*This fictional story contains gay incest between father and son. All characters are over 18*
This story happened when I was 42 years old. At that time it had been ten years since I had separated from my wife because I discovered what I wanted in life. The decision to abandon my current lifestyle also resulted in not living with my son, the only reason I didn't take the plunge sooner. He was only eight years old when I left home, but I promised him that he would never miss me and that's how it was: we continued to spend a lot of time together, weekends, vacations... I remember that he was a sweet, lively and childish boy, but I saw him become into an attractive adult and increasingly responsible man.
Since I had a stable job at the time of the divorce, I decided to buy an apartment in the same city, not far from the house that my wife stayed with, that way my son Matthew could come whenever he wanted. As the apartment was for me alone, I only needed a living room with a kitchen, a bathroom and a bedroom. Although I had few rooms, the size of the apartment was enough for me. There I continued until the moment in which the story that I am going to tell begins.
I have never had a partner since I got divorced. I've had some friends and some flings, but never a couple. So, apart from some bars that I frequented, the only way I had to meet people is through Grindr. Over there I met quite a few guys to have a drink and for whatever came up.
One spring night, when it was starting to get a little hot, after dinner I started to watch TV, but I was pretty bored. I decided to go on Grindr to find someone to meet. On Grindr I used to be quite discreet, I only had a photo of my body with my face cut off, but I had no problem sending as many photos as necessary. People used to describe me as a bear: I was tall and burly, but I also had a belly. Quite a lot of hair all over the body, a bushy beard and close-cropped hair. In general, I liked dating men my age, although I didn't shut down when a young man talked to me.
That night I received a message from a profile with a photo similar to mine: a faceless boy sitting on a stone wall. His profile description confirmed that he was eighteen years old. We started talking and I found him to be quite a nice guy. The conversation progressed nicely to the inevitable question asked on this app: "What brings you here?" At my age, I was no longer looking for a serious relationship, I was very comfortable single. Like I said, I had the app to have a drink and, if it came up, to fuck. I told the boy that this was what I was looking for and that I understood that he, due to his age, probably wasn't looking for the same thing.
"Maybe that's what I'm looking for," he replied. I began to think that I had never been with someone so young and that I wouldn't mind doing it. I was pretty excited that night, so it wasn't hard for me to follow the conversation. He kept telling me that he didn't have much experience, that he had only given handjobs and a few blowjobs to a boy he was with, but they never got any further. I told him that it didn't matter, that blowjobs were enough to have a good time, to which he replied that he really liked giving them.
"I'm sure a man like you has a huge cock," he told me. The conversation we were having had indeed made it quite hard for me, so I decided to take a photo of myself to send it to him. The boy was not on the wrong track: my dick was big. It was about eight inches tall and quite thick, circumcised and a bit hairy, with a few veins that stood out. "Is it what you imagined?" I told him after sending him the photo.
He seemed to like it, because after that he suggested that we could meet to fuck. This made me super horny, so much so that I couldn't help but grab my cock to jerk off. He accompanied his proposal with a photo of his pompous ass on all fours. Now that was an ass! White, without any hair, pink asshole, a perfect shape. I really wanted to put it in. "I'm home alone, you can come if you want. But first I'd like to see a picture of you," I said. I had it in the bag. The photo was the last step before giving someone my direction; I like to know who I'm fucking before doing it. He sent me the photo.
I was totally petrified. I recognized the brown curls, the brown eyes and the sweet face of my son. I didn't know how to react, I put my phone down and started to think. I had discovered that my son had already given blowjobs, that he used Grindr and that he took dirty photos of himself. I had been attracted to him, and he to me when I showed him my cock. Then the realization hit me that I sent my own son a picture of my cock! Would he have realized it was me? It was unlikely, since he had never seen me like this. But what if he had, and that's why he'd followed the conversation? I decided to go to sleep, even though my horny was still there and my dick was still hard.
The next weekend he would come to spend it with me and I didn't know whether to bring it up or not. I chose to act as if nothing had happened, even though inside I was very nervous. Besides seeing my own son in that situation, there was a chance that he might have recognized me. When Friday afternoon arrived, my son showed up at home, I noticed that everything was as usual on his part, so I deduced that he knew nothing. After catching up at dinner, we each sat at one end of the sofa to continue chatting. I couldn't help but look at him, imagine him in the pose in the photo.
I finally decided to tell him about what happened. I first asked him if he had a boyfriend; he had come out to me a few months ago. He said no, so I had to figure out a little more to bring it up. I started with a string of questions like if he had already been with boys, if he had done it with protection and all the others that occurred to me. The information was the same as what he had told me days ago on Grindr, but I couldn't say that I already knew it. I directly asked him if he used the app, to which he replied no.