Just for a Day

Just For a Day Part 4

Chapter One

What happened in my life? I thought to myself. I liked a guy, a great guy in fact. Brandon was awesome to be around, and he made me feel a sexual desire, I didn't even know I had. What did this all make me? Was I gay? Bisexual?

I couldn't tell myself let alone tell my mom about what I've been doing. I still fear all of it coming out to Brandon's father, and deep down I'm scared my mom might feel betrayed or let down in me. She means the world to me, and I would never want to hurt or disappoint my mom.

To make matters even worse - Jonathan. What was his deal? Why would he torment me? I can't figure it out. I slapped his hand away and pushed him yesterday at school when he nearly forced himself on me. I don't get it. He was dating a girl from the cheerleading squad and as far as I can tell, all the girls liked him. So why come try seducing me?

I wanted to phone Brandon and told him, but what if he freaks out and confronts Jonathan? Would Jonathan really go so far as to tell everyone about me and Brandon? It all comes down to his parents finding out about us. I can't risk it.

I picked up my phone from my desk I was sitting at.

Lucian -- "Why are you doing this man?"

I send the message to him. Waiting for him to respond. A few minutes went pass and I haven't heard a reply. I was just about to message him again, when my phone vibrated.

Jonathan -- "Coz It's fun. Why should Brandon get you all to himself? Besides, you have a sweet ass."

I felt anger burn inside my stomach again. Who the fuck does this guy think he is?

Lucian -- "Dude. Seriously. I don't want any issues and I sure as hell don't want shit. I'm not interested in you. I don't mean it in a bad way. I'm sorry."

I quickly send the message and placed my phone on my desk. Waiting for his reply. I looked outside the small window in my room. It was nearly dark. About an hour went by and still Jonathan hasn't replied to my message. I was starting to get a bit nervous.

I picked up my phone and messaged Brandon.

Lucian -- "Are you busy? I kinda need to talk to you."

About tow minutes later he replied.

Brandon -- "Not doing much. Busy downloading a new game. Want me to call you?"

I hesitated my reply. My mom wasn't back yet, but she was due any moment. I also struggled with the idea of telling Brandon or not. I just wasn't sure enough on how he would react.

Lucian -- "It's ok. No stress. Will chat tomorrow."

Brandon -- "Ok. Thinking of your sexy ass again."

I laughed to myself as I read the message. I felt the familiar guilty pain in my stomach again. Was this my life now? Is this what it means to be gay? I stared at the books laid open on the desk. I couldn't understand why I felt the way I did. I wasn't even sure of my feelings for Brandon. Did I love him? Was it lust?

A loud call from the kitchen, snapped me out of my thoughts. My mom was home. I got up to go and greet her and to see how her day was.

We were eating about an hour later and I was back in my room soon after that. It was completely dark outside now and I could feel the cold seeping in from my window. I hugged my hoodie closer to my body and pulled the book I was reading closer to the lamp on my desk so I could see. My phone's vibration a few minutes later broke my concentration.

Brandon -- "Can I come over? Just for a while."

My heart gave a small skip. I knew his parents were away and won't be back home till tomorrow, but my mom was still awake in her room.

Lucian -- "My mom is still awake."

Brandon -- "It will be quick. I'll be quiet."

I was busy typing my reply, when a soft tap on my window made me jump. I got up from my chair, wearing shorts and my black hoodie. I slowly opened the curtain and peered into the darkness. I could just see Brandon's outline. I opened the window, and a gush of cold air blew its way into my face and room.

"I was hoping you would come up to my room, since your mom is still up." He softly whispered over the wind.

He was wearing sweats and a blue hoodie, like mine. His blond hair blowing in the wind and his hands tightly tucked into his pockets. He had his toothy grin and moved closer towards me. I instinctively knew what he wanted to do. I leaned closer and felt him place his lips on mine. My stomach fluttered ad he did so.

"Come, let's go, before I freeze my balls off." He said as he pulled away.

I quickly turned around, closed my bedroom door after calling good night to my mom and grabbed some warmer pants on the floor.

"Where is Mr Berkley?" I asked softly as I pulled the pants over my slightly hairy legs.

"In his room upstairs already. The house is quiet. Come, lets hurry." He replied and gestured for me to jump through.

The cold air flowed over me like a shower. I softly jumped out and we made out way back to the dark mansion. I could see Brandon's room light on in the distance. The sky was clear and only a few clouds were visible. Brandon's large body blocked my view to the bushed in front of us as he went first to climb up. This was becoming all too familiar territory for me.

Brandon was the first to enter his window and held his hand out for me to follow suite. His room was much warmer, and a hint of fresh linen filled the air. The bathroom light to the far left if his room clicked off and I felt a wave of fear wash over me. We were not alone.

"Oh, there you are." Brandon's voice broke the silence next to me.

Jonathan came out the bathroom, rubbing his hands dry on his shirt.

"Yeah, I had to pee." He said and moved towards us.

"What are you doing here?" My voice sounding hostile.

Brandon's face turned towards me.

"He was here the whole time. We were playing games and he said we should ask you to join us. He is my only friend that knows about me and us." Brandon said with a raised eyebrow.

Jonathan stood a few feet behind Brandon, with a smile on his face. A smile I knew was trouble. What should I do? I couldn't say anything to Brandon.

"Are you ok? You don't mind him being here?" Brandon slowly asked as he looked me in the eyes.

"Yeah... Sorry. Yeah, I'm fine." I quickly said and moved to go sit on the bed.

"Ok cool. I'm gonna go get us some sodas or something." Brandon said as he turned around and quietly made his way out the door and down the hall.

I could feel Jonathan's eyes on the side of my face. I didn't look at him and pretended to focus on the large tv against the wall.

"You know... Things would be so much better if you just let yourself go a bit more." He whispered softly as he slowly walked towards me.

I felt a weird nervous feeling inside my stomach again. I pretended I didn't hear him. He was standing right next to me now. I could smell his scent. I wanted to jump up from the bed and push him away again, but for some reason I just sat there and said nothing.

"Don't you want to know what my monster looks like?" He said as he slowly arched his hips forward so the large bulge in his pants were more prevalent to see.

I couldn't help it, but I looked through the corner of my eye and saw a large thick cock pressed against the fabric on the side of his pants. He was definitely big, might even be larger than Brandon's I thought to myself. A soft thud made me snap out of it and got up from bed as Jonathan quickly lowered his jacket to cover his semi erection.

Brandon came in with three cokes in his hands and handed us one each. It was cold to the touch. He started up the PlayStation and loaded up a game. I wasn't paying much attention to him but kept my eyes on Jonathan. He seemed really into the game they were playing and didn't even look into my direction.

About an hour later Jonathan got up to go to the bathroom again. Brandon was playing some game with flashy lights and barely moved his eyes away when Jonathan got up. As he passed me, he placed his hands on his dick again and pulled the fabric in such a way that you could see his entire soft cock again in his pants. I tore my eyes away and looked back towards the TV. About a minute later, something caught my left eye again as I sat and watch Brandon play his game. Jonathan was standing just behind the door frame leading to the bathroom. He was hidden enough so Brandon can't see him, but I got a complete eyeful of what he was doing.

His now hard cock in his hand, he looked at me and winked as he started to slowly stroke the full length of it. Thick and veiny was the first thing that comes to mind when you see it. It looked bigger than Brandon's from where I was sitting, but I was almost sure it was thicker. A large dark bush of hair surrounded the base and balls of his impressive member. I tried to pull my gaze away from him but kept looking back at him slowly stroking his cock. His hand gently rubbing over the head of his cut dick. I realized I was getting hard myself. I could feel my heart rate increase. He suddenly pulled his pants tup and forced his entire dick back into his pants. How he managed to shove it all in, is beyond me. He winked at me, turned the light off walked back to his seat next to Brandon.

I felt guilty for watching him. I felt guilty that it made me hard to watch him. Guilty that I secretly wanted to touch him. Both guys sat and continued to play games for about another forty minutes, when Brandon suggested, we should maybe take a break from games. I was glad, I was getting bored from watching them. None of the games made any sense to me in any case.

"I have to ask..." Jonathan's voice came a few minutes later as I stretched out over the large bed and Brandon checked his phone for messages.

"What's the difference from getting head from a guy and getting head from a girl?"

I nearly choked on my own tongue as he asked. Brandon just paused, raised his head as if to think and replied.

"Mmmmmm. Hard to say. Lucian is pretty good at it. Better than Stacy was."

I was in utter shock that Brandon would answer so casually, and with me even sitting here.

"Wow! Really?" Jonathan's eyes flashed in my direction, and I quickly fell backwards on the bed again.

"It was the first ever dick I've sucked. I'm glad you enjoyed it." I sheepishly said, feeling my stomach flutter.

Maybe it was watching Jonathan touch himself, but I was for some reason extremely horny. Brandon placed his phone next to his bed again and looked up at me lying on his bed.

"Right. So, what you guys wanne do now?" He asked casually as he looked towards us.

"I want to see Lucian suck your cock." Jonathan's voice sudden replied.

A silence followed. Neither Brandon nor I said anything. Each of us waiting to see what the other would say.

"I just want to see. I've seen you naked before Brandon, so you can't tell me your shy." Jonathan said with a sly smile on his face.

"My heart was pounding in my chest. I knew what Brandon was going to say.

"Yeah... It's up to Lucian though." Brandon replied as he looked at me, with a lustful look in his eye.

I could feel my veins pulse in my neck. I didn't want to do it in front of Jonathan, but the idea did excite me greatly. I was already starting to get an erection.

I was just about to say - I was unsure - when Brandon slowly reaches for the front of his pants. It caught me off guard as I watched him gently touch the large bulge that was now becoming visible. He was fully hard and was slowly rubbing the full length of his cock. It made me extremely hard, to think Brandon was touching himself in front of me while Jonathan was watching us from next the bed. He had his usual sly grin on his face. He didn't say anything or did anything, he just stood there and looked at us.

Brandon placed both his knees on the bed and gently tugged on his waist band to let his dick spring out free. It was as big as always. A small amount of clear liquid was already present at the tip. I felt my mouth water he gestured for me to come closer. He was now only a few inches from my face. I could smell a hint of soap and just a tiny little bit of ball sweat still lingering on him. It didn't smell bad at all. I arched his hips forward and I felt my mouth open instinctively. He gently placed the tip of his large cock on my tongue, the taste of his precum was sweet as he pushed more in my mouth.

A low moan escaped his mouth as I tried to push all of his cock in my waiting mouth.

"Shit... That feels so fucking good..." He softly whispered as I swirled my tongue around the thick head of his cock.

I reached for my own dick, still trapped in my pants, and grabbed it by the base. I was as hard as I've ever been, and my heart was racing. I pulled just enough of my pants down for me to free it, when a sudden tug on my shoes made me look upwards. Jonathan had just pulled my shoes off and was busy tugging on my pants to free my legs and expose me in all my glory.

I was complete naked from the waist down and just had my t-shirt left to hide me.

"That should be more comfortable." Jonathan smiled at me, his eyes flashing with lust.

I pulled my shirt over my torso, just as Brandon got completely naked. I fell back down on the bed, and Brandon got back on next to me. His cock standing at full mast. We were both naked completely. Jonathan was standing at the foot of the bed, watching us, still fully clothed, but with a very large bulge in his pants. He was clearly turned on with what he was seeing.

"Is it cool if I jerk off?" Jonathan suddenly asks.

Not that he wanted or even waited for permission, as he was already busy undressing. Releasing his massive thick cock into that air. A large wet spot clearly visible in his underwear as he pulls them off.

"No issues from me mate. You do you." Brandon said and tilted his head back as he pushed his entire cock length in my waiting mouth.

Only about half made its way in me, but he non the less kept trying to force it down my throat to see how deep he can go. I could taste the sweetness of his precum on my tongue. My left hand was on my cock, working my foreskin up and down. I was so horny and was trying to get myself to that sweet release of ecstasy.

"You should fuck him." Jonathan's voice broke over Brandon's soft moaning.

A sudden dread of fear sprung over my body. I tensed my body in shock at Jonathan's sudden statement.

"Nah. I don't think we there yet." Brandon replied as he continued to thrust his thick cock in and out of my mouth.

"I really like the feeling of his mouth though." He said and tilted his head back again.

I could see Jonathan still standing by the edge of the bed from the corner of my eye. He was really jerking off with meaning now. His hand sliding over his thick cock head. Pushing out precum with almost every stroke. He had low hanging hairy balls that seemed full of cum. A small trail of dark hair made its way to his navel, with small amounts of hair around his nipples.

He was by some standards, more "manly" bodied than Brandon. I had a sudden urge to suck his dick also. I beckoned for him to come closer, but he stayed put. Brandon must have seen it, because he spoke.

"Do you want to join in?" he slowly asked Jonathan.

"No, I'm good. I just want to watch you guys shoot your loads. Its hot." He replied while giving me a wink.

"Suite yourself man." Brandon said as he thrusted a bit faster in and out of my mouth.

I could feel myself getting closer. I was leaking precum all over my stomach and were moaning with almost every stroke I made.

"Can I blow in your mouth?" Brandon's hasted voice said above me.

I nodded my head and a few seconds later, Brandon's first burst of cum hit me in the back of my throat. It was so thick and salty. He shoved his dick back harder and I felt the tip of his cock enter my throat as he unloaded the rest of his sperm. I could barely breathe, but I didn't push him away as my head was spinning with ecstasy.

A sudden movement on the bed made me pull off from Brandon's not sensitive cock. Jonathan was standing on the bed and was feverishly jerking his massively thick cock.

"I want to blow my load in your mouth also. Hold out your tongue!" He said loudly.

I barely manoeuvred myself towards him, when the first wad of cum burst from the tip of his dick and landed over my top lip and nose. He aimed a bit lower, and the rest of his semen shot directly into my mouth. I never touched his cock and he made sure to keep the head a few inches away from my lips as he came over my waiting tongue, grunting loudly with every wave of pleasure. He had a dark trial of hair underneath his balls, leading directly to his ass.

Just as he finished, my first eruption hit me on my chest as I shot nearly six large rockets of cum all over my chest and stomach. Wave after wave of pure pleasure washed over my body as I had the best orgasm of my life so far.

"Phew." Brandon's whistle broke after they both watched me shoot my load all over myself.

"Geez. You cum loads." Jonathan said in agreement.

I looked down and my drenched body. The taste of semen filling my mouth. I felt the familiar feeling of shame, after you just came, fill me. I felt naked and exposed suddenly again. I got up from bed, careful not to let the cum drop on the bed and made my way to the bathroom a few feet away. I closed the door behind me and turned towards the shower.

The warm water felt amazing on my body as I washed the cum off my chest and stomach. I tried to make peace with what just happened, but it all seemed so bizarre. I can't believe I just swallowed both Brandon and even worse, Jonathan's cum. Shame.

About a minute later, Brandon walked into the bathroom. He was alone.

"Can I quickly join you? Jonathan has already left. He said he needed to get home." Brandon said as he stood by the shower door.

"Yeah sure." I replied as I washed the shampoo from my hair.

When I opened my eyes, Brandon was standing in front of me. He was smiling.

"I hope tonight wasn't too much for you. I've watched porn with Jonathan before in the past and we jerked off next to each other, so I was relatively comfortable with him being there." He said as he took the bar of soap next to me and began lathering up his defined torso.

"Yeah, I'm good. Was kind off fun and it turned me on quite a bit." I replied as I moved over for him to rinse his face.

He looked me in the face, moved closer and gave me a passionate kiss. I got out the shower after that and let him finish up. I was safely back in my room thirty minutes later. Lying on my bed and replaying everything that happened in my mind.

Chapter Two

A few days have passed since that night. I was running around with all sorts of emotions again. My feelings for Brandon, my curiousness for Jonathan and accepting my own sexuality. Brandon was trying to see me more and more. I must admit, I liked spending time with him, being close to him. He made me feel loved and the sexual stuff made me feel good. Jonathan was another story. He was this intriguing part of my sexuality it seems.

Jonathan would sometimes message me, and it would always turn into something sexual almost immediately. I tried asking him the day after we had our jerk off session.

"Why did you want to see?" I softly whispered to him as we made our way towards the school gate.

"I don't know." He replied looking me in the face, giving me a wink and walking away towards some guys he knew.

I tried looking for a way to talk to him again during the day, but no opportunities came up. I saw Brandon in the hallway on my way to last period. He walked past me and pinched me on the butt. I blushed bright red and pretended nothing happened as I moved between the mass of people in front of me.

I got a lift from Brandon halfway to home again and he gave me a kiss just before dropping me off by the gate of the mansion.

"Ill come see you later tonight!" He yelled through the open window as he drove in.