I've been with the same woman for well over a decade. When we first met we had sex constantly. She even held a sex toy party at our house with her girlfriends and allowed me to watch as all of the girls she invited talked about what toys they'd use on themselves and what toys they'd use on their spouses. I was in heaven.
Then it all came to an abrupt halt. Menopause showed up and she lost all interest. We grew distant and basically turned into roommates. Then my dad died. I wound up driving cross country to sort out his affairs and prepped the house for sale.
As I spent weeks going through everything and eventually emptying out the house, I turned to web sites to find satisfaction while I was away from my woman. I saw a site that offered prostate stimulators and I bought one to use while I jacked off. With that one "toy," I found a pleasure that I've never experienced before. As I searched online for more subjects related to prostate stimulation, I found an ad for a gay hookup site--no, not that one--it was Squirt.
As I explored the site, I found the cruising section that listed places to meet guys and play and located a bathhouse in the area. I decided to finally step over that line and one day I drove to check it out.
I'd never done anything like this before and I was apprehensive as I talked myself into it and nervously entered the place. I paid for a locker and went in. I felt like a spotlight was on me the whole time. I was so nervous. I undressed, wrapped the way too small towel around my naked body and started to explore.
I felt like I was walking through a haunted house. The walls were plywood painted black with doors every 12 feet or so. Some were open and as I looked in I saw naked guys lying on beds in these small rooms--some on their backs, some on their stomachs.
I kept exploring and I found a steam room and went inside. I couldn't see anything and decided to sit and wait. Eventually guys walked in and some checked me out, but most were passing through. One rather large guy sat next to me and touched my thigh. I wasn't interested and said no thanks and he left without complaint.
A few minutes passed and another guy walked in and sat opposite from me against the wall. I could barely see him through the steam, but from what I could see he looked interesting. More people entered and I moved to a partitioned area with a bench in a corner of the steam room to see what would happen. A few moments later, the guy followed me and stood above me. The steam was thick and all I could see was a shape. He moved closer and I could see more of him and he was in fit with a tight body. He reached down and stroked my thigh. I swallowed hard and stayed still. He moved down and kneeled between my legs. He moved his hands over my knees and up my thighs and they met at my crotch and he opened my towel. My breathing increased as I froze and let him do whatever he wanted.
His hands closed in on my growing cock. Feeling his hands on me made me shudder and I became rock hard. His face slowly moved closer to my thighs and his lips started kissing from my knees steadily closer to my groin. I moaned softly and started shaking as I realized that I was really going to let this happen.
He kissed his way up until he was nuzzling my balls. My head was back against the tiled wall as he worked his way closer to my cock.