All of the people in this story are older than 18.
I thought the urges would go away but they didn't. Every time I would jack off recently the things which turned me on more and more were the thoughts of sucking cock. I experimented when I was younger but thought that that's all it was ... experimentation. Since cock had now become a driving force in my fantasy world, it was all I could think about some days.
I went online to fulfill my desire for cock. Mainly it was just watching straight porn and admiring those hung men as they nailed some woman to the mattress. But it all started to turn more and more towards two men fucking. Thats what would really turn me on. Or maybe a couple with a bi male where the lady really got off seeing her partner being pleased by another man.
The next step towards making reality out of fantasy was to start cruising online looking for an opportunity to break out of the normal ho hum life I was living. The woman I was with had no idea but why would she? We hardly ever had sex anymore and we never could discuss sexual things. So I started finding times to break away and try and meet up with men to have some fun.
At first I chickened out repeatedly. I would set up the meet up and would almost get there but then I would bail. How could I really be a cock sucker? Was I gay or bi? What would everyone think? I hit a point though in my cock lust where none of these things mattered. Instead of responding to ads on craigslist, I put up my own ad.
It's Been a While (M4M)
I haven't done this in a while. WM looking for someone to suck. Maybe more. 6'3" 200lbs 6.5cut cock. DDF and HIV- Want to please you.
My hands trembled as I hit the submit button. I wondered what the hell I was doing. I got an email saying it had posted and then the emails started pouring in. Mostly from travelers or young guys. I didn't really respond to the emails with no picture. Then His came through. He said He was an older man who was married and He liked time with guys too. There was a picture of His cock with His hand wrapped around it. It looked to be almost 8 inches long and pretty damn thick.
I hesitated and didn't respond right away. The thoughts that went through my mind that night as I stroked my hard cock were of His nice cock that I'd seen earlier. I thought about what it would be like to feel it in my mouth. To taste the precum and swirl my tongue over the tip. As my cum surged out of my cock all I could think of was that I had to meet Him. As soon as my orgasm was over though those thoughts went away, or so I thought.
The next morning when I got to work I turned on my computer and started to check my email. There was another response to my ad from Him. He said that He was going to be in a nearby town at His rental property doing some maintenance and He would really like to meet me. I didn't know what to do. My mind raced with thoughts. All those objections seemed to loom in my head but the picture of that thick cock seemed to blast every objection away. I simply responded to His email and asked Him where and when He would like to meet.
I must've checked my email 30 times in the next 30 minutes hoping for a response. Then there it was. Simple and to the point. Just an address and just a time. No bull shit... no back and forth... There were no objections. Nothing at this point but cock lust. He wanted to meet in about an hour and It would take me at least 45 minutes to get there. I left my office and went to my car. I almost turned around three times on my way over to the apartment where we would meet, but I didn't. I almost chickened out as I turned onto the street by pulling into a convenience station parking lot. My inner dialogue was intense but as my mind called me a cock sucking faggot for the first time in a long long time I smiled and knew that's exactly what I was and I was ok with it.
I pulled back out onto the street and then slowly cruised down the road looking for the address. I found the complex and then the apartment building and then the particular unit. I breathed deep as I shut off my car and walked up the steps to the unit. I almost panicked when I knocked on the door but as I was about to turn and leave the door swung open and there He was. Truly a man's man. Dark skin from working in the sun. Messed up hair... wearing coveralls. He smiled and invited me in His apartment.