"My ass hidden desire"
I am a young man of 20 years old, handsome, attractive, white, and I have a beautiful, slim, smooth body.
My story began when I was 18 years old, I was enjoying watching my butt naked in the mirror.
I have a smooth white buttacks that looks like a supermodel, and touching it by my fingers make me horny.
I was always spending the times when I was alone in the bathroom or in my bedroom, I used to do anal masturbating using my fingers.
I enjoyed inserting any smooth shapes tools and vegetables such as cucumbers, long eggplants, and even bananas. I can also stick my penis's head inside my ass and ejaculating inside.
I can not describe to you the feeling and the delicious pleasure that you fuck your own ass yourself, and frankly, I got addicted to insert my penis in my ass and I mastered the way to fuck it and keep my penis as long as possible inside it and control the contractions of the anal muscles by squeezing surrounding my penis. it was a strong feeling and great fun.
My story evolved into a hidden desire to allow someone else's real penis and enable him to penetrate my ass, going deep and sliding it in and out.
After that I started downloading gay chat android applications on my smart mobile and I was preferring to choose nicknames indicating that I was bottom gay and actually I started chatting with strange men who were sending me pictures of their dicks while they was erect and also they was asking for pictures of my ass and I was sending them but I was careful so that they could not recognize my real personality.
I found out that watching others hard penis excites me very much, and I feel very pleasurable itching inside my ass, also strong erection of my penis, and a sticky liquid coming out while chatting.
My hidden desire to be fucked be other man cock got so bad I started to satisfy my anal desires in dreams and fantasies. I forgot to tell you that the country where I am living our society prevents the spread of gay sex among men.
Also, we used to hear stories spread in society that a man who allows another man to insert his penis for the first time will cause him to become addicted and love to insert the penis for second and third time and he will not be able to stop his pleasurable ass itching desire until he became faggot power bottom.
So I kept my secret to myself only,and I was sure no one would know.
So I was finding some ideas to screw my ass, and reduce the smoking desire,I was able to make a sex machine using a dynamo and I used it for anal masturbation and also was able to make a simple vibrator, soI could fuck my hole till I have anal orgasm, but not satisfied the smoking fire inside my hungry hole.
When I arrived at the age of 19, a new neighbor arrived to the same building where we were living, he was living in the apartment above our apartment. He was a gentle man ,classy,elegant and working as doctor.
He was in 34 years old, married and with a small child. We used to greet each other when we met in the stairs or building entrance. One day while I was waiting in the bus station planing to go to my university in which I study he picked up me in his car while he was on his way to work in a hospital near the university.
Also,Once I had a fever, cough and pneumonia, and so they gave me number of treatments, most of them were needles, and I was finding it difficult to find the person nearby who would give me the treatment needle daily according to the course of treatment for ten days.
That time I remember our neighbor doctor who can help me,, and I immediately went to his apartment in the afternoon and knocked on the door, but no one opened, and when I was about to leave, the door opened and the doctor appeared, who greeted me with a smile on his face and I explained to him the reason for my coming. He took me to the reception room and asked me to lie on my stomach on the sofa and I took off my pants while he was preparing the needle.
I lowered my underwear and trouser while answering the doctor's questions about my studies at the university and my father's condition and I felt his fingers touch my butt and I closed my eyes expecting the pain caused by the needle hitting, but it didn't happen.
And then I realized the reason. The doctor was busy in focusing his eyes on my butt.
Because I am interested in removing any appearance of hair on my butt, in addition of using many kinds of beauty creams, ointments to increase the whiteness and beauty of my butt and so that I can send beautiful pictures of my ass while chatting with strangers in the chat program.
I bowed and moved my ass to distract the doctor, who quickly corrected the situation and cleaned the skin with the sport and hit the needle, wishing me a speedy recovery and advised me not to eat ice cream or cool drinks, and then I left his apartment and I was worried and afraid If the doctor could understood the meaning of my taking care of the beauty of my butt or that he noticed an expansion in the anus hole because of I always doing anal masturbation because he's a doctor and he can notice the difference between Virgin or already fucked holes.
The next day I went to the doctor's apartment at the same time, and he quickly opened the door as if he was waiting for me, and with the same words of welcome, he took me to the sofa place. and he noticed the place of the previous needle was slightly was swollen and so he massaged my butt and I felt his soft fingers press all over my butt and he was trying to open the crack and touch the hole.
One week ago.
It was time for the tenth and last needle, and my health had completely improved, and the hidden desires and sexual frenzy returned to me.
So I started again to take care of my buttocks, polished, and massaged them with the creams kept in my room. I was trying to seduce the doctor into falling in love with my horny ass witch was very hungry for an erect cock that would penetrate its pinky hole.
I don't know why I tried to show the beauty of my ass to the doctor while he hit the last needle, and my movements were all soft and gentle, and the doctor's reaction was positive. Because He told me that I could come every day in the afternoon to study with him, and he would help me with English language translation into the local language. I thanked him and welcomed his generous offer.
He told me also that his wife works during the afternoon and does not return home until the evening at ten o'clock, and we can use this time to study my University lessons. Also I could notice his hard cock under his trousers, and I began to wonder about the size and length of his penis, and whether he could satisfy my hot ass.