Miracle on 34
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Pre-Holiday tragedy heals in time
I like to try to add a bit of Christmas cheer if I can. This is a one chapter story which demonstrates that even the worst tragedies can have wonderful consequences for some. All characters are over 18. © Brunosden 2024, All Rights Reserved
Carter and I had been friends since kindergarten. Actually before. We had had tumbling classes together at age three, but neither of us remembers those early years. We lived on the same block in Houston, 34
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Street W, played on the same teams, went to the same schools and dated the same girls, usually on double dates. In fact most of those dates were group dates. Both of us were active and athletic--gymnasts with various Texas trophies to attest to our success. We both had professional fathers and school teacher mothers—who doted. And yeah, we fooled around a bit. What teen boy didn't? Just strokes and jack contests. Nothing more.
Neither of us had a brother—so we were bros to each other. We're now 20+, a few months shy of "legal." And a year ago last September, for the first time, we made different decisions. He went to UT-Austin, and I went to Rice in Houston. We (at least I) did it deliberately. We were close—perhaps too close. So, I decided we needed space to develop our own separate personalities. Much like twins who separate for college for the same reason. Nevertheless, we spoke by phone or texted most days, comparing notes about our new experiences, including the new gymnastic teams we each had joined, our quirky roommates, and the beer bashes that served as recruiting events for various frats (at UT) or the residential houses and clubs (at Rice).
Then Carter's life irrevocably changed just before Thanksgiving of our second year. His Mom and Dad had driven up to Austin to pick him up for the holiday, and on the way home, two days before the feast, there had been a terrible accident. A semi going north on I-45 had braked to avoid a negligent lane change. The brakes had locked, and the driver had lost control of his flammable load. It launched over the Interstate guard rails and smashed headlong into several cars heading south, all moving at high speeds. They were in the right place, but at the wrong time.
Many died in the accident and the resulting fires, including both of Carter's parents. Their car was of course totaled, and EMTs had to cut through the burned sheet metal to extract Carter from the rear seat. He had a broken leg and sprained his right wrist—not life-threatening, but serious for a varsity gymnast. They didn't know anything else. So, he spent the entire holiday in the hospital under observation. Then he attended the funeral, largely arranged by neighbors led by my Mom, since there was little family and it was all outside Houston. He was clearly lost, almost catatonic at the instantaneous change in his life. I was there for him, but felt pretty helpless.
With some reluctance, but on advice of his new "guardian"—his father's former partner in the law firm--and the consent of the medical team, he returned to UT a few dats later, in a cast and on crutches—to finish the last few weeks remaining in the semester. But he had already announced he was planning to take the next semester on-line or off. But, exams and papers would temporarily take his mind from the tragedy—and would give him credit for the semester.
His natural effervescent personality was shattered. He had always been the joker and prankster. Now he was a very different boy. I tried my best to absorb his grief—but I'm young, inexperienced, and had known and loved his mother like my own. So I too was grieving. We invited him to stay with us, and he accepted. So starting a week before Christmas, he moved into the guest room adjacent to mine. He knew the arrangement as he had bunked in the second twin in my room in the past for our numerous sleepovers. We had enjoyed the widescreen and the game players on many occasions.
When I had decided to remain in Houston and attend Rice more than a year ago, Carter was genuinely surprised. He just assumed we'd continue on to university together. Little did he know that I had my reasons. For more than a year, I had been in love, or at least in lust, with the slim, handsome cowboy that he had become. I thought about him often, and dreamed about him even more. But, I dared not even mention the idea. I did not want to forfeit our friendship. I assumed that, if apart, my feelings would fade. I'd find someone else (presumably a she). We could then be just friends again.
My name is Paul Simpson. I'm 5-10, with straight light brown hair cut short, hazel eyes, tanned and with the lightly sculpted muscles of a lifelong gymnast and someone who carefully monitors carb intake. Except for hair (his—a little darker and with a little curl) and eyes (his are darker brown), we are nearly twins. We share the same height and size, thick lips, hollow cheeks, square jaws and bushy eyebrows of the children of Mediterranean parents. Thanks to gymnastics, both of us were shaved everywhere below the hairline, except for trimmed pubes. There was only one thing that was different. And we kidded each other all the time. Both of us had uncut dicks. But, his was long and thin with a peach shaped knob which the hood didn't quite cover; while mine was a little shorter but much thicker and of uniform girth from base to tip. My hood "closed" and covered the entire glans. So it was like a pole—while his was like a baton. He used to joke that the only way to tell us apart was to drop our jeans. And I used to joke that the jacket on his dick was several sizes too small. He needed to trade it in.
Neither of us ever had a problem attracting a date. And neither of us is a virgin. We had traded stories of conquests on many occasions, sometimes exaggerating—and even had been with the same girls—at different times, of course.
But, Christmas this year was going to be different from any that we had enjoyed together before. Even the block we lived on was a constant reminder of the loss. Ours was one of those semi-urban blocks where each house competed with Christmas décor—there were several nearly full-sized sleighs with reindeer and Santas; most houses were outlined in colored lights; wreathes were everywhere; many lawns held grazing lit faux-reindeer; one even had large crèche; and there were two with fake snow making machines. It was a winter wonderland—even in Houston's mild climate. During the holidays, a constant line of vehicles, filled with gawkers, crawled down 34
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Street gazing at the brightly lit, transformed houses. It was famous in all of Houston. All except one this year: the Paxton house was dark and empty.
I was walking on eggs. Looking for chances to open up light conversations with Carter. I wanted to pull him into a hug and make it all better. I wanted to take him with me to the Rice gym to work out, but the leg cast and sprained wrist would have been a problem—and a reminder of his loss and limitations. Even computer games were out—he couldn't maneuver a joystick with his right in the rigid glove, and his left hand was useless. He was severely right-dominant.
He needed help dressing and undressing—and in the shower (where we wrapped his cast in a garbage bag and somewhat successfully kept that leg out of the direct shower spray) while he held on to me for support. Thus, he was naked around me several times a day; my hands were on his body holding, soaping and helping; and, I was straining to keep my cock in check. It was a real task to maintain a happy "uninterested" face, a careful conversation and not betray what were becoming renewed and deep feelings for him.
We watched a lot of TV, mostly those inane Rom-coms with identical plots. Only the settings changed. Of course none of them portrayed gay relationships. Our comments were satirical and critical, laughing inappropriately at the various improbable romantic mishaps and non-situations. But under the laughter, Carter was deeply melancholy and confused about his future.
Things came to a head between us on Christmas Eve. It had been a full day of activities. We did some final shopping. He had a session with the orthopedic surgeon. I think Mom realized that Carter had taken a small step out of his grief because she made a celebratory Christmas Eve meal. It was the meal she had served often during our many sleepovers. We all talked, reminisced, even joked. The house was bright; the tree bedecked and glowing; "carols at the spinet"—no not really, but on the MP3; and the mood was festive.