This was told to me briefly by a reader who is currently in college, so it's an ongoing situation. He recently discovered he is bi and wanted me to write this from his perspective. Enjoy!
I woke up and came into reality for today. My morning wood was tenting the thin sheet laying over my athletic body. I squinted my eyes open and slowly glanced over to my roommate, Jack in his bed three feet away. He was face down and his covers were mostly off, letting his ass breathe. His leg was pulled up and I could see his hole. Maybe today would be the day I'd finally penetrate that barrier.
Ever since he walked in on me jerking off in our first week living together last semester, I could tell he was obsessed with me. He saw that I was hung like a horse, a fact I had confirmed through many competitions in high school against cocky guys who claimed to have a big dick. All I had to do was whip it out at a party, and even soft it would usually dwarf them. He followed me around and kept asking to get meals together. When he acted like a little lap dog to me, IĀ mostly humored him and honestly enjoyed the attention. It never occurred to me he might be gay. If anything I thought he just thought I was an "alpha male" or "sigma male" or something like that, since he was kind of a quiet loner. He quickly became like the little brother I never had, even though he's actually a few months older than me. About a week after the jerking off incident, I woke up in the night, sensing something near me, I quickly turned around and found him standing above my bed. He recoiled and jumped into his bed and under the covers immediately, not saying anything. I was still squinting but I was pretty sure I had seen a boner.
"What's going on?" I asked, confused and sleepy.
"Nothing, just came back from the bathroom." He said, a little defensively.
"Were you jerking off?" I asked, still not fully cognizant, but starting to piece things together.
He stayed quiet for a minute, then quietly muttered, "Yeah, sorry."
I felt bad for him, and because I'm an idiot it didn't hit me yet that he was jerking off to me. I just wanted to comfort him for being embarrassed.
I offered, "No worries, bro. You literally caught me doing the same thing!"
"Yeah, but..." He trailed off.
Then the realization hit me like a freight train. "Oh shit," I said quietly, more to myself than to him, "You're gay for me."
Through his silence, even in the dark, I could sense his deep feeling of dread as I said that. I immediately felt a pity, sympathizing with his sensitive demeanor and everything he's probably had to go through as a closeted gay boy. When my cousin came out as gay, her parents were pissed for some dumb religious reason, and my mom told me to give her a hug and tell her I love her the next time I saw her. When I did so at school the next day, she started crying and said it was exactly what she needed. Remembering that moment, I took the idea and stepped over to Jack's bed and looked into his eyes. Tears were welling up. He looked up at me with uncertainty.
I leaned down and gave him a hug, and said, "It's all good bro. Nothing but love." I felt him relax in my arms, and hug me back. After a long embrace, I sat back on his bed and chatted with him lightly for a bit. Even though he was having a little perv sesh right above me earlier, I didn't think of him as a creep. He was just a guy, and unfortunately for him, what makes him horny is other guys. He's the one stuck with me, not the other way around. I knew he had a lot going on in his head when he was quiet all the time, and I just wanted to let him know he could chat to me about anything that was bothering him, and that things wouldn't change between us. I ended up falling asleep next to him on his bed, lying on my back as usual. What woke me up later was the game changer, confirming that things would no longer be the same.