Most of my life, I have been interested in hooking up with a guy. Ever since my college years I wondered what it would be like to suck on a cock or even have one in my ass. I used to have to walk a lot back then to get anywhere and always fantasized about an older guy picking me up to give me a ride and then take me back to his place to experience my first time.
Fast forward to when I am 34 years old and married. It is 1997 and I still have never had any type of gay experience. I had talked on phone lines before with guys, but that never came close to working out. The internet had just started getting popular and I finally bought my first computer. I signed up for AOL, as most people did then, and was learning how to use it. I soon discovered that AOL had chat rooms for just about every interest, including gay and bisexual men. I got on and mostly observed at first and then started talking to a few guys. Nothing was really happening because most of them were pretty far away from my somewhat isolated area.
Eventually I started talking to a guy (Greg) about 20 years older than me that lived in Phoenix. He was a nurse who had come out to his wife and was still living with her. They were working on a separation and eventually a divorce, but were still getting along. As luck, or serendipity, would have it, my wife and I were planning a trip to Phoenix to visit her grandmother. At this point, the wheels were turning in my head. Would it be possible to pull this off and would I actually be able to go through with it?
I decided that I needed to make this happen, one way or another. I needed to experience what I had been missing. I worked for a large car rental company and my boss gave me a car to use for the week we would be in Phoenix. This provided an opening for the opportunity and I told my wife that my boss would like me to meet with our local sales guy in Phoenix for a couple of hours to discuss business. Kind of a condition of the free car rental. She was absolutely ok with it as she was there to visit family anyway. I gave Greg my local phone number and told him to make sure he followed my back story. He was absolutely fine with it.
He eventually called while I was in Phoenix and we made plans to meet at a local motel 6. Inexpensive and will do the job. I checked into the motel, called him with the room number, and showered again to get ready for our encounter. Needless to say, my heart was racing from nervousness and excitement. Eventually I heard a knock at the door and jumped up to answer. Here was a very nice looking guy with a trim beard and in nice shape. He walked in, shut the door, and gave me a deep kiss on the lips, which was a completely new experience for me. At the point I started unbuttoning his shirt and found a chest nicely covered in fur. I was extremely overwhelmed and just started kissing him on his chest as I continued to undress him. I needed to see his cock and touch it. When I lowered his underwear and saw his mostly erect cock, I knew I was doing the right thing. I immediately got down on my knees and started licking the shaft. He was moaning a little bit, so I knew I was doing ok. I had to put it in my mouth and start sucking it. He told me that he could not believe it was my first time trying this. I loved the taste of it and the way it filled my mouth. It was average size, so I was dealing with it well.
