If at First You Don't Suc Seed

Hello everyone! I received so much positive feedback from my last story, I thought I would write a follow up story. As before I welcome any feedback positive or negative and hope you enjoy.

First, because these things seem to be important, I am a 34 year old white masculine male. 5'10" 175 lbs, average to athletic build with red hair and green eyes. I am what I would classify as "mostly straight", being physically and emotionally attracted to women, but with a strong urge to explore my sexuality with men. In particular I have a craving to be sexually submissive with men. Prior to the events I'll outline in this story I have only had one experience with a man that, while liberating, was rather anticlimactic and unsatisfying. I won't go into too much detail of that here as I've written an account of that encounter previously.

My desire to submit to a man sexually tends to rise and fall, and usually fantasy and gay porn is enough to satiate it. However I still had yet to fully experience what a true submission or sexual experience with a man was like.

I am a member of a gay dating/hookup website that I had used for my prior experience, so when my urges got to be too strong I logged back on. I took my time looking at profiles and chatting with different men until I finally met the guy that was closest to what i was looking for. He was a mature white guy, well built with the most photogenic cock I had ever seen. His profile said he was a total top looking for sane bottoms to play with. We chatted and agreed to a mutual interest and a potential time to meet. He said there was a barn where he stored his boat and we could explore there.

We exchanged numbers and on the day of our meeting we started to communicate via text rather than the website just because it was easier.

(I will include our text conversation, leaving out names and addresses for the sake of privacy)

Him - Hey it's *******. Address is *********

Gravel driveway at the bend in the road. Follow it up past the side of the white barn red roof. You'll see my silver car there.

Me - Looks like a little bit more than a 40 min drive. I still have to shower. Will let you know once I'm on the way. I've just came down with some "intestinal distress" so anal might not be a good idea. If anal is a must or a want might want to wait until tomorrow. Just letting you know ahead of time.

Him - Sucking is fine with me.

Me - On my way

Him - Ok. What's your eta?

Me - GPS says 859. That ok? We can reschedule if you want. My stomach problem would be better then. Up to you

Him - Sure. Tomorrow when u thinkin?

Me - I'm not backing out, but I would miss being fucked by you today. Still barn tomorrow? That was a hot idea!

Him - No worries. If u feel better or still horny later we can fuck yet tonight

Me - What time tomorrow? Earlier is better. If possible. I'm not a flake. If you just want to get sucked I can. I'm just afraid of something gross happening with more.

Him - I have the shower attachment so you could always use that if u think I need to.

Me - I'm stretching my bravery as it is. I wouldn't enjoy it if I'm afraid of shitting on you. Oral tonight or more tomorrow. Your choice.

Him - Let me finish here. We could do oral thru the glory hole or dark room scene at my place. I'm all sweaty now. Gonna want to rinse off. Wont be long.

Me - Just an fyi. From my past experience once I do one thing I probably won't want to again for quite awhile so no promises that if I suck you tonight I'll be game tomorrow.

Him - Ok so that means it's best to do something tonight.

Me - Ok. I don't know the address though. I'll turn back around and be waiting on your call.

Him - I live on *********. I'll be home in 15 min.

Me - Should I still head towards ***** then?

Him - Yes

Me - I pulled over in ******

Him - I'm on my way home now. I'll have you walk in the back of the house and come in the lower patio door by the hot tub. Need 10 min. I hate rushing. Lol.

Me - Option of tomorrow is still there if you don't want to rush. I'll still have the desire then. It builds and builds until I do something about it. Then once I do, it fades. But like I said it's up to you.

Him - No. You're here.

Me - Ok. I just try to be as honest as I can.

Him - Of course. Jumping in the shower now.

Me - Can you give me the address I'll wait in the drive until your ready.

Him - ********* Wait at the beginning of the driveway. I'm drying off and texting you. Btw. I have a long driveway. Getting some porn on. I'll tell u When to drive up.

(break in conversation as I find his driveway)

Him - Are you at the driveway??

Me - I think so. Is there a sign that says private road?

Him - yes

Me - Come now or wait?

Him - When u drive in . Home on left. Park in front ...but walk around back like I said. In by hot tub patio. You can come.

Me - Ok

With that, I finished the drive up to his house. I won't lie, the entire time my heart was beating so hard i could hear it and I asked myself more than once, "What the fuck am I doing? Turn around, this is crazy!", but horny beat out scared and there I was parked in front of his house.

I got out and followed his directions by walking around to the back. There was a sliding glass door and a red light on above it. I opened it up and walked in more nervous then I can ever remember.

I heard a deeper voice to my left say, "Over here", and I followed it to find a door with a hole in it and a ottoman in front of it. The top of the door was cut off so he could see me, but I couldn't see him.

"Take off your clothes" he instructed me and I turned with my back to the door and took off my clothes.

I have an amazing ass and I know it. This may sound like I am full of myself, but it is what I get most, if not all, of my attention on the website for, so turning my back was just an excuse to show off. I could feel him watching me and I started to get excited. My nerves were starting to calm down as my arousal grew.

I turned back around and saw his already hard cock protruding out through the hole of the door. The pictures where not a lie, it was an absolutely gorgeous cock! It was big enough to be sexy, with a nice big mushroom head, but not so big as to be scary.

I walked back over to the door and got down on my knees, face to face, so to speak, for the first time with a truly hard cock! I started out just reaching out and touching it and marveling at how it was hard but the skin was so soft. I've jerked myself off, but this was a way different experience. I used my thumb and rubbed that special little spot where the underside of the head meets the shaft and given the soft moan and the way he leaned further into door I could tell he approved.

That did it, knowing I had submitted to him and was giving him pleasure removed any other hesitancy I had. I leaned in and for the first time put a rock hard cock in my mouth. I am not a fan of hard, fast blowjobs myself, so I started sucking softly, slowly, letting my tongue explore his cockhead and piss hole.

Every time he would moan or thrust or encourage me a shiver ran up my spine, made me want to please him even more. I was rock hard by now as well and he told me to stand up and put it through the door. I did and he sucked me for a very short time before he stood up too and opened the door.

He walked past me to his couch and sat down in front of a TV showing gay porn and told me to follow him. He leaned back and again, I dropped to my knees in front of him and started to pleasure him with my mouth. I did a more complete job now with the door not being in the way. I would suck him slowly, every once in awhile pulling him out of my mouth to run my tongue around the ridge at the bottom of his cock head. He started thrusting into my mouth and my God, what a primal feeling that was!

He asked if I wanted to fuck, but I couldn't, not with my stomach problems. I wasn't lying about that and I really didn't want to risk shitting on him or the carpet, so I sank back on my haunches and watched him play with his cock.

I turned around so he could look at my ass and asked him if that helped. He asked if he could rub on it and I said yes. I turned around on all fours and arched my back like a slut and he got down behind me. Feeling his hard cock slide up and down my ass crack and hole was exhilarating so I put my face in the carpet and ass in the air.

I could tell there were a few times he tried me, as I felt gentle pressure on my hole as his cock head tried to wiggle in, but he never pushed past the ring, he gave me that much respect. He kept rubbing his cock on my ass until I felt a hot splash up my back as he came on me.

He wiped my back off with a towel and sat back on the couch. I sat next to him and tried to jerk off as we kind of made small talk but I couldn't cum. Eventually things started getting awkward so I put on my clothes. He thanked me, I thanked him and he walked me to my car.

I drove home and jerked off and had one of the biggest orgasms I Have ever had.

I guess technically I still have not had the full experience of getting fucked, but I was extremely satisfied with this encounter. The urge to be with a man has subsided again, but I know who I am calling next time if it comes back. Hopefully my stomach cooperates next time.

If and when I do, let me know if you, the reader, wants me to write it up. If you are reading this like I read countless stories on Literotica as I was building up courage then I hope this story help you. If you can do so safely, try it and let me know. Until then, happy reading.