I had to write this out to express my sissy fantasy because it is starting to consume me. I came out of a heavy relationship with a girl that I had sex with over a period of 4 years and eventually found myself on the gay sissy blogs. It started with reading stories to then taking pictures of my ass and uploading to just see how it felt being a sissy, I was in denial as a part of me had always fought my sissy desire. After I jerked off to my sissy blogs, I would instantly resume my straight life. Eventually, a day at work changed my life into the secret reality I needed to let go of my false pretense of being straight.
The day I met Will, I instantly felt a wave of ecstasy overtaking my body. It was an overpowering feeling that was new to me and made my instincts aware that he was checking me out. As he sparked a conversation up about my age, it lead to me telling him that I was 24 and then to me giving him my number under the pretense that if he had a better job offer for me, he could help me out. I knew instantly that if the chance occurred, I would let this man make me his girl. After work finished, I noticed him waiting outside with his van when he spotted me and offered me a ride home. I knew for sure that this ride was where the fun would begin and I was about to have a Daddy, a Daddy I would let ride me instead.
As we drove and conversed about his life and mine, a new feeling overtook me, I felt submissive. I wanted to listen to him, i wanted to admire the way he drove as he shifted gears of his van. His strong arms, his bear like shape and his smooth lips drove my mind into racing thoughts about what he can do to me. He noticed me staring into space, not realizing that I was fantasizing about him or maybe he did because I was in heat. Nevertheless, he decided I should take my mind off work because I looked out of it and then as he stopped we switched seats and he allowed me to drive his van. I enjoyed driving gears.