It All Started with a Blow Job

This story is about a man who has casual sex with several men. Not suitable for underage.

Some parts have really happened to me so I decided to make a story out of it. Enjoy, comment here or feedback through my profile Thank you!

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It's my first appointment with the sex therapist and I admit I'm not sure what to expect.

I enter his office and this tall, handsome man shakes my hands and asks to make myself comfortable.

'Thank you for seeing me in such short notice Dr...'

'When you are here I prefer you to call me Jack. No doctor this or doctor that. I just want you to be at ease and treat me like a friend. Here you can say anything you want and however you want.'

'Okay, well thank you Jack. This makes it all easier for me.'

'You don't mind if I call you Will, do you?' said the sex therapist.

'No, please do. I will feel that I'm talking to someone I know instead'

'Instead of keeping the barriers up between us' interrupts Jack smirking. 'So I will make your journey through it all easy, if you tell me why you are here as you would talk to your best friend and remember whatever you say is confidential. To start, are you comfortable enough? Do you need a glass water?'

'No Jack, I'm fine as I am. But do you mind if I take my jumper off? It's nice and hot in here and I feel a bit overdressed'

'Please, go ahead.'

So I take my jumper off and I sit in a very wide armchair and Jack sits not far from me holding a notepad and a pen'

'These are just to keep some notes about our talks. Nothing to worry about. Now Will, tell me how did it all start?' asks Jack.

'I think it must have been about two or three years ago. By then I had been married to Roberta for about eleven years and our sex life was reduced to just being in the same bed at night.' I say without mincing words.

'So it had been a long time since you had sex with your wife. Is that correct?'

'Yes, Jack. Suddenly she did not find me attractive anymore, she was not intimate with me. She was using a different bathroom and also didn't want to see each other naked.'

'Will, did this affect you? Were you worried she was cheating on you? Or'

'I never thought she cheated on me. I thought she was not into sex anymore till one night I found how wrong I was. That night of two-three years ago I woke up and to my surprise Roberta wasn't next to me in bed. So I went downstairs and noticed the light dimmed down and Roberta lying on the sofa with the computer on. She couldn't see me but I could clearly see that she was watching: some lesbian porn and quietly masturbating.'

'Did you confront her that night? Did you say anything?'

'Honestly no, nothing. I was so taken back because I thought she was off sex altogether that seeing her wanking... sorry masturbating'

'Will we said at the beginning you can talk freely here. Don't correct yourself or apologise.'

'I was really shocked to see Roberta wanking to lesbo porn that I didn't know what to do, Jack. I never confronted her. I quietly returned to bed before she noticed me.'

'Are you okay to keep going or do you want to stop? Are you upset?'

'No, Jack, it's fine. Not upset at all. But what happened next involves me this time. A couple of days after my mind was still surprised and puzzled at the thought that someone might prefer to fuck someone of the same-sex. That day there was a problem with the trains at the station and I was stuck after work, trying to get home. I felt at a loss as the departure board seemed not to give any clear indication about the next train so I went to the kiosk to ask for more info. And when the man at the kiosk said that the next train was in about one hour and half and to that I blurted, a bit upset 'What am I supposed to do in all this time?' so he replied grinning. 'You can release the pressure' while suggestively he rubbed his leg up and down.'

I walked away unsure about what he meant. Did he suggest I wank in the loo? And purposelessly I was looking back at him.'

'How did this situation make you feel?' says Jack

'I was still thinking about same sex attraction and something in me stirred. I had to go to the loo anyway and as I entered what was a deserted toilet, I went straight to the urinals to pee. It could have been just a few seconds later and the kiosk man was at the urinal next to mine, unzipped his cock and was gently massaging it. 'I knew you had a first-class dick. I can tell these things.' he said first staring at my cock and then touching it.'

'Did you take his hand away from it? Or did you enjoy his touch?' adds Jack.

And with that I noticed that Jack starts to feel somehow uncomfortable. At first he seems to hide it scribbling on his notebook and then putting one leg over the other.

'I admit I enjoyed his touch. It had been a while since someone was interested in me in that way. So I felt wanted and I wanted to be desired. The man was pleasant, tall, broad shoulders and a good size dick too. By then I decided to touch him back and feel what someone else's dick was like.'

'So what happened next?'

'The kiosk man pulled me in a cubicle and closed the door. It felt amazing to be wanted. It all made me feel I was doing something dangerous and sensual at the same time. He went down on me and started to suck me gently at first and then harder. It felt like he wanted me and my dick unconditionally as sucking me hard was a way to take me raw and manly'

'So you were enjoying a man, that man, making you feel wanted, desired as he was taking your big dick in his mouth.' remarks Jack.

Now I could see what is troubling Jack. All this talk about that man sucking me is making him hard. And judging from the shape his trousers are taking, there is a lot of him.

'Yes' I said maliciously 'I was enjoying that big mouth of his working my shaft down to my balls. I never had such a demanding mouth on my cock. I also wanted him to enjoy my dick so I was holding his head as he sucked me. But then something in me snapped and I wanted him to suck me harder and deeper. To keep my dick in his mouth longer so I pushed his head down and held it. He choked a bit but he loved it. 'You are a fucking animal with that big dick of yours and I know what you want.' he said to me. So he started to pump harder and harder till I said I was cumming but he kept on going. He wanted me so bad, he wanted me in him so he swallowed all the cum I had from several days not wanking. He drank it as it were the best thing he had ever had in his mouth. And at the same time he jizzed a nice big paddle on the floor. Then he reached for my mouth and gave me a long kiss mixed of saliva and my own cum. I grabbed his cock to touch it and it felt great. Then he hurriedly had to go back as he left the kiosk unmanned.'

'So this was your first experience with a man. Correct?'

'Yes it was. It made me feel wanted, masculine and in charge. I never had anyone wanting my dick, my cum and me so much that I felt secure and handsome again. Yes because not having sex for a long while was playing in my mind that there was something wrong with me.'

'And you never discussed this with your wife, did you?'

'No, I never did and I am not sure I'll ever do it. This is that side of me she doesn't need to know as for her I don't need to know about her.'

While I was talking I notice his dick is stirring in Jack's trousers and I want to see how far I can take it. So I recline a bit on the chair, adjust my trousers and my cock, leaving my legs spread just opposite Jack so that he can see my crotch on purpose.

'I am not even sure that she needs to know now that I am more attracted to men now' and as I say that I place a hand on my dick and gently rub it.

'So after that experience, have you been with other men?' Asked Jack with a slight shake in his voice.

'Yes, actually several times. A few times I purposely missed the train home to be sucked dry by the kiosk man' and saying that I stressed sucked dry. 'And also at the gym I had a couple of meetings with other people too'

'Do you want to tell me about them?' asked Jack more and more interested.

'There is a very handsome man that I am particularly interested in. He is tall, hairy, has broad shoulders and a beard. He caught me looking at him in the changing room and smiled back. I undressed and went in the communal showers, hoping he would follow. There were two men already there and the guy used the shower close to me. He started lathering his body, his hair and he went down, down to his dick. He was rubbing and rubbing it looking towards me.'

Saying that I mimicked the man's movements on his body and dick with my hands on my body and close to my dick. This made Jack really uncomfortable so that he lowered his leg and adjusted his trousers. Now his hard cock is completely visible through the trousers and despite he is trying to hide it with the notepad, it's impossible. It's too big, it's there.

'So what happened next?'

'The other two men finished their shower and went. So there was only the two of us left. He came close to me and I couldn't resist. I had to have his big veiny cock for me. I grabbed it and started to suck voraciously. As pleased as he was, he said that someone else could come, so we moved to a cubicle shower where I drained his balls in my mouth and he drained mine in his.'

After that, I am hard and showing. Jack sees it and starts to caress his cock now.

'I saw him a couple of times at the gym and we always ended up draining our ball into each other's mouths.'

'What about anal sex. Have you experienced that too?'

'Yes' I say adjusting my swollen cock for him to see 'That happened in the local park's toilet. On Sunday, I usually take myself for a stroll and I go alone as Roberta has her things to do. Last Sunday I was enjoying the sun on a bench not far from the men's toilet and this big man went in so I had to go in to explore. He was pissing at the urinals and I joined him and placed myself not too close but not too far to check on him.'

Here I notice that Jack's trousers are getting a wet patch or am I wrong?

'This guy looked towards me stroking his dick and indicated the cubicle with a nod of the head. We went in. At first he starts to suck my dick and trust me it felt he wanted to swallow the whole of it. Meanwhile, he played with my hole making me harder. Than I dived on his dick, lapping, sucking, licking his balls. He pulled me up and turned me, whispering in my ear 'I am going to take you like a fucking bitch' so he pounded me hard while he was holding my dick in his hand. Suddenly he says 'I don't want you to shoot. You need to fuck me first'. So he made my hole his, he stretched me to accommodate his big dick and he went down to the hilt of his fucking cock. I could feel it inside of me and I was both horny and satisfied. I could feel his fucking dick sliding in and out and when he shot 4 or 5 times in me I loved the feeling of him, of his cum in me. Then he said "Now take me hard" so I plowed and stretched him hard as he asked and used my precum as lube. Again, I felt like an animal in heat wanting a hole to satisfy. I cummed in him so hard he could remember my dick, me.'

Jack's trousers are now visibly wet, he can't hide it anymore. Precum has soaked through and the fabric looks darker. Suddenly he gets up and his boner is visible, it's there and he is not hiding it anymore. He goes to the window and partially closes the blinds.

'We should be more comfortable this way. I've noticed your erection and you have noticed mine. We can unzip and let our dicks breathe a bit in this way.'

He takes a tissue from a tissue box and says 'Usually these have a different purpose but I need one now' so he goes back to his chair, undoes his trousers and takes his cock out from the front of his boxers and he wipes it. His dick is long, hard and dark. It looks like a good handful. To that I comment 'Nice one Jack. It's been hard to keep it in your trousers so long, eh?'

He looks at me and smiles. 'What about yours? You've seen mine, now take out yours.'

So I unzip my trousers and take my dick out.

'That's better' adds Jack "so I can see the cock so many men want.'

My cock is just a bit bigger and longer than Jack's and now it's starting to dribble precum too.

'You will need a tissue before it gets everywhere' said Jack and he goes to the tissue box handing me one.

He doesn't notice in doing that his dick now is close to me and to my face. But I want it so I grab it and start to suck hard willingly. Does he do it on purpose? I don't care so I keep on sucking avidly.

Then, without saying a word he goes down on his knees and he takes my cock. At first he jerks it and then he sucks harder and harder. He takes my hand and places it on his head. He wants me to force it to take it all, so I oblige.

Now he removes his trousers and wanks his hard dick while he sucks me. He is becoming more demanding and the suction is stronger. He wants me. I can't resist. I shoot in his mouth while he cums on the floor.

'Don't worry.' says Jack 'there's no extra charge. You just need to come here more often.'