Chapter Seventeen - Dangerous Waters
Adrian didn't make a move to pick up the object inside the case. "What's this?"
"I am certain you know well what it is," Edward replied. He kept his hands in the pockets of his pants, and he looked just as cool and collected as before. Right now, there was a half-mocking smile on his face, an expression Adrian couldn't quite make sense of.
"And you know that's not what I meant. What do you want me to do with it?"
Edward cocked his head. "It's proof of trust, Adrian."
"It's not proof of trust. It's a fucking buttplug." Adrian had a mind to throw the case back at Edward.
A small arrogant tsk was the immediate answer to his righteous annoyance. "And? Don't tell me you've never touched one."
"No need to play the smartass with me. Just tell me. What do you want me to do with it?"
Edward walked closer. Adrian knew it wasn't a good idea to feel intimidated, but there was something about Edward that made his skin go all goosebumps with anticipated pleasure, even when he did the most mundane things. Right now, there wasn't anything mundane about how Edward grabbed one of his buttocks, squeezing, and kissed his neck. "I obviously want you to put it inside."
"Are you trying to play me? This type of thing is like a gateway drug to anal, right?"
Edward's laugh was clinking crystal. It sent eddies of arousal down his back. Adrian shifted, trying to make Edward move his hand from his ass. No chance of that, it seemed. "I thought you were in control, Adrian. It's just a little thing I'm asking. I want you to feel pleasure in all possible ways when you're with me. And, since you don't allow me to fuck you, this is the best next thing. Just to make it clear, I want you to wear it while you're inside me. What do you say?"
Adrian exhaled, trying to control the new wave of arousal threatening to take over his rational mind. "You just want to move things along," he argued.
"What things?" Edward kept his lips close to his skin on purpose. Each breath, each word, was temporarily imprinted on Adrian's neck, like a small promise of future pleasures.
"I didn't forget about our arrangement. You top me, it's over," Adrian said, trying hard not to sound like a little kid who was promised a bike on Christmas, but only if he was good and brought home good grades.
"Why should we think about the end?" There was no denial whatsoever.
Edward's fingers caressed his ass. With his soaring horniness, Adrian's heart sank a little. It was fitting that they were out at sea while having this conversation. The salty air tickled his nose, and Adrian pretended it was because of that that his eyes got moist for a second. "I don't," he protested, albeit meekly. "You do."
Edward pushed himself away. He took the case from Adrian's hand and walked back into the cabin. When he walked out again, it looked like he was in sailing mode. Adrian watched him for a while, as the land in the distance began to grow in size and clarity.
"Are we going back?"
"There's nothing more to do here. You refuse to play," Edward said airily.
Adrian wanted to know what really was happening under that tall, aristocratic forehead. Ignoring that he was still as naked as before, he walked behind Edward and embraced him. "Does that mean that much to you? Me putting inside your little gift?"
"Of course, it means a lot."
"Then let's just do it," Adrian said simply. "It's not like you're going to jump my ass, right?"
Finally, Edward moved his head and looked at him. "I don't see how that would be possible. While I do think I can hold my own reasonably well, you are superior in size and strength."
Adrian laughed. "You know, it would serve if you weren't so damned analytical all the time. And, seriously, what is it all about? Let's get round to it again."
Edward switched the yacht back to automatic and turned to face Adrian. "It's about trust. If you trust me, I see no reason why you would feel threatened by such a thing. Anal pleasure, Adrian, is -"
"All right, don't give me another lecture," Adrian moaned. "Let's get inside and try this. But if I lose my erection because something is stabbing my behind, it's all on you."
"Then I will do my best to make sure that you don't lose your erection." Edward grabbed his cock and guided him inside the cabin.
Yeah, he was led by the dick, all right. Even in his mind, Adrian had no witty comeback to that.
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Adrian moaned and grabbed the sheets as Edward worked him with his mouth while he was stuffing his ass with that thing. Yeah, it wasn't unpleasant, and if all was about pleasure and pleasure only, he got the kink. He couldn't still shake off entirely the sensation that he was a step behind, and that Edward was running in front, leaving him in the dust.
It was only a little thing, he tried to convince himself. His kinky lover was just that, kinky. And he wanted Adrian to get into that, too.
Edward caressed the skin around his hole now filled up properly. "How does it feel? Is it too much?"
"It's like something in my ass. Nothing much," Adrian said, trying to downplay it casually.
"Then you must be ready for me," Edward said with a low, sexy chuckle.
Adrian had seen Edward naked plenty, but he didn't mind the small striptease show, as his lover threw away his clothes. Well, that was what he got for playing out of his league. People would laugh if they heard him talk of himself like that. No one was ever out of his league. That was a wise rule to live by.
But Edward Hastings was, and to himself, Adrian could admit that. Right now, he was biting more than he could chew. He was throwing himself, head first, into something he had no control over. Someone with more romantic inclinations than him could tell him that was the beauty of it all. But Adrian couldn't repress the sensation that he was diving in dangerous waters, and if he got unscathed to the other side didn't depend on him at all.
Edward straddled him. There was a new light in his eyes as he descended on Adrian's cock slowly, only after lubing himself for a little while. He was tight, and that had to hurt, at least a little, but Adrian felt that he was in no position to argue. He was in no position, but on his back, period. As Edward shifted and impaled himself, Adrian's ass pressed against the bed, and the buttplug pushed against his prostate. If heightened arousal was what Edward was aiming at, mission accomplished. But Adrian still felt a tiny bit anxious about what it meant. He would be happy to leave it as an experiment about how it would feel to fuck and be fucked at the same time. If that was all, he wanted nothing else. He wouldn't even write to Santa this year.
A small bite on his chest made him jolt. "Are you with me?" Edward asked breathily.
"I am in you, by the looks of things," Adrian teased back. "You should feel it."
Another breathless laugh was the answer. "I do feel it. The question is: do you?"
Adrian grabbed Edward's hips firmly. "I wouldn't be so hard if I didn't."