Riley kept biting his lip when no one else was looking and it was driving me fucking insane. He would wink at me through the strands of blonde hair that fell across his eyes as he did it, and he had found every opportunity to scratch that place just above his belly button so that his sweater raised up to reveal his slim, hairless stomach.
I wanted to pull down his jeans and fuck him over the dinner table, but my parents would not approve. My aunt and uncle would be horrified. My grandmother would likely die of shock. And my little sister and three cousins would be scarred for life.
So I couldn't just fuck my boyfriend in the middle of the New Year's Eve party, even if he clearly wanted me to.
We smiled at my dad's bad jokes, listened to grandma's stories, and I even talked to my mom about college plans. Riley and I had both taken a year off after high school, but we were already looking at apartments near the university.
My mom thought we were being very responsible and would have a great opportunity to explore the city in the summer before classes start. But I knew the truth was we were going to spend every possible moment naked and fucking on every surface we could find.
We were perfect together. It had been love at first sight, right after the anonymous blowjob he gave me through the hole in the bathroom stall.
I was always horny. He was always horny. I liked to fuck. He liked to be fucked.
The first time I came inside him we were in the backseat of my dad's hatchback, parked in the woods behind the movie theatre. It was the summer after graduation and Riley was wearing sneakers, an XL tank top that showed his nipples, and nothing else. His shoes had left a mark on the roof when he came.
Now, if it wasn't for my family, I would be ripping off his clothes, pinning his wrists together above his head, and sticking my tongue down his throat while I fingered his already-lubed ass.
But the countdown to midnight was keeping everyone together. At Christmas the turkey and beer had sent everyone to bed early and I had managed to sneak Riley into my room for a quiet fuck with one hand around his cock and the other around his mouth.
Tonight, instead of letting everyone retire early, my mom served coffee and the family was halfway through a game of pictionary while the TV showed the fireworks over Paris on repeat.
Riley went up to draw and after he read the card he gave me a dangerous look. The last time I saw that look he had pulled me behind the bookstore beside the mall and pulled down his pants. I fucked him while he watched for anyone deciding to park in the back.
He started the drawing with two parallel lines going up on an angle. I raised one eyebrow. Next he rounded off one end and I nearly gagged.
"It's a rocket ship!" shouted my little cousin.
Riley pointed at him and told him, "You got it!"
I refused to look anyone in the eye as I jumped up for my turn, blocking the whiteboard with my body and furiously erasing Riley's "rocketship". He pinched my ass when he moved by to take my seat.
My cock throbbed in my jeans and I stifled a groan. But when I looked up at the clock and saw 11:45, I saw my chance.