I'm a 48 year old Asian man in a loving, albeit sexless marriage. When I was in my early twenties, prior to getting married, I had a number of sexual experiences with older men that I enjoyed a lot.
My experiences with other men taught me that I am an oral bottom, and most likely gay. Sex with men has always been more pleasurable for me. Therefore, when my marital sex life fizzled a few years back I started looking to older men as a convenient, viable, and pleasurable outlet for my sexual frustrations. Now, when I travel or am alone I am basically a discreet gay man looking for fun, and have had a handful of good experiences with nice older top men, including one regular guy I see a few times a month.
Last month my wife went away for almost the whole month and feeling incredibly horny, I went on an app and looked for some NSA fun. Apps are hit and miss, but I have had luck in the past, and after chatting with a nice guy around my age I agreed to go meet him at his condo. He was European and a pure top, meaning he didn't like to suck or play with cock, but he did like to rim which was perfect!
A little less than an hour later, I arrived at his condo and we exchanged greetings. Once we were inside his room he pulled me close to him, smacked my ass firmly, and kissed me. He was handsome and strong with a nice dad bod, and a masculine, unshaven look. We continued to make out for the next few minutes. While our tongues intertwined I loved feeling his strong hands exploring my body, patiently stripping me until I was down to my skimpy black thong. Once I was nearly naked he brought me into the bedroom and I laid down on my back.
"Lights on or off?" he asked.
"Off."
He flipped the switch and immediately we were in almost complete darkness, with just a faint glow of ambient light filtering through the blinds. He aggressively moved on top of me, and outweighing me by over 50 pounds, easily pinned me to the bed as we kissed and wrestled. I felt so helpless, but it was also nothing short of exhilarating to be physically dominated like that. Pinning my hands firmly beside my head, he leaned down and kissed me hard on the mouth. Working his way from my mouth to my ears, he teased me and then buried his stubbly face into my neck, making me groan and all the hair on my body stand at attention. He then began sucking my nipples and pinned my arms above my head and licked my armpits. I was moaning loudly, gyrating my hips into him as he teasingly explored my body with his tongue. I was like a bitch in heat, ready to surrender myself completely to his desires, and it was obvious. Our eyes locked and he knew it. I saw it in his eyes. My eyes glazed over with passion, and I closed them as I writhed and groaned in ecstasy.
Flipping me over onto my stomach, he pulled my ass up in the air, unceremoniously pulled my thong to the side and buried his tongue deep in my hole. He kissed and probed my hole like a lover kisses their partners mouth. He was gentle and firm, using his hands to pull my cheeks apart as he devoured my hole. I moaned uncontrollably while he worked his tongue as deep as he could inside me, using a finger and then two to probe and stretch my tight ass. It was an almost out of body experience. I had never felt more horny or ready to be fucked in my life, but when I reached back to touch his cock, I found he was still dressed! In about 20 minutes, this guy had me bent over naked on his bed, thong pulled to the side, with my hole dripping wet and opening and I still hadn't seen or really felt his cock!
After worshiping my hole for about 5 more minutes, he finally got off the bed and undressed. Still bent over, I wiggled my ass in anticipation. Once he was naked he sat me up and kissed me deeply, sucking on my tongue as he held my face in his hands. Reaching out he pinched my nipples and I moaned and locked my hands behind his neck as we continued to kiss and explore. When we broke our embrace I reached out and put both hands on his strong chest, teasing his nipples with my fingers and then my tongue. He had a little bit of body hair in all the right places, and my smaller, smooth body felt feminine in comparison. I continued to work my hands down his body towards his cock, and when I reached it I couldn't believe what I had found.
His cock was rock hard, long and straight, and so thick I literally couldn't get my hand all the way around it! It had the girth of a tall Coke can, but was warm and throbbing, with thick veins running down the length. Grabbing hold of it with both hands in the dark I stroked his throbbing member, exploring it with my hands and fingertips. It was massive! Kneeling down in front of him on all fours I bent down and licked his balls resting his cock on my nose and face. The tip of his cock extended past my forehead as I licked and sucked on his sack. I then kissed up the length of his cock, drawing a line of saliva from his balls to the head with my tongue. Pulling down his foreskin, I took the smallish, conical head of his manhood in my mouth and sucked gently, stroking up and down the length with my hand while slurping up his slimy pre cum. I teased the head, flicking my tongue over it rapidly and then took it as deep in my mouth as I could. It was intoxicating. This was by far the largest cock I had ever sucked and it took a while to get used to how long and thick it really was. At first I couldn't get more than half in my mouth before I felt his cock hitting my throat, but slowly I adjusted and started taking him deeper and deeper.
As my throat opened up, he pulled his cock out of my mouth, sat down leaning against the headboard, and told me to get on all fours between his legs. He became more assertive, and I could feel his hands on the back of my head pushing his cock deeper and deeper into my throat. After he fucked my throat for a few minutes, he repositioned me on top of him in a 69. As I took his cock deep in my throat, he started attacking my hole with his tongue which made me want it even more. I took him into my throat almost choking as I sucked him. I took him in deep in my throat until his cock blocked it off completely and I was forced to breath through my nose with my mouth while I continued sucking him eagerly. I was in heaven. It was like he knew exactly what I wanted, what I needed, and what buttons to push. The sensation of his tongue boring deeper and deeper into my hole was so intense, and my mouth reciprocated on his cock, as I slobbered up and down it like true cocksucker.
Once my hole was dripping and he could work 2 fingers inside me easily, he told me to lie down on my stomach with my legs together, and placed a pillow beneath my hips. Burying my head in the pillow to stifle my moans, I squirmed beneath him as he licked and fingered my hole, opening me up for his monster. Straddling me, he put a condom on and started rubbing his cock up and down my slippery, twitching crack. Due to the smallish head of his cock, he was able to get the head in about an inch fairly easily, and once he had some purchase he shoved his cock in to the hilt in one thrust. I screamed into the pillow. Once it was in he just held me down and kept it buried inside me, draping himself on my back as I writhed in passion and pain beneath him. I couldn't move him if I wanted to. I was trapped and apart from the pain, I was loving every second. Nothing could have prepared me for the pain, it was so intense.