Chapter Eight : When In Doubt
{NOTE TO READERS: There is no actual full blown sex in these two chapters, but if you are reading this book these two chapters are very important to the story line, and the next chapters won't make much sense if you skip these. And come on, we all know everyone reading this could use a little rest about now. If you know what I mean? lol }
I awoke early Wednesday morning, I at first thought I was back in Medford and had had a wonderfully strange dream for I felt the warmth of a slender body against my side and my hand was resting on a firm, taunt, smooth ass. I thought I was at home waking up with Tina, but once I opened my eyes I realized where I was. Jake was cuddled up next to me under the covers in my bed of our dorm room. I was a little shocked at first, having mistaken Jakes smooth ass for Tina's, but mostly I was shocked at having actually slept with another guy. My life was just becoming a world filled with new firsts, and now I could add to the list, having shared a bed with another guy for an entire night. I admit I was somewhat panicked at first but after a few seconds I calmed down and actually felt happy, it just felt natural to actually sleep with Jake last night, and it felt good to awake to the feel of his warm naked body next to mine. I softly rubbed his bare ass under the covers and he stirred a little and made an almost purring sound, I softly laughed.
I turned my head and looked at Jake. He looked so peaceful and happy laying there asleep. I reached my hand to his head and gently ran my fingers through his hair and down around his ear and across his cheek. His skin was so smooth and silky. I ran my fingers down his neck and over his shoulder and back up to his face where I circled his large, moist, soft lips. I stroked his hair and kissed his forehead and quietly and gently rolled myself out of my bed and headed off to the bathroom.
I stood in front of one of the mirrors in the bathroom and stared at the image looking back at me. 'Who are you?' I asked myself. I had been your normal nineteen year old small town boy just three days ago, and now, I didn't even recognize the person staring back at me in the mirror.
I turned on the faucets and splashed some water on my face. I watched in the mirror as the water flowed off my face and dripped into the sink. 'Who are you?' I asked myself again.
I looked over to the bathroom door and just stared at it for a few minutes. I didn't know why or what I expected to have happen with the door, but I just stared at it. In some way I was hoping it would magically turn into the bathroom door back home and all of what had happened the past two nights would be a dream. But then I also hoped that Jake would walk through that door and we would have wild crazy sex all day long.
I turned back and splashed more water unto my face. I stood staring down into the sink, shaking my head, rubbing warm water unto my face. Was this to be who I was? Was I to become a person of duality, who when at home would be that normal small town boy with a girlfriend and nothing to worry or care about, but when I was away from all I knew, in the big city, at college, I would be a Master to others and have awesome, crazy gay sex? I splashed more water on my face and grabbed a towel and buried my face in it. I breathed in deeply and held my breath for a few seconds before exhaling into the towel. I looked back into the mirror.
"Well, you are what you are." I told the image looking back at me. "You might as well enjoy it as long as you enjoy it."
I smiled at myself in the mirror. 'So that's it?' I asked the image in the mirror. I decided to let this play out at least until after Tina came to visit this weekend, then depending on what I did, and what she did, I would have to make the biggest decision in my life. 'You know something,' I said to my image in the mirror. 'You're either the luckiest bastard in the world, or the craziest.' I dropped the towel on the counter and walked back into my dorm room.
Jake was still asleep in my bed, he looked so content and comfortable I hated to disturb him. I quietly walked over and picked up my camera and began snapping some photos. I reached down and gently pulled the covers off of him and took some more photos as Jake lay there naked. Jake stirred in the bed and rolled over unto his back and blinked his eyes open.
"Good morning." I whispered as I kept taking pictures.
"Morning," he sighed as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes and looked up at me taking pictures of him. "I see you're up early."
"Yeah, I've been awake for a little while now." I zoomed in and snapped a few close up photos of his face.
"No," He raised his hands to shield his face. "I must look a mess just waking up." He laughed.
"Yeah you do," I laughed. "But such a beautiful mess you are."
I clicked a couple more pictures and sat down on the foot of my bed. Jake stretched and yawned and sat up in the bed, propping a pillow behind his back.
"You like taking pictures, don't you?"
"Yeah," I replied looking down at the camera and then raised it up and snapped a shot of his face. "It's what I'm going to school for actually."
"So you want to be a photographer?"
"Photos and film actually," I said smiling at him. "I want to make movies someday."
"Oh," Jake cooed as he leaned closer to me and gently let his fingers run up and down my arm. "Can I star in one of them?"
"Only one?" I asked laughing. "I think I could do a lot of films starring you." I lifted his hand up and kissed his fingers. "I could do an entire series with you my friend."
"Cool." He whispered.
Jake leaned back on the pillow and looked around the room and then back to me.
"So what's on your agenda for today?"
"Absolutely nothing," I replied. "And you?"
"About the same I guess," he answered glancing over to the clock. "It's only seven thirty?"
"Yeah, I usually get up early." I laughed.
"And stay up late." Jake laughed as he lifted his foot and placed it between my legs and wiggled his toes against my cock.
"Well it's you who keeps me up all night." We both laughed.
"So what should we do?" Jake asked still wiggling his toes in my crotch. I reached down and lifted his foot from my crotch.
"Well, first off I think he needs a couple hours of rest yet," I winked at Jake as I ran my hand up his smooth leg. "As does he I presume." I said as my hand reached his soft cock.
"Yeah I think they could both use a few more hours of rest."
I got up from the bed, when I did Jake pushed me with his foot on my ass. I stumbled a little and walked over and picked up my phone.
"Who are you calling?" Jake inquired.
"I thought I'd give Brody a little early morning surprise," I laughed. "You know, just to get his reaction. Now where did he leave it?"
"Awesome," Jake said climbing out of bed. "He wrote his number down over here." Jake walked over to his dresser and handed me the piece of paper with Brody's number on it. I dialed the number and after setting my phone in speaker mode, set the phone on my desk and waited. After four rings the call was answered.
"Hello." A voice said softly.
"Hi," I answered. "Is this Brody?"
"Yeah," The voice said in almost a whisper. "Who's this?"
"Your new friends from last night Brody," I answered. "Do you remember us?"
There was about a thirty second pause of silence on the other end of the phone, followed my some ruffling noise and movement.
"Yes, yes I remember," Brody said softly. "I will never forget you two."
"Cool, I'm glad to here that," I said as I poked Jake in the side.
"Hi Brody, its Jake," Jake chimed in. "How are you this morning?"
"Hi Jake," Brody answered. "I'm doing great, how about you?"
"I'm doing awesome..." Jake replied but I interrupted him.
"Brody," I scolded. "What gives? You say hi to Jake but not to me?"
