My First Blowjob but I'm Not Gay

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I walked into the house, exhausted from my ride. I felt unusually high, still feeling excited about Roger and the fun we had, and the fun I hoped we were still going to have. The wife was in the kitchen pouring herself a cup of coffee, still in her short, powder pink silk robe, showing off her shapely legs and plenty of cleavage. She asked "how was your ride? You've been gone longer than usual."

Taking advantage of our new openness, I told her about meeting Roger and the fun we had. "Sucking cock is great, but fucking a man in the ass was amazing. l've come to the conclusion that I must really be gay."

She opened her robe, showing off her beautiful, sexy, body, wearing only lacy bikini panties. "You know you love to eat my pussy and we are awesome together when we fuck". She walked up to me, putting her hands on my chest. "A gay man couldn't fuck me like you do".

I turned and grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and said "I'm going to put on my speedo and get some sun", and walked out of the room. As beautiful and sexy as she is, I had no desire to kiss her, much less fuck her at that moment. I was consumed with the memory of Roger and his glorious ass.

I love the near nakedness of my speedo, and soaking up the sun's warmth. I lowered the lounger back down flat and lay down on my stomach and began contemplating my newfound gayness. Meeting Roger was important to understanding what it means to be gay. Fucking him was awesome. But it was more than that. With him it was different. Thomas and Big Ben are both alpha males, take charge and in control men. With them I felt, for lack of a better word, submissive. With them, it's all about me pleasing them. Neither made any attempt to take care of my needs. But I love sucking their cocks, pleasing these studs that any woman, and I'm sure lots of men, would love to hook up with. And they chose me to service them and I am ok with that. Like I said, I love sucking their awesome cocks.

But with Roger, I felt we were on equal footing. We loved talking, kissing and bringing each other pleasure. It was a two way street. I want to get to know him and spend time with him beyond sex.

I heard the door open and figured it was the wife. I felt her hands on my shoulders as she started giving me a massage. I said "That feels wonderful".

Then I felt two more hands on my calves, big strong hands. I raised up and looked around to see Big Ben massaging my legs. "Wow, Ben, this is a surprise. That feels great". I lay back down and relaxed. It was awesome. My first ever four hand massage. She was rubbing my back and shoulders, and he was working up my legs, finally reaching my ass. He grabbed my speedo on both sides and pulled it down. I lifted up so he could get it off.

Ben said "he really does have a cute ass. From the waist down he has an ass and legs hotter than most women. Does he enjoy wearing your clothes? He really looked hot in your panties the other night". He continued to deeply massage my legs and ass, occasionally teasing my ass hole. "It will be easy to imagine I'm fucking a woman. Steve, are you ready to get fucked like a woman?"

Before I could answer, he grabbed my ankles and flipped me over onto my back and pulled me down to the end of the lounger and dropped my feet on the ground. I sat up and was looking at Big Ben's monster, inches from my face. I instinctively leaned in to take his cock into my mouth. Before I could, he started slapping my face with his big, fat, club. I noticed out of the corner of my eye that the wife had moved down next to me. She winked at me and said "Ben, I might just believe Stevie is really gay. Look how hard he's trying to catch your cock in his mouth. He's so eager to suck you off. Stop teasing him and feed it to him. I've been dying to see him deep throat you up close".

He pushed his cock in my mouth. His size filled me and I once again was loving it's size, smoothness, hardness and taste. I glanced over at the wife who had removed her robe, and couldn't ignore how hot she was, firm, perky breasts, flat stomach, beautifully sensuous. I knew I was a lucky man to have her, and knew that I loved her, but...I'm sucking an awesome cock in front of her and loving it. And she doesn't seem to mind. It didn't make sense. She saw me looking at her and leaned in and gave me a kiss on my bulging cheek.

"Stevie, I love how you look with a big cock in your mouth. It looks like it belongs there. Show me how you deep throat that big cock. I want to see you take the whole thing. Yea, take all of it".

I love working on the head trying to coax some delicious pre-cum out, but she wanted me to deep throat him and I didn't want to disappoint. Plus I love the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of my throat. I started working down his shaft, a little further with each movement, and I was soon tickling my nose in his pubic hair.

Putting her hand on my throat she said "Wow, Ben, I can see your cock in his throat, and I can feel it! Can you feel me rubbing and squeezing it?"

He pushed his cock in deep and held it there. "Yea, rub on it. That feels cool". Then he grabbed my head with both hands and started slow fucking my mouth. I was watching his washboard abs flexing with each thrust. I looked up his muscular, hairy chest and met his gaze. He had that far away look, and I knew he was enjoying me.

She reached over and grabbed my cock. "Wow, Stevie, you are hard as a rock. Does sucking cock excite you?"

He was continuing to pump his cock in and out of my mouth, and the best response I could give was to moan "um hmmmm".

"Yea, you married a real cocksucker. He's the best, most enthusiastic cocksucker I've ever had. I'm going to cum in his mouth if we keep this up". He pulled his cock out and I almost fell, trying to keep it in my mouth.

"Turn around and show me that sweet, gay ass off yours. Lean over".

The wife lifted the back of the lounger and sat down, leaning back and spreading her legs. "Come here Stevie and eat me while I watch Ben fuck you like a woman. Do you wish you were a woman?"

I reached down and pulled her lace panties off, noticing they were already soaked with her juices, and I could see her wet pussy glistening in the sun. I moved up to kiss her and she turned her head away, "You smell like cock. I'm not going to kiss you, dickbreath!"

She pushed me down and I dove into her hot cunt and started licking and nibbling on her in the way she loves me to eat her. As she grabbed my head and started moaning, I felt Ben start to rub lube into my asshole, and knew any moment he would be fucking me with his huge cock, and there was no way I could stop him, if I wanted to. But I didn't want to stop him. I wanted him in me. I wanted to be his for his pleasure. As I continued to eat the wife, I wanted to give him the best fuck of his life, better than my wife had. I wanted her to witness him get more pleasure from my mouth and ass, than he got from fucking her pussy.

He grabbed my left hip and I felt him placing the big mushroom head on my asshole. I relaxed and pushed back against him, wanting him to know that I wanted him. He pushed it in slowly, stretching my ass like it had never been stretched before. There was some pain on initial entry, and I was glad he was taking it slow. I soon felt his pubic hair on my ass and knew he was fully in me. I had never felt so full. Holding both my hips, he started to pull his cock out and then plunged it back in again. He started to pick up the pace, and with each stroke his fat cock was massaging my prostate, sending waves of pleasure through my body. I was having trouble staying focused on eating the wife.

She noticed and said "you must really be loving having a big cock up your ass because you stopped eating me. How do you like getting fucked like a woman? Judging from Ben's expressions, he's enjoying fucking fucking you, too. Hey Ben, how do you like fucking Stevie? Fuck his gay ass good and we'll know for sure that he's gay". I hear that once a man's ass is bred, filled full of cum, there's no turning back and no denying. Make Stevie gay".

I was consumed with the moment. I heard and was thinking about what she was saying and was in no position to disagree. The taste and smell of the wife's pussy filling my nostrils with each deep breath I was taking, my heart racing as Big Ben was fucking me to new heights of pleasure. The sound of his body slapping against my ass each time he slammed his cock deep into me. I could hear his breathing getting louder as he increased his pace and he said "get ready, I'm going to fill your ass with my cum!"

He pushed his cock in deep and pulled my hips back towards him, achieving maximum penetration and he became still, except for his cock, which I could feel throbbing, jerking, as he unloaded shot after shot of cum deep in me. I squeezed his cock with my ass, wanting to hold him tight within me. I was close to having my own climax and I wanted him to continue to fuck me, but he was finished, and pulled out saying "you are one awesome fuck! I never knew fucking a man could feel so good."

I felt empty, missing being filled with his cock. The wife pulled on my shoulders. I licked and kissed her pussy and then move up and stuck my cock into her hot wet cunt. She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me to her, kissing me, sticking her tongue in my mouth, as she always loved kissing after I would eat her. She was bucking her ass, meeting each of my strokes and within minutes I was pumping her full with a load of my cum.

I collapsed on her, exhausted, when I heard clapping and Ben saying "Bravo, that was one hot exhibition of fucking! I never would have thought a gay man could fuck a woman like that."

I looked over at him. He had gotten dressed and was sittind down watching us. As I looked at him, I saw Sam, our feminine bachelor neighbor, peeking over the wall. He quickly ducked when he realized I had seen him. What did he see and hear? Did he see me sucking Big Ben's cock? Ben fucking me? Me fucking the wife? He was the neighborhood busy body, always walking his cocker spaniel and talking to anyone and everyone. The wife would have a fit if she knew he was watching. I didn't say anything, but knew I needed to get to him, find out what he saw, and convince him not to tell anyone. I'm not ready for the world to know that I'm a cock sucker.

To be continued...