His cock and my submission to him are the basis of my fantasies these days. I dream of scenario after scenario in which I earn the privilege of sucking him off to completion. His pleasure is my reward. His cum is my food. His cock is my salvation. His ideas stimulate my lust and his authority frees me to pleasure him. This is our cycle of power.
I first saw it a few days ago in the locker room at the gym. My future Master had stripped off his gym clothes and didn't cover with a towel. It hung flaccidly, mid-shaft curving toward the floor with the tip well over his balls. Already thick and long it showed great promise once hard. The owner was hot too: mid-20s, blond, fit and handsome. He scored bonus points when he caught me staring and he winked. Then I got to see is firm butt as he walked to the showers.
I never shower at the gym. But that day I stopped to consider it merely for the chance to see him naked and dripping wet. Would he know I want to suck his cock and wink to accept my non verbal offer or would he frown or call me out as a faggot and then try to beat me up? I couldn't be sure. Our club has gay members but it's not a gay gym like The Club is downtown.
Holding onto caution and a good mental snapshot of my young Adonis, I left in haste for home. Once there I headed for my shower and lathered up to a nice hard orgasm as I thought about sucking his magnificent cock.
A few days later I see him at the gym again. He is using free weights, working shoulders, biceps and triceps. His sculpted body reminds me of Adonis and in my mind I start to call him that. I watch him while I pedal a stationary bike, hoping one day soon to feel the power of his strong arms as he pushes me to my knees and makes me suck his cock.
When he finishes his workout, I cut my exercise short and follow him to locker room. I have no plan. I just want to see him naked again, then go home and masturbate while I think of him. He is only 20 yards ahead of me but by the time I catch up he is naked and off to the showers. I take my time gathering my things and I wonder if today is the day I should take my first shower here. Looking around the room I realize it is empty, quite an oddity for 6 p.m. I spot my reflection in a wall to wall mirror. My profile looks okay, nothing like his, but I have some tone and I don't have the spare tire look like so many married men who exercise here.
While I contemplate showering someone else enters the locker room. He's got more than one spare tire under there and I quickly turn to face my open locker. He selects a locker on the same wall as mine and starts to change into his gym clothes while I consider my choices. The man coughs several times.
"Are you sick or a hacking smoker?" I ask him.
"I'm getting over a cold." He says.
"How long have you had it?" I ask.
"It started yesterday." He says. His eyes are red.
"You should go home, drink fluids and rest. You're not getting over it, it's here and you could easily be spreading germs."
"Are you a doctor?"
"No. But I don't want to get sick because you're not smart enough to take care of yourself properly."
He coughs again. This time without covering his mouth he says. "Mind your own business doc."
I feel his wind and decide then and there I need a shower to wash away his germs. "Would you at least cover your mouth when you cough. It will limit the germ spreading to others."
"Fuck off." He says.
I shake my head and strip off my gym clothes. He coughs again and I turn my back side to him as my shorts come off. If he's going to give me germs they can land on my sewage plant. I don't want to get sick because this ass hole doesn't consider others. I grab the key and slip its band around my wrist and then I lock the padlock on my locker. A quick glance to the mirror and I make eye contact. I'm angry with purpose, not horny. So much for my fear of public showers, here I go.
Adonis is in the last stall on the left so I choose the last stall on the right. His curtain is open and mine doesn't have one; so much for privacy.
I turn the faucet knobs and then jump to the side as ice cold water splashes me. "Yikes." I say and feel a shiver come on. "Burr, it's cold." I add as though I'm having a conversation with myself.
The water warms in a few moments and I inch my body closer to the spray until I feel the water splash my arms and chest. It feels good and I lean in so the water can drench my face and hair. I feel optimistic that I'm washing the germs away soon enough. A soap dispenser hangs on the wall and I pump the handle. Blue jelly soap squirts into my hand and then I rub both hands together. Lather quickly forms and I apply it to my face as I close my eyes. Then I count: one one-thousand, two one-thousand, three one-thousand, etc. up to twenty. Whatever germs landed on my face should be killed now and I try to take solace that I did my best and whatever happens, happens for a reason.
I look around my surroundings. Blue and white tile line my stall. A teak wood slatted platform prevents slippage. There is decent space in here. Two men could fit in here easily. I pump more blue liquid into my hands and rub it over my body. It takes several return trips to the dispenser for enough blue liquid lather to cover my body. I lather my top half first and then I bend down and I turn away from the spray to wash my legs and feet. When I finish soaping up, I stand facing out and see Adonis staring back at me.
He is dripping wet and lightly stroking his lathered up erection. I smile immediately and feel my cock grow. I mouth to him. "I want to suck it."
He mouths back. "Come and get it."