"Open my pants and take out my cock!"
It never failed. My hard-on always twitched and throbbed whenever I said those words to a new boy.
What was even more exciting was the feel of their trembling and eager hands as they fumbled with my slacks and boxers trying desperately to free my erection to please me.
When his fingers finally encircled my stiff shaft and began stroking it I sat back in the seat and relaxed.
"Take it in your mouth and suck it!" I said softly, yet firm.
In the near-total darkness of the front seat of the car I watched the silhouette of his head move quickly downward until I felt the warmth of his breath on my exposed flesh. When his thick, hot lips slid over and around my mushroomed-cockhead and I felt his long tongue bathing my sensitive skin I closed my eyes and sighed my contentment.
This is what it's all about, I thought to myself.
This makes up for the previous two-three hours of having to endure the inanities and mindless chatter of dull-witted queer-boys seeking 'meaningful relationships' but who invariably settle on giving front-seat blowjobs to the first man who displays any interest in them at all.
I don't want to sound jaded or mean-spirited, but I've been doing the 'bar-scene' for a couple years and very rarely have I found boys who piqued my curiosity or emotions enough to want them in my bed for any length of time—much less have a 'relationship' with them.
Let's be honest here: how many of the dozens, or perhaps hundreds of people you come across every week would you want to get personal with?
"OOhhh God—that feels great, Teddy," I say as the boys' mouth works its magic on my prick.
I got lucky tonight, I think to myself. Lately, some of the boys I've had weren't very experienced.
"It's Fred," he says lifting his beautiful mouth from my aching cock.
"Whatever..." I say, "...keep sucking!"
Yes, I admit I'm rather selfish. Ever since I accepted the fact that I preferred boys over girls I quickly learned that I enjoyed receiving pleasure more than giving it. The thought of sucking cock has never appealed to me, and the only thing I want in my asshole is a pretty boys' long tongue.
I'm not totally one-way though. If a boy gives an extremely good performance I am grateful and will gladly give him a handjob. Plus, I've had my fair share of boys who cum when I fuck them without even having to touch their cocks.
Don't get me wrong—I'm not some sort of 'God's gift to boys' or anything like that. I'm only 5'8" tall and 150 pounds, but the boys do think I'm cute, and they love my five-and-a-half inch prick because they can get all of it in their mouths.
Trust me on this one: Guys with small dicks receive better blowjobs than the 7, 8 or 9 inchers out there. Not too many boys are proficient at 'deep-throating' a big cock.
"OOHHHHH-YESSSSS..." I cry out as 'Fred' is getting me closer-and-closer.