Final chapter! As par for this series, multiple sex scenes present but a lot of story between.
Quick review of characters: Dylan (MC). Noah (conservative bf/ex). Alexander/Xander (hook up/revenge bf).
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"Hi, honey!" Noah opened the door smiling.
I couldn't bring myself to step in. "Noah, you need to break up with me."
"I beg your pardon? Come inside."
"I don't think I should."
"Are you okay?"
Ugh! He was concerned about me! "I cheated on you, like 30 minutes ago."
He laughed. "That's funny. Are you going to come in now? I'm too hungry to play along with your jokes in the doorway."
"I'm not joking! Today, when I asked you to visit me at my internship, I wanted to make out with you in one of the unused closets. I sent you the room number, remember? So, I waited for you there and didn't see your message that you couldn't make it until after... I thought you came, but um, you turned off the lights..."
"That wasn't me."
"Yes, I know that now! Well, I knew then, well, not the whole time. Just... at the end." I think I felt my cheeks pinken.
He grabbed my shoulders. "Were you forced, Dylan? Fucking shit!! I'm calling the police."
"No, no! I wasn't! Really!"
"It sure sounds like it."
"I wasn't forced. I thought it was you. I mean some things felt off, but I had been soooo horny all day, and he would have stopped, but I... it was too late." I gulped. I sounded ridiculous. But I had wanted to be honest.
"He made you feel good?"
I barely whispered out, "Yeah."
"Shit." He hugged me! I definitely didn't deserve that. "It's okay, honey. You didn't know."
I opened my mouth but didn't know what to say.
"How did you realize it wasn't me?"
I was red as a tomato as I answered quietly, "He played with my hole."
His fingers dug into my skin, and he took deep breaths. "I'm sorry it wasn't me for your first penetration."
Eeeeww why did he say it like that? And, darn it. I had to come clean about the other thing too.
"Um..." I pulled back. "This wasn't my first time."
"What?" The shock and brevity of his question almost came out bland.
"I'm not a virgin anymore. When we broke up over the summer, I..."
He let go of me as if burned. "Double shit!! With fucking who? No, don't tell me. What the fuck, Dylan?! I thought we had agreed to wait."
"Um, I never said I wanted to wait. But that's not the point. It was with-"
"No, don't tell me." His eyebrows drew together. "You're a slut."
Those words hit me like a slap to the face with how vehemently he said them. He looked fine when I said I cheated, but when I said I'm not a virgin anymore, he looked at me like... Like he was angry like a normal person. His hands balled into fists and relaxed, then balled into fists and relaxed again.
"I forgive you. I'll help you repent for your indecent behavior. We don't need to change things. I'll just have to watch you closer."
"Are you serious right now?" My bottom lip wiggled with emotion.
"Yes."
"I'm apologizing for being unfaithful today, but I'm not apologizing for having sex when we were broken up. That was my choice, and I don't have to 'atone' for that. Your beliefs don't have to be mine-"
"Just come inside already."
"Noah, this isn't-"
"I said it's fine! I forgive you!"
"Stop cutting me off!! And you shouldn't forgive me! I was with someone else! Twice! But I don't need to 'repent' for consensual sex."
"It was the same guy both times?"
"Yes, it was-"
"Don't tell me!"
"Xander."
"Who's that?"
"I mean, Alexander."
"You have a pet name for him?"
"Not really..." Was that a pet name or like a nickname between friends? I couldn't think of anyone else that called him that, though.
"I knew he had a thing for you! He's always watching you. But we're not breaking up. He doesn't get to have you."
"Uhmm, I wasn't thinking of dating him. And no one 'has me.'"
"Obviously. You're my boyfriend."
"I don't think I should be. For multiple reasons."
"Stop saying that. Everyone says we're good together."
"You want to keep dating me, because people say we're good together?"
"You're just looking for an excuse to shack up with Alexander, aren't you?"
My jaw dropped, but maybe I deserved that. I gulped. "I really think we should break up, Noah."
"Fine, I don't want to date a slut anyways." He shut the door in my face.
I had trouble falling asleep that night. The conversation with Noah was so awkward and weird. I can't believe I cheated. Who am I? Honestly, I deserved Noah's anger, but I didn't think I deserved... the other stuff. I didn't want his forgiveness, and also... I didn't want to be his boyfriend anymore. The worst part between the guilt was that I also kept having intrusive thoughts about Xander... and his cock. I wish the closet hadn't been so dark so I could've seen it! I'm a horrible person. But not in the way Noah kept pushing on me...
The next day, I avoided Alexander like the plague, but it was difficult, because he showed up wherever I went! He waited by my locker, trapping me with an arm.
"Why do you keep running away? Afraid your boyfriend will see?"
"Noah and I broke up. How could I still be with him after what we- I did?" I ran off.
When he found out I was single, he upped his chasing game. He intercepted me in the hallways on the way to class, but I made a 180 turn every time. Eventually, he got the point.
After that, the next few days, I could feel Alexander's eyes tracking me, but he didn't purposefully get in my space. I went about my days as normal as possible, throwing my energy into homework and club activities and sports practices.
Noah basically ignored me. Our mutual friends were starting to catch on that we weren't together. I could only make up so many excuses to miss lunch with them. This break up felt worse than the last time.
More than a few people made snide comments. I didn't retort back anything. That seemed to cause the most confusion.
Until, one day, I showed up at school, and everyone was whispering about me. I heard more than a few derogatory terms thrown my way.
It made sense when I made it to my locker. In big red paint, "SLUT" was written on it. A crowd had gathered to see my reaction.
Tears built in my eyes, but I didn't let any fall. Noah caused this. It wasn't even the graffiti. It was that Noah would try to hurt me... like this. I also knew he'd never do this himself. He must have instigated someone. There had been a handful of people who acted differently towards me since Noah and I had broken up this time.
I turned around with a smile and walked through everyone directly to the art room. I found paint of my own, and finished defacing my own locker.
It now read "PRINCE SLUT."
I turned to the growing amount of people and said, "I'm the best at everything I do. I'm not just a slut. I'm THE Prince Slut, and don't you forget it."
The crowd whooped and hollered.
The only person who looked disappointed and angry was Myles.
That bitch.
I let things cool down for a few classes, but after fourth period, I cornered Noah and pushed him against a wall. He was way stronger than me. He could've stopped me, but he cowered.
That coward.
"Just because I've been nice to you doesn't mean I'll tolerate anything further."
"Eff you. I didn't efface your locker."
"But you certainly catalyzed it. You won't receive a second warning."
Noah seemed to deflate. I walked away.
A few of my other friends kept me company as much as they could. Ashley was the only one that knew what I had done. He laughed at my semi-accidental adultery! Said I was punishing myself waaaay too harshly and that even a prude like Noah didn't seem to care.
An afternoon when I came home from school, one of the maids said I had a friend visiting in the kitchen. I thought Ashley wasn't coming over until later?
Except, when I rounded the corner into the kitchen...
Alexander was in my kitchen! Lucie was feeding him and chatting his ear off, like they were long lost friends!!
"What a nice, respectful man. Dylan, bring him around more often," she said pointing to the dark haired devil siting at my kitchen island when she finally noticed me.
Nice? Respectful? This... this... sinner! Ew, I sounded like Noah.
Lucie was usually such a good judge of character. How did Alexander weasel his way into her good graces?
I grabbed him and took him to the outside patio, so there would be less staff to overhear us.
I sat on an ornate metal bench with cushions. Instead of sitting at its chair equivalent, he sat right next to me, spreading his legs and taking up much more space than he needed to.
"What are you doing here?" I looked at him through narrowed eyes to give him the feeling I was looking down at him, though he's taller than me, even on the bench.
"I miss you. You won't talk to me at school. You won't answer my messages. You won't even look at me."
He placed his hand on my shoulder, which I shrugged off.
He rerouted to my leg.
"We have nothing to do with each other," I stated.
"Don't we?" He contoured.
Xander's hand, burning me through my pants, shifted closer to my inner thigh. My breath caught.
"I really shouldn't..." I mumbled and turned my head away. Though I didn't push his hand off my leg like I should have.
"You really should, love nugget." His breath ghosted my neck. I shivered and definitely didn't tilt my head for more access. His chest pressing against my arm rumbled. "You are a single man, after all."
"Thanks to you," I said in an unpleasant manner.