Since my last, crazy experience I have continued to explore the 'sex with men' lifestyle, but in a little tamer way. Much of this has been with Julian, but not all; I've met other guys too and in doing so, built my confidence about taking the lead and making that first move. And, of course, become more accomplished at sucking cocks.
That confidence came into play last week. I think it was helped by the "vibe" that I think I give off, being open, and friendly and somewhere, somehow, unconsciously flirting with men. I do know that I 'check-out' many of the men I meet and am turned on by the slightest hint of a cock in a man's pants. That said, this was not a circumstance that I even had the slightest thoughts about turning sexy; I was taking my motorcycle for a service!
I only ride occasionally, and because I own a relatively uncommon Italian bike, I have to make a half-day trip to get it serviced. I ride up to the dealer and wait for a couple of hours while the work's done. It's a pleasant ride about an hour away in one of those smaller suburbs that separates the metro area from the greenspace and farmlands.
I arrived on schedule at 3pm and was greeted by Mike, the tech and Adam, who I think was the general manager. It was a cool little place, with maybe 20 or so new bikes for sale and staffed sparingly.
"A little quite today." I said.
"It's slowed down." Adam replied, "It's been a busy week, but yours is the last one today."
Mike had disappeared to get to work on my bike. I chatted with Adam, he was easy going, we talked about bikes and riding, and he showed me some of the new models.
"I've been thinking about upgrading." I said. "Not sure I can justify it, but I'd like to. Perhaps get something with a little more engine so I can carry a passenger."
I'd been thinking about that. My bike was fine for me and, if I'm being honest, it was fine for the odd occasion that I had someone on the back. But it was a cool idea to think about.
Adam said that "You'd be surprised at the difference. If you moved up to the 1100 it's basically the same bike, just a bigger motor."
"You want to try it?" he added. "Take it for a ride? I have a demo model here."
"Sure." I said, "I'd love to."
He got the bike and pulled it out front. It was just like mine, just a little heavier with the bigger motor. I felt right at home as soon as I sat on it.
Adam explained a good route to go. "It's about 30, 40 minutes," he said, "It'll take you through some quiet country and nice roads, and Mike should be close to finished when you get back."
I started to get my jacket on when he added. "I can ride on the back if you like, give you a sense of what it's like two-up."
"Sure, that would be great." I replied.
Five minutes later we were riding along some great roads, long twisting corners and no traffic as we weaved through the countryside. It was a perfect day for riding, spring sunshine, but not hot, a gentle pace and feeling connected to the bike and the road.
Once that comfort level set in I realized how much better this bike was with two people than mine. I'd really not noticed Adam on the back or thought twice about the extra weight, or even really thought much about him being there at all. But once I did, my thoughts focused.
Anyone who rides knows there's no way that a passenger and rider don't get close, his legs were tucked in just behind mine, his upper body leaning forward into my back and his crotch firmly planted in my backside. And, as we settled into the rhythm, I felt what I thought could only be a hard cock pushing into me. As we slowed for each corner the braking forces pushed him in and as we accelerated out the weight lifted slightly.
I tested this a little by moving my weight and my butt ever so slightly to the left and the right as we turned each corner, and I was convinced -- his cock was hard, and he was enjoying the pressure between our bodies and the rubbing from the corners.
Feeling confident about this, I upped the game a little and became more pronounced with my movements, shifting from those necessary to ride the bike to the little butt-shuffles when you adjust your seating position. I was met with a deliberate push from him, a series of small thrusts as he pushed his hardness into me. I imagined that this was what dancers feel when the grind their butts into their customer's laps, feeling those hard cocks and teasing them as they grind their way through a lap dance.
Our ride continued, but I slowed the pace to enjoy the whole experience. With less urgency and focus on the riding I could enjoy the sensations of his cock a little more and, indicate my pleasure with my movements. With this more leisurely pace we had the opportunity to talk.
Adam leaned forward, "How does it feel?" he said. "The bike, I mean." He added.
"Oh great." I replied, "And it's much better two-up."
"I told you." He said, as he leaned forward again, but this time he put his hand on my thigh, gently at first, as if it were just a way to keep himself balanced, but, as he leaned back, the pressure of his hand increased and he pulled it slowly up my thigh and brushed across my groin. I could feel his fingers stroke across my cock.
I looked back briefly and smiled. "That's nice." I said.
Adam then leaned into my back and wrapped his arms around me. With both hands he rubbed and touched my inner thighs, squeezing them alternately, and with each pressured stroke, pushed a little on my cock and balls. I became more and more aroused as he maintained his attention on me while mine drifted from riding the motorcycle to finding a place to stop.
The downside of country roads is finding a place to pull over, but the upside is that when you do, there are trees, and hedges and some expectation of relative privacy. I pulled over to a little siding with a metal gate leading into a unkept field. I could tell that no vehicle had been through there in a long time.
We took our helmets and jackets off. Without so much as a word, Adam approached me kissed me, a long deep, passionate kiss, a 'taking control' kiss, and his hand gently gripped my butt, pulling me into him. The feeling of our hard groins grinding into each other, our tongues in each other sent waves of sexual adrenalin through me.
I stepped over to the fence and beckoned Adam to lean against it. With his help, I unzipped him and dropped to my knees feeling his hard cock in my hands and gently touching it with the tips of my fingers. I cupped his balls in my hand and slowly lowered my mouth to meet the tip of his cock with a little kiss and then ran my tongue from his balls slowly up his shaft before engulfing his cock in my mouth. I stayed still, holding his cock with my mouth as my tongue ran circles around his glans, savoring the taste and the smell, enjoying the smoothness of it and the sweet salty sensation of pre-cum.
I've learned to like all cocks, big, small, thick, thin, all the variations, and I liked his too. It had a perfect head, was perfectly straight and, I suppose, average size which, in my mind, is perfect for sucking. I like sucking all cocks and have enjoyed some very large ones and thick ones, but there is size that's most enjoyable, or perhaps it's better to say, is easiest to give a blow job to. And his is one of those.
On my knees, by the side of the road, in pretty much full view of any passers-by, I gently enjoyed the act of and feeling of sucking him. I was oblivious to the possibility of being seen as I moved both my hands to his butt and sucked him deep into my mouth, in and out, up and down, I 'rode' his cock with my eager mouth and looked up at his face.
Pausing for a second, I said "I want you to cum in my mouth."
He smiled, and groaned a little, as my hand wrapped around his cock and slowly started to jerk him. Pointing his cock at my face, my jerking pace was slow but deliberate, alternating pressure and squeezing gently at the bottom of each downstroke. I could feel his cock hardening and knew he was close but continued to jerk him until that point of no return was reached.
He groaned, "I'm going to..." and before he could finish, I took the head of his cock in my mouth and felt him gush into me, the first pulse of his cum hitting the back of my throat with some force, and then another and another. I love the feeling and taste of fresh cum and I held him there, holding still in my mouth as the intensity subsided and then, swallowed his load.
I released him gently from my mouth but held it with my hand; that slowly deflating cock, still twitching with orgasmic intensity, and then I gently licked it and took it back in so that I could feel the deflation and savor the last drops of cum.
On the ride back to the shop I was feeling very satisfied. The more sexual experiences I have with men the more I realize that much of my enjoyment is derived from 'giving'. While I love receiving a blow job, from a man or a woman, nothing satisfies me more that giving one. I love being used, being covered in cum, being fucked by a group of men, or sucking a line of cocks, and I enjoy it much more than I would being one of them.