Growing up, I've always been curious about the same sex. I was still very much attracted to girls, so I just chalked it up to innocent curiosity. But over time, my curiosity toward boys didn't waver. If anything, it grew.
It wasn't until college I was able to explore these feelings. I went to a small community college in the south. Not too many like-minded people around, but I was determined to explore my sexuality while I was here. College is the time to experiment, after all. I made friends of course, but none that I "clicked" with. Not until I met Max. We met through a friend and just hit it off right away. We had similar personalities and just vibed.
Over the next month or so, Max and I talked every day. If we didn't get to see each other, we would at least be texting or calling each other. I enjoyed talking and hanging with him. We would talk about anything and everything. And, being two horny college kids, we talked about sex quite often. What girls we fucked, girls we wanted to fuck, etc. During one of these horny conversations, I decided to take a chance.
We were texting back and forth one day when Max started talking about this one girl from one of his classes again. He had been trying to seduce her all semester with no such luck. I replied with a dumb joke:
'Maybe you'll have better luck seducing one of the guys haha.'
I sent it right away. I didn't think. Now I was panicking. Why would I say that unprompted? This was out of the blue. Max never insinuated that he was attracted to other boys and I say that to him? What the fuck was I thinking?!
My mind was slowly shutting down at the thought that I just ruined my friendship with Max. But then I got a reply:
'Haha yeah maybe.'
Whoa. Wait. What?
I replied immediately:
'You'd be into that?'
He replied right away:
'I don't know. Never done it. Could be fun, though.'
Was I reading this right? Not only did I not scare Max away, but he also seemed curious. I started to get excited, but I managed to contain myself. I didn't want to go overboard. Play it cool.
'Same.'
That's all I replied. Keep it simple, keep it cool.
It felt like an eternity before I got a reply from Max:
'You know what that means, right?'
'What?'
'It means you and I need to have sex.'
I had to do a double take on that last text. Did Max really just say that? Did he mean to send it to me? I waited for another text saying 'lol jk' or 'sorry wrong person' or somethign like that, but I got nothing else. So I guess this was real. It seemed to be finally happening for me and I was jumping for joy. I was just grateful Max and I were texting and he wasn't seeing me being a total dork right now.
After I finally calmed back down, I went back to Max's text. After reading it again, I had a thought that maybe he was joking. So I replied as such:
'Haha oh you couldn't handle me.'
It was a little cliche, but I sent it anyway. He replied back right away:
'One way to find out.'
My cock went to full attention after that. I was convinced he was serious:
'Wait, you really mean it?'
'Yeah. If there was someone I'd want to try this with, it'd be you.'
I was shocked. I couldn't believe this was happening. Was I dreaming? If I was, don't you fucking dare wake me up.
I kept my cool again:
'Same. Been thinking about it for a while now.'
'Me too.'
That last text made me especially hard, knowing Max was thinking about me sexually. Luckily, my roommate was out, so I took my cock out and started stroking it, thinking about Max.
I didn't want to wait anymore, so I asked:
'Are you free now?'
It felt like an eternity before I got a reply back:
'No. I have class and homework. But my roommate is going on a trip with the debate club. He'll be gone Thursday night and back sometime Sunday. That work?'
It was just now hitting me that this was real. We weren't just talking about it. We were making plans. This was really going to happen for me and I could barely contain myself, but I kept playing it cool:
'Yeah man, that works. Can't wait.'
I got another text from Max, but it was a picture this time. I opened it, and lo and behold, it was Max's hard cock! I couldn't stop staring at it. My mouth started watering.
Max sent another text:
'Can't take a pic now, but here's an older one to hold you over. ;)'
I felt it was only polite to reply in kind, so I took a picture of my hard cock. There was pre-cum coating the tip. I sent it to him and he replied right away:
'Mmmm I like your cock.'
'Thanks. I like yours too.'
'You're making me hard in class.'
'Oops. ;)'
'Just wait until Thursday. Then you're mine.'
That last line was enough to send me over the edge and shoot ropes of cum across my stomach, chest, and even my chin. When I finished cumming. I had the naughty idea of sending a pic of the aftermath to Max. I took a picture of my cum-covered body and sent it. He replied right away again:
'Mmmm save some for me.'
The rest of the week went painfully slow. The only things on my mind were Max and his cock. We didn't get to see each other since we set up our date, but we still texted constantly. And it wasn't always about our upcoming "sexcapades." We'd still talk about school, work, girls, etc. We were still friends first, which I really liked. We did start sexting at night, which I loved. Talking about what we were going to do to each other when we see each other really got us going. We'd send each other pics of our cocks as we jerked off. We even started exchanging short videos of us cumming. It was so unbelievably hot.
Thursday finally came, and I was determined to make sure Max and I did the same. I woke up early for class, but I already has a text from Max:
'Today's the day! My roommate said he's not taking off until about 11:00 tonight, which works because I have classes all day and I'll be working on homework until then. I figured you could come by after that?'
I got a little sad after reading his text. It wasn't even 8 a.m. and I had to wait at least 15 more hours? As sad as that made me, I was still super excited to finally explore my gay side:
'Sounds good, can't wait!'
I sent a pic of my morning wood with that text. I got a reply right away:
'Don't you dare cum! That's mine.'
I laughed, but also got really turned on:
'Wouldn't dream of it. ;)'
After that, we both had to go to class. I swear the rest of the day dragged even slower than the week did. I didn't pay attention to a single word any of my professors said. All I could do today was obsessively check the clock to see if it was 11:00 p.m. yet.
Finally, it was time. The very millisecond it hit 11:00, I texted Max:
'He leave?'
After the longest minute of my life, I got a reply:
'Leaving now. Come over.'
This was it. My hands were shaking. My breath was trembling. I felt a small pressure building in my chest. I was incredibly nervous and excited. Luckily, excited barely won out, so I got changed into shorts and a shirt, grabbed my keys, and headed out the door.
Max's dorm wasn't far from mine. It didn't take long to get there, which was a good thing. I'm a classic overthinker. If the commute was any longer, I'd probably think about it too long and chicken out.