***All characters are 18 years or older.***
My dad is against gays. Gays, lesbians, transgender, the lot. If a person isn't having sex with the opposite gender, then he has a problem with them. He makes this clear with everyone including family, friends and even strangers. From when I was a little boy he used to tell me that if I ever turned out gay he would kick me out of the house. And at a small age, it impacted me a lot.
Growing up all I wanted to do is to go out with girls. I do find them attractive and I also have a type. Tall as me, thick with a nice round ass and curvy. Whenever I saw a girl that is my type I would imagine myself in bed with her. But I never went out with one and whenever I had the chance I instinctively backed out.
My dad asks me constantly when I'm going to bring a girl over and then goes on to ask me if I'm gay or not. I'm not sure. I don't tell him that because we would end up fighting definitely. We fight constantly. I have my way of doing things, but he wants me to do things his way, because his way is the only way. His constant ordering around and living my life as he wants made me resent him a little bit.
Well one day I was looking at some porn when I accidently clicked on a link of a gay porn video. I didn't know that and before the video started playing, I still didn't realise. But what I saw was beautiful in front of my eyes. Two muscular men, not a single body hair, rock hard cocks with one of them sliding in and out of the others toned ass. This changed my personal perception of sex.
No longer I fantasied of having sex with girls only. I started thinking about having sex with men. But what I could think of is me on my knees, bending my back and sticking my ass out. A thick cock starts penetrating me and I feel it sliding in my own ass, widening me. This was a year ago when I was 18 years old.
Now I'm 19. I still want to have sex with women but most of the time I'm jerking about me getting used by another men. My fantasy is to have a man that is dominant over me and I let him use me so that he satisfies his needs. At the end he would cum in my ass leaving me there with a massive creampie dripping out of me. Sometimes also with multiple men. I also started penetrating my ass with round handles of stuff around the house like a hairbrush, bottle opener and tools. My ass can get wide and be ready for the big cocks. But I have yet to even try to find someone to fill me up.
One day me and my dad have a big argument. I have had it. I wanted to get back to him but I didn't know what to do. Then it dawned on me. What is the thing that he would hate the most? Having his son being a fag. Now I had all of the determination I needed to find a cock. I registered for this gay hookup site. I started scrolling down and see a picture of a man my dad absolutely hates and now I know why because he's gay. He is almost 60 years old and he is far off from the type of girls I like. But I start chatting with him.
He immediately sent a pic of his dick. It was big. Big enough to make me crave it inside me. Although he was way older than me, I thought it would be hot to get fucked by an older man. Especially one my dad hates. So we decided to meet at a bar. I told him that I didn't want to show my face until we met, and he was cool with it. So the date was set.