I love cum. I didn't know this until I was over 30 years old. But once I realized it, wow! I first started down this road to discovery while looking at straight porn. I started out liking the basic stuff, girls getting fucked hard by big dicks. Then I started really liking lesbian action. I still love watching two hot girls suck each others juicy cunts. Gradually however, I started getting into watching hot girls sucking cocks and then really focused on the cumshots. After awhile, I started wondering what it would be like to suck a cock myself. Then I started fantasizing about it. Then I started wanting to do it. Then, I couldn't wait to feel a hard slab of man meat fucking my face cunt.
My problem was I was looking for a certain kind of guy that I would like to suck. I didn't want a guy that would "look down" on me. I didn't want a guy that was too old or too fat or whatever. I was having trouble finding my perfect guy. I also didn't know how to approach a guy for that sort of thing. By then I had discovered glory holes and even had my cock sucked a few times. I couldn't make myself reciprocate though. I still wanted to know what kind of guy I was sucking.
Then one year on vacation, I went to an adult bookstore (abs). I looked around at all the videos and toys for a while to get myself worked up. Then I bought a token to enter the promised land, the private booths. I walked around a bit to see what all was going on. Most guys were in the booths with the doors shut. One older, overweight guy was jacking off with the door open but he didn't fit my "profile." So, I went to my own booth and started watching some porn. I left my door open a little to try and create interest. It worked. I started noticing a guy walking past my door multiple times. He was a young Hispanic guy, early to mid-twenties and slight of build.
Then, he stopped and started looking in while I was jacking. He opened my door a little and watched more brazenly. When I didn't say anything, he correctly interpreted the invitation and stepped in. He just watched me jacking for a few minutes as he pulled his own modest cock out of his pants. Here I was, sitting on a bench while a hot young guy was standing near me with his dick just a few inches away from my hungry mouth. He asked me if I wanted to touch it and I nodded. This was a huge step. I reached out and took his tool in my right hand and just held it for a moment. Then I started stroking it gently. He was obviously enjoying the attention and proceeded to ask if I wanted to kiss it. Well, this was the moment I had been waiting years for. A hot guy was asking me to kiss his dick. I needed no further prompting. I bent forward and, for the first time in my life, took another man's cock in my mouth. He was only about 5 inches and not real thick so I had no trouble taking it all the way. I marveled at the texture. It was so hard and yet so soft. Well, we traded sucking each other for a few minutes and then he jacked off while sucking me. After he came, spooked and ran out like the place was on fire.