I didn't know I could do any of this. What is that? Suck cock. Have sex with another guy. Take and receive. But mostly and most importantly: Enjoy it! Hell I have caught myself craving it!?
I lost my job a year ago so I signed up for a free seminar being held at the library by Act Temp Pays which is an employment service. The first day of class I am sitting there listening to the speaker and he turns, looks me in the eye and says, "Is that what you WANT to do Joel?" Holly shit wha? I was startled yet charged with some weird sexual tension. Like I had mentioned I never thought of having sex with another guy let alone fantasized about it!
Somehow after a good five minutes ( it seemed ) of squirming it passed. We were given a 10 minute break. I had to pee so I went to the bathroom. Walked up to the urinal, unzipped reach in my pants and am greeted by quite the mess. It seems I was turned on by the incident because I had a boxer brief full of precum. I lifted my hand to get a better look and who do you think walks into the bathroom but Mr. Larson, the class instructor who asked me that question. 'Fuuuc...'
"Mmmm. I don't know if I should be jealous or turned on but I'm going with both!" Mr Larson said followed by his eyes roaming my body.
'Fuck dude! Stripping me?'
What was that? My brain was talking like I was fucking gay? Obviously, I blushed put my head down and scurried the hell out of there.
I got a coffee and sat back down. Mr. Larson walks back saying we needed to get started. As he is walking up the aisle he "drops" a piece of paper that has one thing written on it. It was a phone number. His phone number! Mr Larson gets back to the front of the class I look up. He is starring at me! He winks turns to start writing on the white board.
'I'm going to fucking lose it!" I took a couple deep breaths. Maybe I was the problem because I was getting worked up about all this and maybe there was no "all this" there!? Really? then why the phone number Einstein? He is hitting on you! Are you blind?'
So lets recap: Teacher hitting on me, my dick liking it leaking precum and I am getting torched by my inner voice!! Not a good day!
Somehow...Things settle down and we are at the end of class. The first weird as shit day of class!! I couldn't imagine getting through three weeks of this bullshit. I didn't want to tempt fate so eyes looking at my feet I rushed out into the lobby and out the front door.
Since I'm broke and my car battery died I walked but it was six blocks-no biggie. After not a block a gyt pulls over rolling down his passenger window, Hey You are Joel right? We used to work together at Reclaim and now we're in that class! I was a couple rows behind you. I thought I recognized you but..." he says. I look and sure enough its a guy named Steve. I smile. He asks me whats going on. I rattle off the car excuse for walking. He offers me a ride home so I hop in. We joke about our previous job. He then says, " I totally forgot but I have to stop over at this guys house on the way." No problem.
