I told him about my fantasy about giving someone a blow job and he told me to come over. I told him I was nervous but he assured me I could leave if I didn't want to do anything where I got there.

I went out and grabbed some breakfast around the corner from where he lived, toying with the idea of going around and sucking his dick. I asked him for his address. After eating I walked around to his apartment block and started pacing up and down the street for a while. Then I thought fuck it. I went to the bottom of his apartment block and messaged him same I'm here. I was nervous but turned on by the thought of what was about to happen. He didn't reply and then I messaged him saying I'm going to leave. I was about to and then he replied saying sorry only just seen the message. He sent my his apartment number and told me to ring the buzzer.

When I got to the bottom door there was a delivery driver there and a few other residents hanging around. It put me off from ringing the buzzer for a while and I messaged him asking if he could let me in without using the buzzer. After about 10 minutes I finally went up to the door and pressed the buzzer. The door opened and I got the lift up to his floor. I got to his door and stood outside for a while. Was I really going to do this. My heart was pounding but I knocked on the door. No going back now.

He opened the door and asked me how I was. He was really friendly but was a lot fatter than he appeared on the pictures. He tried to kiss me but I didn't let him. It's strange but kissing guys is not something that turns me on. I definitely do think I could not be in a gay relationship and all i wanted was to just wanted to try sucking a dick. I told him I don't like kissing and he said fine and led me to the bedroom. He took my top off and I took of my bottoms and underwear. Here I was naked watching another man getting undressed ready to fulfill my fantasy.

I was so nervous and my heart was beating out my chest but before I knew it I was on my knees ready to take him in my mouth. I put my lips around the top of his cock and began to suck. It kind of felt like a dream. Surely this wasn't happening, I was actually sucking a dick. It tasted a bit like I imagined a dick would taste. Like he should have maybe washed it just before I came. It wasn't disgusting and it kinda turned me on having a bit of a taste. I continued sucking the tip whilst touching my self. He grabbed the back of my head and I tried to deep throat his dick. It wasn't a massive dick, probably like 5 inch but it made me gag a little so I went back to just working on the tip. After a few minutes of this he said stand up it's your turn.

He got on his knees and took my whole dick in his mouth. It was obvious he was a lot more experienced than me. Up and down he went and started playing with my balls. I could feel myself coming to the edge already. I told him to stop before it was to late. I made him lay on the bed and went back to work on his dick. I played with his balls whilst I took his dick in my mouth. I got more into it and and started sucking up and down faster making a lot of noise in the process. I was enjoying this but all I could think was what if he came in my mouth and would it make me gag and would he be offended. I kept working on his dick and every so often I would take it out my mouth and use my hand to wank him off for a while and suck his balls, his balls tasted more sweaty than his dick and they where quiet hairy which didn't like.

After a while he stood up and we put our dicks together and I wanked them both off at the same time with one hand. He really enjoyed this and started licking my earhole which just made me feel a bit weird to be honest. He took over and started wanking both our dicks and I just stood there not really knowing what to do. After a while of this I went back on my knees and went back to doing what I came to do. He said this isn't your first time is it. Not sure if he was just being nice or nice but it made me work his dick faster. He sat down and I stretched my hips forward so he could play with my dick whilst I was sucking. This wasn't going to last long.

I was so turned on and felt filthy. I took his dick deep in my mouth whilst he started wanking my dick faster and faster. I stopped sucking and told him to be careful or I'll cum and he just ignored me and continued wanking my faster. It was to late, I shot my cum all over the bottom of his bed and the floor. The wasn't the best orgasm I'd ever had to be honest. Then I kind of lost the will to continue but thought it was only fair to finish him off. I also wanted to know what it was like to take a shot in the mouth.

I pushed him down on the bed and started sucking his cock again. I tried everything. I sucked it slow for a while and then got faster and faster. I asked him if he was going to cum for me and he said he was trying. After sucking for a good 10 minutes I decided to wank him instead. Faster and faster I got but still no luck. I tried up rubbing just the top of the dick and rubbing his body with my other hand, anything to make him cum. It never happened.

He said he struggles to finish a lot of the time and it didn't matter he still enjoyed it. I was ready to get out of there. I quickly got my clothes on and left the apartment. It still kind of feel unreal to me, I never thought I would have the courage to act on my fantasy. I did enjoy it and will maybe try again. I've re downloaded the app a few times and message a few people and even arranged to meet and bailed a few times since but not done anything else yet.

Thanks for reading, I wanted to put my experience in words so I could reflect on it. Maybe this isn't the end of my gay experiences. Maybe I'll post another story soon.