Chuck pulled his pants up, and said, "Fuck, I need a cigar after that!"
"Go get one." I said, stirring my drink. "I'll meet you outside."
He went back to his place, and I sat down with my drink. He came back out, sat down beside me, and lit his cigar. He sat there silently puffing away, then took a pull of his beer. "That was fucking hot!" I said, putting my hand on his leg. "I came so good!"
"Yeah, I did too." He replied softly. "I have to admit, it was hot watching you cum."
"Yeah, I was really turned on doing it while you watched. I always love that. And I really liked you playing with my nipple. That always makes me cum really good."
"I didn't even know that was a thing." He admitted. "Guess I've never thought about guys' nipples."
"Oh, it's definitely a thing!"
"I guess. I've never tried it."
"Hmmmm well maybe next time I'll play with yours, and see if you like it."
"Ok." He said, sounding a little unsure of that. He puffed on his cigar. "So, um, was that your boyfriend that picked you up last night?"
"Jason? Oh, no! He's just a friend."
"But you guys, um, have sex though right?"
"Oh yeah we do." I giggled. "He fucks me like I'm his whore! But he's not my boyfriend. I'm not into all that. I'm way too slutty to be committed to someone."
"Damn!" He said, turning a little red. "Sorry, I'm still getting used to someone calling themselves a whore, slut and cocksucker."
"Well, I do have a filthy mouth! But you seem to like it."
"I do like it." He chuckled, then puffed on his cigar. "Ok, well, I was a little worried he would catch me staring, and think something was up."
"Fuck, he wouldn't care. In fact, if he caught you staring he would like it, and probably ask you to join us."
"Really?"
"Oh yeah. He loves sharing his bottom bois with other men."
"Damn!" He replied. "And you're ok with that?"
"Fuck yes!"
"Wow!" He said, shaking his head and chuckling again. "Sorry, I don't mean to be nosey. I was just wondering."
"No need to be sorry." I said, sipping my drink. "I did notice you staring. I liked it."
"Yeah, um, you looked pretty hot." He said softly, turning a little red.
"Pretty hot? Honey, I looked fierce!"
"I have no idea what that means." He laughed. Then he sat there puffing his cigar, and thinking. "Well, you did look sexy. Fuck, that feels weird to say."
"Why does it feel weird?"
"Oh, you know, I can't say that I've ever told another guy that he looked hot before."
"Well, I'm not exactly a manly man, Chuck."
"Yeah, I know."
"I was wearing fishnet stockings and booty shorts. I wiggle my ass when I walk. I shave my body, paint my nails and wear make-up. I act pretty girly. If you think I look hot, it's because I am feminine. Relax, Chuck, you're not attracted to men. You're still straight."
"Oh, thanks!" He replied, laughing. "Yeah, I know. It just still seems a bit weird."
"I know it does." I said reassuringly. "And that's ok. But you shouldn't feel weird or guilty about anything. We're just having fun, and doing what feels good. There's no need to even label anything. Trust me Chuck, you're definitely not the first straight guy to get head from a sissy like myself."
"Yeah, I know." He said, taking another drink. "So, can I ask you something?"
"You can ask me anything."
"Well, um, so, what, uh, made you be like this? Have you always been this way?"
"Be like what? Femme acting?"
"Uh, yeah. Um, I hope I didn't offend you or anything. I'm not trying to be nosy. I was just curious. Uh, I've never met anyone like you before, and, well, uh, I've just kind of wondered why some guys, uh, act like girls."
"Oh, you probably can't offend me Chuck. So don't ever worry about that. I walk around looking like I do with my wild hair, nails, and tattoos, so I've probably heard it all. I've got thick skin.
"I've always been this way. Even when I was younger I was really girly acting. I didn't like the stuff that boys liked, I wanted to look pretty. Then when I got a little older, I realized that I liked guys. I knew that guys liked girls, so I began acting a little more femme. I was into emo fashion, you know, tight black clothes, long hair and that stuff, and it made me look feminine. After a while, I met a guy who basically treated me like his girlfriend, and I really liked it. I started wearing stuff like stockings and lingerie for him, and it really turned me on. I loved the way he looked at me when I was dressed sexy. After that, I kept meeting guys who liked that I was feminine, submissive and they liked me to dress for them. I really got into it. It felt natural to me. Like I said before, I'm not trans, I've never wanted to be a woman, but I do love feeling girly and sexy.
"So, I learned how to do make-up, and got into drag. I really liked that. It felt good being sexy and glamorous on a stage like a star. I also got into some really wild sex, BDSM and kinky stuff, and learned that I really don't have any inhibitions.
"I'm also just still into punk and alternative music, and love the fashion that goes with it. I like looking a bit outlandish, and I hate when I have to tone it down, and try to be normal and masculine."
"You can tone it down?" He laughed.
"Well, no, not really." I said, giggling. "I mean, I always have wild hair, and of course I can't hide my ink and piercings. But I do work for tips, so, I try to dress more like a man, and not be so swishy. Lots of people don't like that. Now I really don't give a fuck if they like it or not, unless I need their money."
"Yeah, some people are assholes." He said. "Like my brother."
"Oh, he's not an asshole. I mean, I do look like a freak, and I act like a queen. Some people just don't understand that. And that's ok. I kind of like shocking people honestly. I don't care as long as they don't get violent."
"Does anyone get violent?"
"Occasionally. Not so much anymore. I did get beat up pretty good years ago. But I learned some martial arts techniques so I can usually defend myself pretty easily now."
"Oh, you know Karate?" He asked, looking surprised.
"A little." I giggled. "And some other stuff. I like it, and it's a great way to stay in shape. I may look and act like a sissy, but I don't take any shit!"
"That's awesome." He laughed. "So, you like kinky sex?"
"Oh, fuck yeah. The wilder the better."
"It looks hot." He said. "I've never tried anything kinky. My ex definitely wasn't into that. But I like watching it."
"It's very hot. So, what turns you on about it?"
"Um, well, I uh, kind of like when a guy ties a girl up, and um, that kind of stuff." He said, sounding a little embarrassed. "I've always wanted to try something like that."
"Mmmmmmmm, I love being tied up and helpless while someone has their way with me."
"Really?"
"Oh, yeah. Definitely. I love when someone makes me their sex slave." I said. "It's so fucking hot."
"Damn!" He said, turning a little red. "Yeah, uh, I've kind of thought about that kind of stuff."
"Nice!" I replied, fantasizing about Chuck tying me up and ravishing me. His phone rang, snapping me out of my fantasy.