I lost my virginity twice, at least, and it happened during my second year at University. Both times alcohol played a big part. The first time was with the course bike - she sucked me off after a party and all I really remember was her spitting my come into a hedge. We went out for three days and I went through three condoms. I don't remember it with any fondness.
Pete and I had been mates since we met up in our first year on the same course. He was about six-foot - taller than me - with dark hair and a tan. Well-built. We tried out for a few teams, and both ended up playing football (soccer if you're a Yank). He was one of the first fellas I ever saw completely naked, in the showers; heck, he was one of the first people of either sex I saw naked, and he saw me.
It was two months after I'd been sucked and fucked by the course bike, and Pete and I had gone out for a serious binge-drink with the rest of the footballers; a pub first, then a local club. Everyone had been on the pull; I'd already started to wonder about whether I was into cunt or not, or whether my disinterest was due to my bad experience. We matched each other pint for pint, and Pete and I staggered back to his place at chucking out time after a bit of a dance. When we got in, we popped a few cans and sat down to listen to some music and "set the world to rights." Both of us were hot and sweaty; Pete opened his shirt and for some reason I found it very erotic, even though I'd seen his flat belly and hairy chest many times before.
As we were talking, I admitted to my experiences with the course bike, and he told me he'd fucked her in his first year and she'd given him a dose. We laughed about that. We then got on to sharing sex stories - well, I say sharing. He talked about sex. We had another can, and then Pete started complaining about the lack of pussy in his life. He said something about wishing his bro' Steve was in town. Then he went for a piss.
Pete had a twin called Steve. I'd met him - big lad like Pete, nasty sense of humour. When Pete staggered back I asked him what he'd meant about Steve and he got a bit defensive. But we were both pissed and he finally admitted that he and Steve had helped each other out when they were single. I didn't immediately get what he meant and he told me they used to wank each other off when they were horny. It'd started after Pete came to University one night.
I was so turned on I actually stopped breathing for a moment, and I could feel the blood beating in my ears (and starting to beat in my cock). Pete was quick to point out that neither his bro' nor himself was gay. Steve had a girlfriend now, and they hadn't "done each other" in eight months or so. Although he did admit that he and another fella on the team had mutually wanked each other off on a trip, but he wouldn't say who.
I asked him what it was like and he said it was okay and if you shut your eyes you could pretend it was a woman doing it. He hadn't had sex in six weeks and he was worried his balls were going to explode. He laughed and then I just said "I'll give you a hand, bud."
He just stopped mid-laugh and stared at me.
"Well its not as if it's a gay thing" I said, sort of meaning it at the time, "It's a buddy thing. We're buds, right? We should help each other out."
Pete looked really worried, and like he was sobering up quickly. He immediately said it'd be different than with Steve . . .
I laughed then and said "What, because we're not actually comitting incest?" and then he laughed and he lay back on the sofa with his arms resting on the sofa-back and I knew it was going to happen, and it was gonna be okay.
I shifted from the chair and sat down heavily next to him on the sofa. I could smell the heady man-sweat stink of him - we'd been dancing, remember - half-maksed by his after-shave. He was breathing fast and not looking at me.
"So what now?" I asked. "Do you get your dick out or do I?"
Pete grabbed his beer and took a deep gulp before saying, real fast, "Whateveryoulike, bud."
He was wearing blue denim jeans, with a button fly. My hand was shaking as I reached out and started to undo his buttons. He took anotehr swig of beer and opened his legs slighty. My hand was brushing his dick, and it was hardening down the side of his leg. Once I'd popped the last button open, he grabbed my hand and said, seriously (but still slurring):
"You sure you want to do this?"
And I just reached in and cupped my hand over his balls through his sweaty boxers and looked him straight in the eye when I said "You trying to talk me out of this, bud?" and I squeezed a little. My heart was hammering away and my own cock was hard as an iron bar in the confines of my jeans.
"Fuck no! But if we do this, we don't say a fucking word to anyone, right buddy? They'd maybe get the wrong idea."