My first experience with a man happened in my teens. Like most teens my age, I was exploring my sexuality. My fantasies sometimes focused on the idea of letting a man use me for his pleasure. The idea of submitting to and servicing his cock made me very aroused, always culminating with me masturbating to a furious climax. Still, they were just fantasies. However, looking back, I guess I was ripe, in more ways than one, for what was to happen.
I played soccer in high school, and although we were always second class citizens to the football team, we did share their locker room and training staff. That was fortuitous for me since I had seriously hurt my left thigh during pre-season. I was able to soak it and get a massage by the trainer. Unfortunately, the training staff was not getting paid for their work with the soccer team, and when it became clear they were never going to get paid for it, they walked out.
That left the coaching staff to take over their duties until the mess was resolved. After practice, coach assigned his assistant the task of making sure everyone showered and got a ride home, while he tended to the injuries as best he could. Since my injury took the most time to treat, coach would get to me last. Which meant that we were there by ourselves for much of my treatment.
At the time, I was about 5’6”, 140 lbs. with medium length red hair and no body hair. Coach was in his mid-thirties, slightly balding and at 6’3” 240 lbs., he lumbered rather than ran down the field. Most of us, including me, were just plain terrified of the man.
Anyway, it was the first practice after the trainers quit. I was literally hobbling out of the showers when coach called me to the trainer’s table. I was only wearing a towel as I limped over. He asked me how the trainer had treated the injury and, after hearing my explanation, had me lay on my back on the table. Because of the bright overhead light, I had to close my eyes to keep from being blinded. I felt him move the towel off of my thigh, but he left it so that it covered my groin and waist.
I took a deep breath and did my best just to relax. Coach was thorough in his rub down as he worked from the knee up. The trainer had stopped rubbing when he got close to the top of the thigh, and had not rubbed the sides much at all. But coach worked his hands to the top of my thigh and down the sides. As he did this, I could feel his fingers brushing under the towel and, as his hand worked the inside of my thigh, the back of his hand brushed against my testicles. Despite my discomfort, I began to get aroused. Frightened that he might notice, I tried desperately to think of anything that would take my mind off what was happening.
I imagine I was visibly relieved when he said, “ Turn over and I’ll rub down the hamstring.”
Somewhat awkwardly I rolled over, carefully keeping the towel covering my semi-erect cock and lay down with my hands at my sides. Once again coach moved the towel off the injured thigh, but was careful to keep my butt covered. And, as before, his fingers brushed under the towel grazing my ass. However, it all seemed innocent enough and I didn’t say anything. After a few minutes of kneading, coach let me go.
For the next couple of practices, everything proceeded like the first, with the sole exception that I felt a little more relaxed having coach treat my injury, which was slowly improving. After the fourth practice, events proceeded much as before; I showered and then he massaged the front, then the back of my injured thigh. However, there were two major differences.
First, while massaging the front of my thigh, coach spent a lot more time rubbing the sides of my thigh. As he did, I could feel his fingertips brushing against my groin, and the back of his hand brushed frequently against my testicles. This time, despite my best efforts, I got an erection, which I prayed that the bunched up towel covered up. Coach did not say anything so I assumed he hadn’t noticed.
The second difference came when he asked me to roll over. This time as he got to the top of my thigh, he asked, “Would it be alright if I moved the towel aside so I can massage the top of your hamstring?”
Sensing my hesitation, he said, “If your not comfortable with it, we don’t have to, but your injury might take longer to heal if I don’t.”
Somewhat reluctantly I said, “If you think it will help, go ahead.”
He carefully moved the towel and exposed my left butt cheek. He then began a slow, deep kneading massage of my glute. He rhythmically stretched and pulled my left cheek causing it to press and then separate from the right cheek. As he did this, I sensed that the towel had shifted slightly to expose a little more of the crack of my ass. His massage felt really good though and it felt kind of erotic to have myself exposed in this way.
At that point, I remember feeling very confused. I was uncomfortable with the situation because I didn’t know what I should have been feeling. I decided that I had better not say anything because it all seemed innocent enough, and I was probably making a big deal out of nothing anyway. The massage ended and I got changed and went home. That night I masturbated like crazy and I decided that, although I may have been imagining things, I liked everything so far and I wanted to see where it would go.
So, after the next practice, I showered and tried my best to contain my excitement and appear nonchalant when the coach called me into the trainer’s office for my massage. I climbed onto the table and lay back. I closed my eyes and lay back as coach began massaging my thigh. Predictably, my cock began to harden beneath the towel.
As he began massaging the inside of my thigh, coach asked, “ How does this feel?”
Somewhat puzzled, I said, “It feels good, coach.”
“Really?” he said, “I’m having trouble finding the tight spot this time. Would it be alright if I massaged your other thigh for comparison?”
I said, “ Sure, if it will help.”
I heard coach moving to the other side of the table and then I felt the towel being moved up off my right thigh. I felt cool air between my legs as I realized that the towel no longer completely cover the area between my legs under my testicles. Coach began massaging my right thigh much the way he did my left thigh. Even though I was turned on, I began to relax under his touch.
He startled me by asking, “Does that feel good?”
I said, “ Yes.”
“Good, but I can’t feel much difference between your left and your right, which hopefully means your injury has almost healed.” he said, “ Now, turn over and I’ll be back in a minute.”
Coached returned and started massaging the back of my thigh, As before, he worked his way up to my glute and began massaging it. Only this time, I felt the fabric of his shorts brushing against my hand. Puzzled, I cracked open my eyes and I saw what was causing it. Coach had changed his shorts from baggy soccer shorts to clean but much smaller running shorts. And, as coach worked my glute, his thick and obviously circumcised cock was brushing my hand!
I froze. Although I was turned on, his cock also terrified me. My friends and I had joked about cock sizes, but this was no joke. It looked huge and heavy as it strained against his shorts. Although I was aroused, I felt terrified and I wanted to run, but I felt powerless to move. If coach noticed my terror, he gave no indication.
Then, he said, “I’m having the same problem as before. I really can’t tell if I’m hitting the right spot. Would it be alright if I massaged the right thigh again?”
Somewhere in the back of my mind I knew that this was it, and I hesitated.
Finally, I mustered the courage to say, “If it will help you find the tight spot, go ahead.”