After Jon left, life returned to as it was before. That meant not having a sex life again. Despite the fact I'd been having sex with a man for the last six months, I still didn't class myself as gay. I didn't fancy other men, it was just about me having sex.
Two months had passed since I'd last had sex and the frustration was becoming unbearable. My shyness ruled out girls so I began to consider my other options. Although living in a fairly large town, there wasn't much of a gay scene back then.
I knew of one pub and a club. The pub although it had a gay clientele was also on one of the main pub crawl routes and was often visited by lads out on the piss, I'd done so myself when out with my mates so I ruled that out. The fear of being caught in there was far too risky.
The gay nightclub? Could I risk it? This was a whole new level. Did I really want to be chatted up and go off with some random stranger just to have sex again? I toyed with thoughts of going all week whilst at work, weighing up the pros and cons. The main thought was not being seen, especially by my mates.
Saturdays were usually football days out with my mates and we travelled the length of the country following our team. This coming Saturday we were playing up north. I knew this would take my mates out of the picture and made an excuse about having to pay out to get my car fixed so I was skint and couldn't afford to go to the game.
Saturday arrived and throughout the day the nerves and fears started to kick in. Night time arrived and I got ready to go out. I went up my local pub for some Dutch courage and sat alone drinking for a couple of hours, still unsure if I could risk going to a gay club.
Ten o'clock came. Decision time as the last bus into town was due at any minute. I drank up, left the pub and thirty minutes later arrived in town. The nightclub was slightly away from the main hustle of the town centre and I made my way to it.
I walked down the road to the club entrance. There were 10-15 people outside in the queue. I put my head down and walked on by, scanning the queue to see if I recognised anyone. I didn't but there was no way I was joining that queue. I made a couple of more passes but the queue remained roughly the same. I decided on one more pass, if it was still busy I was going home.
I walked down the street for a fourth time, looked across and the queue was just three girls waiting for the door staff to let them in. I quickly crossed the road and joined them safe in the knowledge I'd quickly be inside
"Hi Mark" said the voice from behind me.
Startled, I spun round and vaguely recognised one of the three guys standing behind me who had joined the queue. It was Dave.........whatshisname?, we weren't old friends or anything, just someone who was at the same school as me. I always thought he was a bit of a nerd. I hadn't seen him since I left school.
"Oh hi" I mumbled in response
"Here for the music " he asked with a slight smile on his face
"Yeah, yeah. I've heard its pretty good, thought I'd give it a try" I replied trying to compose myself
The three girls had been admitted and the doormen let me and the three other guys in. We paid the entrance fee and made our way upstairs to one of the floors in the club.
Dave pointed and said "Grab that table, I'll get some drinks"
I followed the two other guys and we inched ourselves into a semi circle bench type seat. Dave returned with drinks a few minutes later.
"I got everybody lager, hope that's ok" Dave said " Mark, this is Chris" as he introduced me to the younger of the two guys, I had him at roughly same age as me and " This is Rob"
Rob was slightly older, mid 20's. The first thing I noticed about him was his George Michael haircut and thought to myself doesn't he think he's a pretty boy. Despite this, I was polite and shook hands with them. Dave inched himself into the seat, putting me in between him and Rob.
We sat around the table, just drinking and making general chit chat. After a bit, Dave and Chris got up to dance and dragged me up with them. Rob followed us. We had a bit of a dance, nothing sexual, although we did all link hands at one point and laughed as we danced around imaginary handbags.
More drink and chat followed and then Chris and Dave said they were going up to another floor where they played different music styles. As they left, I saw Dave squeeze Chris' arse who responded with a kiss. I sat alone with Rob
"Are they together l asked?"
"Wouldn't say together, there just shagging What about you.? No boyfriend?"
"Er, Er No " I replied almost defensively. We sat silently for a few minutes and then Rob placed his hand on my thigh and gave it a slight squeeze. I didn't respond and he continued to squeeze and caress moving his hand further up my leg. I finally looked at him and gave a slight smile.Rob slid his hand over my crotch.and gave it a squeeze. Rob smiled back at me as he could feel my cock hardening inside my jeans.
The moment paused as the two other guys returned to the table complaining about the rubbish music upstairs. After a bit they went back to the dance floor and Rob's hand returned to my crotch and brought back my erection that' had temporarily subsided.
Rob was fumbling with the button om my jeans and managed to undo and lower my flies and slipped his hand inside my pants.His hand grasped around my cock and he slowly began to wank me. I let him wank me until I felt i was going to cum. I pulled his hand away and out of my pants. It was covered in precum which Rob licked up.
"Come on, let's join the other two on the dance floor again " Rob said.
I zipped up my flies and rebuttoned my jeans and followed him to the dance floor, clearly still fully hard. I think the intention was to show the other two that he'd got me aroused. We danced for a bit, then the music slowed. Rob pulled me closer to him, kissed me and returned to his seat. We all followed
"This place will be winding up in about half hour, lets get off now before the queue for the taxis get too busy " said Dave
The taxi rank was just a few minutes away and we got a cab almost immediately. Rob gave the destination, which was a small village just outside town about 20 minutes further away from where I lived.
"You ok coming back with us?" Rob asked.
The fact that Rob had already had his hands inside my pants made the decision easy to make. The journey took about 30 minutes, we split the fare amongst us and went into Robs house. I sat down in a chair, Rob went off to the kitchen and Chris and Dave sat on the settee and immediately had hands all over each other. Watching them, I could feel myself getting aroused again.
Rob returned to the room, looked at me and rolled his eyes at the two making out.
"Oi, get of my settee and piss off to the spare room " he said laughing at them
They got up and left the room, both with bulges in their jeans. I looked at Rob and said "So, do you want to finish what you started in the club?"
"Get over here "was the reply
I crossed the room to where Rob was standing and we began passionately kissing, we quickly removed each other's tee shirts. Rob revealed a smooth muscular upper body and i went to work sucking on his nipples. Rob again made a move for my jeans button. This time I made it easy for him by stepping back and removing my jeans and pants in one go, leaving myself naked and very aroused
Rob pushed me onto the settee and began kissing again with one arm around me, whilst the other played with my balls and wanked my cock. Again Rob got me close to cumming and I stopped him and said it was my turn to please him. Rob stood up and removed his jeans,his bulging cock straining to escape from the pants he was wearing
I sat him down on the settee, pushing his legs apart I knelt in between them. I traced my fingers around the bulge in his pants, paying particular attention to the wet patch that had appeared teasing the tip of his cock. I slid my fingers inside the waist band of Robs pants. Rob raised himself up slightly and I removed his pants
I was surprised to see that he was shaved down below and commented on how sexy I thought it looked. Rob was about 6' inches and leaking pre-cum. I opened my mouth and began to suck Robs' cock.
There was a knock on the living room door and Dave poked his head around the door
"Got any spare jonnies Rob? " he asked ( condoms for those not familiar with the slang term)
"Fucks sake Dave" came the reply " There's some in the draw by my bed and don't take them all"
After the brief interruption, I continued sucking on Robs' cock. He began panting and moaning more intensely and I knew he was getting close. I stopped sucking Rob, stepped back, pushed his legs back together and then stood astride them. I moved myself into a position where I could put Robs cock and mine together and began to wank both cocks.
With Rob being so close, it didn't take long until he started to shoot his cum onto his stomach with me quickly adding my load to the sticky mess. I continued to wank Rob as he took my cock and wanked me. Both of us eager to wank out every last bit of cum.