I had to write this out to express my sissy fantasy because it is starting to consume me. I came out of a heavy relationship with a girl that I had sex with over a period of 4 years and eventually found myself on the gay sissy blogs. It started with reading stories to then taking pictures of my ass and uploading to just see how it felt being a sissy, I was in denial as a part of me had always fought my sissy desire. After I jerked off to my sissy blogs, I would instantly resume my straight life. Eventually, a day at work changed my life into the secret reality I needed to let go of my false pretense of being straight.
The day I met Will, I instantly felt a wave of ecstasy overtaking my body. It was an overpowering feeling that was new to me and made my instincts aware that he was checking me out. As he sparked a conversation up about my age, it lead to me telling him that I was 24 and then to me giving him my number under the pretense that if he had a better job offer for me, he could help me out. I knew instantly that if the chance occurred, I would let this man make me his girl. After work finished, I noticed him waiting outside with his van when he spotted me and offered me a ride home. I knew for sure that this ride was where the fun would begin and I was about to have a Daddy, a Daddy I would let ride me instead.
As we drove and conversed about his life and mine, a new feeling overtook me, I felt submissive. I wanted to listen to him, i wanted to admire the way he drove as he shifted gears of his van. His strong arms, his bear like shape and his smooth lips drove my mind into racing thoughts about what he can do to me. He noticed me staring into space, not realizing that I was fantasizing about him or maybe he did because I was in heat. Nevertheless, he decided I should take my mind off work because I looked out of it and then as he stopped we switched seats and he allowed me to drive his van. I enjoyed driving gears.
As we drove off, I felt him caressing my crotch and slightly squeezing my cock. I knew this was the moment. I slowed down and asked him if he enjoyed doing that. His smile melted me as he said that he does enjoy it. Upon hearing that I pulled my cock out and basked in his compliment about my size. He said that I had a big one for someone of my race. I was lightskin and although he was too, he had a mix of negro in him. He lubed me baby oil after some dry stroking and continued to play with my cock. The heat inside built as I kept driving until I found somewhere where we could park
I was beyond horny and ready for this man to just take me. As we stopped I removed my pants and underwear and left my black jersey on which made me ever hornier with heat. He knew what I wanted him to do to me. He stopped stroking me and I asked him if I can see his. He then whips out the thickest cock I ever seen. It was beautiful, the perfect colour, uncircumcised, bigger than mine with a fat head and looked to be a 9 incher. I was lucky. I adored it, and quickly got between his legs on the passenger seat to worship it. In my mind, I wanted to do exactly what I saw in porn. As I kissed his cock, I looked at him and then put his cock over my entire face and smiled at him saying with the most girlish tone," Can I suck it Daddy?"