Editor's note: this story contains scenes of non-consensual or reluctant sex.
Sitting on the ground with some privacy granted by the picket fence, John seemed to be resting comfortably, snoring lightly, but not loudly enough to attract the attention of anyone passing by. I hadn't seen or heard anything more from Bert and his girl, whom I suspected might very well be a local. In fact, I think she may be a waitress at one of the local bars just off of the boardwalk. Bert may have been hitting on her and kept drinking until she got off work.
I had not seen Bert earlier in the evening when I had observed several of his friends. He was a bulkier type, not at all overweight, but more the quarterback or rugby type. Maybe a wrestler as well, as was John, but of a heavier weight class. From where I sat I could see the front door and while I hoped he would be left alone soon, not just because he was of interest, but there were other fields to mine inside as well. This woman that returned with him could spoil many plans.
Well, in the meantime I could enjoy a few more of John's treasures while I waited. The pillow I had placed earlier under John's abdomen gave just enough elevation for me to reach around his waist and unfasten his belt and chinos. Rocking his hips slightly from side to side I was able to work his pee (my pee remember) soaked slacks down his legs. Oh why not, I went ahead and removed his shoes and slowly started to peel off his socks, reveling in his personal manly smell that exuded from them. Lifting first one leg and then the other the chinos were now off and tossed to the side, for the first time I had John naked from the waist down. There was no muscle tone. I could lift his legs, move them side to side and he still showed no reaction. He still had not a clue of what a traitor his body had become.
Moving the pillow just a bid lower hiked his cute bubble butt up in such an inviting way. I just had to start by running both hands over these globes and slide my palms slowly down his peach fuzz covered legs until I at last worked my fingers between each of his toes. He was mine and his body had no intention of allowing him to interfere.
He continued to breath with just a light rattle now and again assuring me of the level of his consciousness. Working my way back up his legs I separated them just enough to have a clear view of his cock and balls lying under him between his legs. He was soft for now, but that would change as I started to massage his prostate.
First I had to get a direct whiff of what was trapped between those beautiful cheeks. Separating them gently, slowly, but surely I opened a path large enough to get my face close up to his virgin pucker. I nudged it with my nose. I drank it all in.
It was not necessary to have him in constraints fighting me. I knew, even then, what I would later document for the military. Just how demoralizing being taken down sexually could be.
Women who have been raped have dealt with this for years. Silently, often for their entire lifetimes. Some of this has now started to become public. But, if you think women were silent, that is nothing next to a man that has been taken. Some people insist that women bring it on themselves, tempting, teasing, becoming an attractive nuisance, as insurance companies label such things. Then the women are led to even believe it. A man, most would insist can not be raped.
The man that has been raped, doubts not only why this would happen to him, but the very core of his masculinity. He too wonders, and at times believes that in some way he wanted, attracted this, but NO, that can't be, he's straight, pure heterosexual, he's been programed that way from the beginning. Rough tough, a man, in charge, in control.
This led to the research that I did for the joint commission of the armed forces. They paid me to take a dozen of their toughest soldiers from each branch, Army, Navy, Air Force, Marines and do comparison studies. I had free reign to place them in P.O.W. conditions and to try anything to break them while leaving no marks and no broken bones or physical injury.