He Taught Me Real Man Love

It was the 90's. I had been fooling around with guys for a year or so but still considered myself straight. Well I love women so I guess I'd label myself bisexual. It started in a gym steamroom when after staring at well chiseled guys lifting weights decided to take a steam. I pulled myself away from the weight room to the locker room, threw a towel on and headed into the empty steam room. I laid down with my eyes close. A few minutes later some guy walked in sat next to me. I looked up he smiled and I laid back down. Before I knew it he grabbed my cock then sucked me off. I was startled but I enjoyed it. I began looking for more experiences but had not sucked my first cock., When I finally did it wasn't the greatest experience.

I continued having random hookups. One of the guys I met rimmed me. I had neither expected it or ever imagined it but it it set of fireworks and I came very hard. I even met a couple guys who fucked me but it was all pretty quick action no real body contact or grinding and was repulsed when one tried to kiss me.

Then I met Kelley! I answered an ad for a top looking to fuck passionately and drove 40 miles to meet him. He was definitely gay 100 percent. I stopped in the restaurant where he worked and he casually told me "you'll do". He got off work a few minutes later and I followed him to his apartment. As soon as we got inside he attacked me like a rabid animal!

He began ripping my clothes off and touching me all over as he somehow managed to strip himself. He was skinny with a huge cock pushing up against my stomach. He lowered his mouth and started sucking and biting my nipples. I began to moan loudly. Nobody ever did that to me! I didn't even know I liked it.

As his mouth sucked on them he marveled about my muscular chest and his hand began to reach around to grab my ass. We were still in his living room. Next thing I know he slipped a finger inside my ass and attacked my mouth. I was surprised by the kiss and started to pull away but he sunk his tongue deeper and I began to kiss him back. What was I doing? I was surrendering to this man 10-15 years younger than me. He grabbed my hand with one hand, my ass with his other and led me to his bathroom. He turned the shower on and pulled me in. I was lost and I think at this moment realized I was submissive with men.

He soaped me up all over. He began kissing me deep then started pushing my head down towards his cock. I hungrily started to suck and stroke him even though until that time I had not enjoyed sucking cock. I couldn't deep throat him and gagged a couple times but continued sucking him the best I could. He pulled me up after a bit turned me around my back to his front and started rubbing his cock against my crack. I wanted to be fucked and pushed back against him but he told me to slow down.

We toweled off and he took me to his bed and started grinding on top of me rubbing our cocks together and kissing. He lifted my legs and proceeded to push his cock in my hole but it hurt bad. He was long and thick. I told him I had only been fucked twice.He slowed down went back to working my nipples and told me if I started on top I could control how much of him I took in my ass. He layed down with his beautiful cock upright and erect. I made sure his condom was still on and began lowering myself onto him. He began pinching and sucking my nipples which made me go wild. He was very patient and tender. It took awhile but I got him all the way in. I began to gently rock back and forth when I noticed my cock leaking, I was rolling beginning to experience my first prostate orgasm. He began bucking up into me but my knees were tired. He took that as a cue. He flipped me over on my back down on the bed put a pillow under my ass, slid back in and began fucking me missionary while kissing me. He asked me how I felt. I almost cried it felt so good and told him it was beautiful and he could fuck me anyway he wanted to. He proceed to pull all the way out and ram back into me hard.

I wrapped my legs around him and begged for it. I began jacking furiously and shot such a big load. It shot over my head hit his headboard finishing on my face. He pulled out ripped off the condom jerked himself a few times and came more than I ever saw anyone cum all over my chest and my face. He collapsed in a heap on top of me. He licked the cum off my chest sucking my nipples gently then licked it off my face and gave me a deep tongue kiss as I tasted our cum. He then flipped me on my side and spooned me. I looked at my phone, he fucked me for over an hour. After awhile I told him I had to go. He helped me dress and kissed me at the door. I went back to see him many times, another story!

I know now that he taught me what true man sex was and what a gay lover should be like. I couldn't wait to come back. My point of view was totally changed. He was in my head!

Every chance I got I visited him. I couldn't believe how he changed me and that I could take his 8.5 inch cock. I saw him at least once a month if not twice. I usually had to start riding him lowering myself at my own rate but by month 4 he could take me anyway he wanted. I regret I never let him fuck me bareback. When he kissed me and sucked my nipples I was his for whatever he wanted. He wanted to fuck me bare and wanted me to leave my wife but this was all so new to me.

At one point I showed up and he said he couldn't fuck me anymore because he had a full time boyfriend, but he couldn't resist. He sat on the edge of the bed I sat on his cock and wiggled. He pushed me up against his dresser and I watched him fuck me in the mirror leaning against his dresser.

He continued to fuck me regularly until he moved away. If he was here today, I'd take him deep and bare and beg him to cum deep inside me. I've had a lot of experiences since then but never a lover like Kelley!