The next day was odd as I reflected on what had happened, but I was so excited that I couldn't resist calling Tim. I came up with some excuse to stop over in the middle of the week to watch a game, but we both knew that wasn't why I was going to be there.
After some polite conversation I just blurted out, "I'm ready Tim". He of course knew exactly what I meant. We got undressed and were in the bedroom in a minute or so. I got down on my knees by the bed and he scooted over to allow me to suck his cock. I took his cock in my mouth again, sucking hard, then releasing it.
"Yes, I am definitely ready. I want you to explore me. I want to feel this inside me", I said with his cock still in my hand.
He got up on the bed on his knees and was waiting for me to get into a doggy position, but with nonverbal suggestions I encouraged him to lie down on his back.
"I am going to mount you facing you", I said, feeling like a total whore, hardly believing the words that had just tumbled from my lips. He was lying down now and I was sort of hovering over his abdomen.
"Yeah, that's fine" he said quietly. "Just make sure you go slow. It feels great if you take your time but if you don't you can tense up."
"What would happen then?", I asked with obvious trepidation in my voice. He had a big cock and I was getting a little scared. I only had anal sex with one girl many years ago and she loved it up the ass, so subtlety wasn't necessary with her. She was not a virgin to anal and loved it pretty hard. I of course was new to this and his dick was so big I knew I had to be careful.
"It won't feel good if you go too fast. You need some time to relax. If you're not ready..."
"No, I'm ready. I want to do this", I interrupted. "It's just...a little scary."
"You'll do fine" he said, assuring me with his calm voice. "Just remember...relax, slow, calm, gentle, easy."
Oh, god I was really doing this. I was on some guy's bed and we were both naked and we're openly talking about anal sex. I was so nervous. But I was so ready! I was ready to do it.
I said, "If you come first will you be OK with me penetrating you later? I want to do that. I mean, I think I want to!"
"Yes, definitely. I want you to have an enjoyable......you know..."
"First time", I said with a smile. "My first time...doing this." I couldn't bring myself to say 'have gay sex' or 'get fucked in the ass' but that was of course the unspoken truth.
I figured having him on his back would be good because in this position I could control how much cock I fed into my ass and at what rate. This turned out to be a good decision. He slid on a condom and I lubed him up and played with his hard cock for a few seconds. I was shaking as I nudged the fat tip of his cock at my asshole, but he moved his cock aside and lubed up his fingers. First, very slowly a finger slipped inside me. He moved it up to the knuckle and moved it back and forth inside me for a few seconds. It was slowly withdrawn and joined by another finger. It felt great. Two fingers was definitely a little wider and I moaned in approval. This continued for a few achingly good minutes as combinations of one, two, or three fingers probed and readied me, relaxing my muscles. After a few minutes my body accepted three thick fingers into my back entrance, slipping effortlessly inside me. I knew I was ready and I was about to make it happen.
I was about to get fucked in the ass and I was very nervous for good reason. Everything was so new and different; the choices and minutes were whizzing by. I was scared that I was going to get pounded too hard or it was going to hurt. Tim's penis was thicker and longer than any of my dildo toys so I was rightfully concerned. I guessed him to be about 7 inches long with a girth that my hand could barely grip, so I needed to make sure he didn't go crazy and split me open. I looked behind me to assess the size of his penis in relation to his fingers. His other hand was working his cock and my stomach sank. His cock was a good bit wider than his three fingers! I faced the wall and closed my eyes tight, wincing in near terror, then opened them again and glanced back again to see the digital replacement, hard and twitching. He was ready, too...ready to plant that thick tool deep inside me, but he was patiently waiting for me to get it started. I gently tugged on his wrist, encouraging him to let his fingers slip out of my body, indicating that I was ready to take it to the next level.
Involuntary sounds reflexively leaped out of my mouth as the tip of his tool nosed into my tight, virgin ring. Only the head of his cock went in but it felt very wide but only hurt a little bit. My mouth was dry and my heart was pounding as he pulled out, re-lubed and eased the tip in again. This time it felt warm, thick, wide. He slid in a few inches and out again, and lubricated his penis again. My body very slowly was beginning to accept his thick tool easily and without pain.
"Oh my god you're so thick", I said. "Your fucking cock is so big, please go slow", I begged.
I was amazed that my hole was yawned open so wide and yet it felt so good. Slowly I was being stretched but it didn't hurt and his cock was very warm and somewhat flexible even though it was really hard. This was very different than dildos of course and I noticed how much nicer it was. His big cockhead and shaft were plenty snug, and I smiled thinking about pleasing him. This submissive aspect was radically different than sex with a woman and it was weird at first but I started to like it. Tim entered me slowly again, sliding a few inches deep and then remained motionless, waiting for me to move. It was cool because the tiniest motion of either of us continued to pitch his dick further into my body and it felt absolutely wonderful. It was warm and deep and there was nothing about it I didn't like. I closed my eyes and moaned, saying how much I was enjoying him inside me.
"Oh, god, it's so big", I said in a whisper. "Your cock is so thick. It's so warm inside me. You are stretching me but it feels so good."
"Just take it slow" he said. "Just go slow, don't hurt yourself. You feel awesome, it is just great", he said quietly.
"It's thick but it feels really good", I said. "Dude, it's really warm! I like it!", I laughed out loud. I slowly slid almost all the way down, devouring its length deep into my body.