After telling me that there was much more he wanted to do with me, Mr. Hawkins helped me off the floor of the shower stall and up to my feet. I could still taste the salty load of cum he had just sent down my throat. Our eyes locked once again in intense passion, and I tilted my head in expectation of another kiss. Instead, Mr. Hawkins pulled back from me.
"Oh jeez, Kyle, this is insane," Mr Hawkins said, trying to keep his voice down. "No, no. This can't be anything. This is so wrong."
"I wanted this to happen, Mr. Hawkins. It's been so hard for me to find someone that I could do this stuff with. You're...amazing. And I won't tell anyone!"
"That's all well and good, Kyle, but it doesn't change the fact that this was totally wrong and it shouldn't have happened. Not here, not when I'm a teacher and you're a student. We need to get cleaned up and get out of here before anyone walks in. I'll see you in class."
Before I had a chance to respond, Mr. Hawkins was gone from the shower area. I assumed he would be changing in his office, but I was so taken aback by what had just happened that I ran back to my locker, changed as quickly as I could, and headed for the exit.
Sitting in my car in the almost empty school parking lot, I couldn't believe what had just happened. Doing anything sexual with my insanely hot gym teacher was a fantasy of mine, but I never thought it would turn into something more than that. But it was now a reality, and my emotions were all over the place. I wanted to experience more with Mr. Hawkins, even though I knew everything about what we had done was wrong. And yet, it now seemed like he wanted nothing to do with me, now that he'd gotten what he wanted.
Over the next couple of weeks, Mr. Hawkins barely acknowledged me in class. He'd say hello, give me some generic encouragement while lifting weights, and that was it. I'd gotten the message, and I didn't try to schedule any after-school training sessions either. I was hurt, but I was also understanding of the position we were in. For now I would simply have to be satisfied with the memories of blowing my teacher while I jerked off at night.
It must have been three weeks after our encounter in the showers when it happened. During a weight room day, Mr. Hawkins called me over to the small desk he had in the corner of the room. The conversation was nothing out of the ordinary - we were going over a chart showing the lifts I was doing, and the progress I had made since the start of the semester. Just when I thought that's all we were going to discuss...
"One more thing, Kyle," Mr. Hawkins said softly.
Trying to be discreet, he wrote something down on the bottom of the lift chart: "Locker combo?"