I thought to myself if it wasn't certain after my first two gay sexual experiences it was now for sure. The way I was able to accept that massively wide cock and make him cum a few times was proof I really was a submissive slut. My first two gay lovers were both black guys and I couldn't imagine being with anyone else.
How did it take decades for me to start living my true life? I can't worry about that now. I just want to please as many black guys as possible. And I was starting to feel very confident in both my cock pleasing skills and looks after how the first two guys made me feel. I needed more. I was constantly fantasizing now. When I would jerk on random video chat sites, as soon as a black guy came on my mouth would open, my legs would go up and my cock would stiffen harder.
I was no longer interested in fucking my wife and I don't think she minded that at all. She had very close to zero sex drive anyway. But when I was in bed next to her, I was always trying to get her to fuck me with my toy. She would never strap it on, but it felt good when she would just hold it and fuck me. It was no way near as good as getting fucked for real by a super horny black guy but was better than nothing.
It was just a few days after Greg had come by and surprised me fucking me good and I couldn't take it any longer. I was starting to get very risky ideas in my head like going to the local adult bookstore and blowing some random guy at the glory hole. With HIV and STDs, I knew that was not a good idea so I texted Malik that I would do anything to see him that day. Then sent him a pic of me naked on the floor doggie with my butt and legs and feet pointing at the camera.
Within seconds he replied with a pic of his hard cock. He said he was going to work me over good and that pic was the result of him seeing my pic.
My heart began beating faster and I texted back please baby when?
He responded now and included the address of a parking lot. He said he'd be there waiting in his car in 5 minutes. My hands were shaking a little from excitement as I replied, "on my way" and "thank you". I was already walking to my car as I texted. I had been working from home and just left my computer on and completely forgot about work after getting his reply. I would deal with it later and now only had one thing on my mind. Getting fucked by this aggressive and sexy stud.
I felt lightheaded driving just thinking about him and how he liked to do it to me. He was a little rough and aggressive which I was so in the mood for. I couldn't get there fast enough. When I arrived, I saw him parked in the corner far from the entrance door to the store. I parked a little bit away and walked over. He had a huge smile on his face and when I got inside his car, I saw he already had his cock out.
He grabbed my shirt pulling me close and we kissed. As our tongues swirled round and round in each other's mouths, I began grabbing and tugging on his cock. It was rock hard pretty quick, and I was so ready for him to be inside me. We made out for a while, and he held me close and tight to him. I wanted to climb onto his cock so bad but couldn't. Then he pushed my face down onto his cock. I gagged a little at first since it was unexpected. We were kissing passionately and suddenly he forcefully pushes my head all the way onto his cock. I almost didn't get my mouth open quick enough. Like a true slut I was able to relax and let him face fuck me this way. He held my head with both of his large hands and drove it into my face and mouth. I loved what he was doing to me and the crazy sounds my mouth and throat were making because of it. It was super sloppy with my saliva leaking out all over his cock and my face. His hips were rising up as he thrust very hard. Every few thrusts he would really press my head down onto it and sort of hold it down for a few seconds. I relaxed as best I could to accept him further down my throat. Then he would start thrusting fast in and out. Face fucking me and grunting as if he was using all of his might. I loved that wild aggression. I was able to start taking off my clothes when I could. It was hard since I needed to steady myself often. Soon I was naked except for my shirt. I pushed back to raise my head and he got a little pissed when I did and really forced my mouth down pressing so hard. He actually yelled at me asking what the fuck I thought I was doing. I was trying to ask if he would fuck me and not trying to get him to stop using my mouth. But I felt bad and used one of my hands to press his that were already pushing my head. As if to ask to press more which he did. His pubic hair was touching my nose, but I didn't have all of his cock down my throat. I stuck out my tongue like I had been practicing with a large dildo, but he was just too long.
My eyes were tearing, and I was having trouble breathing at times, but I loved being used that way. I was kneeling on the passenger side seat during this and my now naked ass was up. The cool air felt sexy on my exposed hole. I reached back and slapped my ass real hard. He followed by slapping it too. Several times. Each time he did I let out a whimper or moan. He kept one hand controlling my head as he fucked my mouth and used the other to hit my ass very hard. Over and over, one cheek then the other. The slaps were so forceful they hurt but each one made me hornier for more.