A month or two passed and I didn’t think too much about it, though I did start to look up gay porn involving group masturbation, hand jobs, and blowjobs. I was especially interested in ones involving white guys servicing black cocks. I started to have cybersex with random guys in chat rooms when I couldn’t find girls to cyber with. Then I went in that rest room again and found the same black guy masturbating. When he saw me, he stood up and showed me the huge erection he was stroking. I immediately walked back out. I wasn’t sure what to do. I was nervous. I had mixed feelings of guilt and longing after the last encounter. I thought about it for minute and the longing won out. A part of me really wanted to cum with this guy.
So I went back in. He stood up again showing his wet eight-inch erection in all its glory as he stroked it furiously. I wasn’t sure how to proceed. I rubbed my cock through my pants as I watched him. Then suddenly I unzipped my pants and pulled my underwear down showing him my semi hard dick. I swung it around a little and then took my naked dick into my hand and held it firmly. I started to stroke it rapidly making my cock harder and harder until I had a fully erect penis.
Suddenly we heard the door to the rest room’s small “waiting room” (it’s an old restroom) open. He got in his stall and I hastily zipped up and turned on the sink. A security guard from up stairs came in. He took a quick piss and gave us both a funny look. Then he left without saying anything.
Then we quickly whipped our cocks out and proceeding to watch each other masturbate once more. I stroked myself over urinal while facing his stall so I could watch him stand at the stall door jacking that beautiful black monster between his legs. We quickly got off. I was first to cum shooting massive streams of thick milky cum into the urinal. I was shaking from the ecstasy so the last several drops got slung unto the floor. My jack off buddy didn’t shoot but he once again dripped some massive amounts of cum unto the ground. After that I quickly left.
And that’s it. That’s all my experiences with the same sex. I’m still greatly curious about being with a guy. When I watch a strait porn videos the cocks in it turn me on as much as the girls they’re fucking. I love to look at the big cocks in those videos. I’ll pretend I’m the one giving the blow job when the girl starts sucking cock and that I’m the one getting their faced splattered in cum during those delicious facial cum shots. My masturbation is now a combination of gay and strait porn, which ends with me coming to gay porn, once I’ve been sufficiently turned on by the cocks in the strait stuff. I fantasize about giving hand jobs to guys with big black cocks and I wonder what it would be like to have a big hard cock in my mouth. I’m newly married now and wife doesn’t approve of such fantasies right now but maybe one day I’ll get to experiment further.