Dearest Nick,
I still remember that camping trip. It was about the billionth time we had camped out in your back yard, but it was a life changer. I'll never forget it, or forget you. We had marched out nearly a mile in the hot sun, into the field and all the way back to the stream. We were taking turns carrying the tent, because we were both already bogged down with all of our other crap, but I remember you carried it the longest because you were bigger and stronger. You were my best friend and my boyhood idol. I guess you still are.
The picture is almost burned into my head. You were the big muscular lacrosse player; you had about thirty pounds of it on me, with short blonde hair and deep blue eyes. I was a bit smaller, on the track team, with medium length wavy brown hair and brown eyes to match. We sure were a sight for the ladies! Of course, you had much more experience than me. I was never quite sure why that was, maybe you were bolder, but you taught me all I know.
After we stripped down to our boxers and swam for a while to cool off, we pitched the tent, and built the fire, and it got dark out. It must have been midnight before we let the fire die and turned in for our sleeping bags, but we still didn't nod off. There was more chatter about school, teachers we hate, and teachers we love. Then we got into the girls. We always got into the girls, I always wanted to know, and you were an inexhaustible fountain of information when I came to that. We talked about who was the hottest, Sally Baker in her cheerleader's skirt, and Beth Walker who always had her thong hanging out. By then I had figured out how to kiss, and I even got pretty good at groping. But I was only eighteen, and things don't happen quite so quickly in a Christian school. You, at nineteen, had kissed, groped, fingered, licked, and even fucked. I hadn't ever experienced a blowjob, but I loved to brag to you about that time I was so close. It was a little stretch of the truth in fact. When her parents came home, she had only touched me through my jeans on accident. But it was a great time.
All that talk about girls, and sex; it got me really excited, as it usually did. Soon I could tell you felt the same way, I could hear the slow whisp of your hand against the sleeping bag. I joined in, and I didn't care that you were doing it or that you knew that I was. We had done it so much; it just seemed natural. We talked on about girls, the difference between a hand job and a blowjob, and where to get condoms cheap. All the while you added in a few questions of your own, and at the time, I was too horny and too oblivious to get the hint. "You're really horny aren't you?" "Have you ever thought about a guy like that?" "You know, you really need to feel what a blowjob is like, it's just the greatest!"