Chapter 10 - Dinner
I brushed my teeth and got dressed, then took off my collar and put it in my pocket. It felt strange having clothes on over my plug and cage but I was eager to see where Master would take me. We got in the car and drove to a nearby restaurant. It turns out Master wanted just a night out with the two of us.
We got seated and he began by explaining his intent. "Communication is important if this is going to work out between us so I want you to be open and honest with me. No formalities let's just talk."
"Ok Sir, err I mean, OK," I replied as we both laughed.
He picked up the menu and started looking through it "So, tell me what you think so far."
"It's been pretty intense. I guess I haven't had much time to reflect on all of it yet."
"Is it what you were expecting?"
I paused for a second and the waiter came over and took our order. I looked at him and let him order first to see if he was going to order for me or dictate what I should have but he ordered and looked at me indicating that I was free to get what I wanted.
"I wasn't really sure what to expect, but i'm excited about it. Part of it seems surreal and there's been a lot to adjust to - even being away from my family and living in a new state."
"Do you regret any of it yet?"
"Not at all, I mean, I'm still very nervous about it." I leaned in and spoke in a lower tone, "Feeling your dick inside me was amazing. It hurt like hell but I wanted you to keep it there."
"I tried to be gentle and make your first time as enjoyable as possible."
"You were gentle - you were actually great - I'll never forget what it felt like. You made me feel like I was a part of you and I didn't even notice the pain. I was afraid of anal but now I want it from you. Even this morning was good - even with you being rougher."
"To be honest Seth, your ass was one of the best I've had in a long time." I was worried I scared you this morning. I don't want you to think i'm going to always be aggressive like that but when I want it I want it," he said laughing.
I smiled and said, "I saved myself for you. I imagined over 100 times what it would be like having your dick inside me but none of it could come close to what it really felt like. This morning was, well, exciting. I didn't know what you were going to do, but the feeling that I had no control over myself and that you were going to do whatever you wanted and I couldn't stop it was a bit intoxicating. I mean, inside I had this trust for you so I wasn't afraid of being hurt." Laughing I added, "maybe I was too naive to think that."
"I wouldn't say never. I think I proved that the other day. Harm? Never. Hurt? Definitely."
"I understand and I know that's what I signed up for. Besides, I did deserve the punishment - still don't know why I overslept but you made sure i'd be more careful about it next time."
We both chuckled again and he asked, "so do you think it's been fair so far?"
"100% - I can't say I liked it all but so far there's nothing I didn't know about or agreed to."
"What are the things you don't like?"
"Drinking piss - that's going to take a while to get used to, but I know I will get to a point where I will just appreciate it for what it really is. Even though it's gross - it still something that comes from you and i'll learn to be thankful for it. How do you feel about it?"
"It's pretty nice feeling actually for a few reasons. First of all I can't wait till we get you to the point that you can come over and just drink so I can enjoy what i'm doing. And it's also a really good way to keep the boundary clear between us."
"Do you not like me using the funnel gag?"
"I don't mind it for now but it is an inconvenience if you're at my feet already and I have to wait for you to go get it."
I paused to think for a second, "That's a good point, I should probably keep it handy for now."
"So, do you miss your freedom?"
"I don't know. Since this is all new I haven't really had enough to compare yet. Besides going to school and studying for the BAR wasn't exactly true freedom." We both smiled again.
The waiter delivered our meals and we started eating.
"Is this what you expected so far," I asked?
"Honestly it's a little better than I expected."