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Disclaimer:
All characters are consenting adults (over 18). This story is loosely based on my actual experiences, however the names are fictional.
Story background:
Mike is a 45 year old married (to a woman) man who has secret desires to explore his sexuality with other men. Mike is athletic and fit and generally alpha in his daily life. But for some reason, Mike has secret thoughts about being a bottom for other masculine men.
During the day, while is wife is at work, Mike sometimes visits gay cruising sights to explore his fantasy and consider potential hookups. Mike works from home and works for himself as a tech business consultant. Since he is self-employed, he can set his own schedule.
Yesterday, Mike met a guy on line named Gus. Gus is five feet five inches tall, he's from Nicaragua and he has a thick, six-and-a-half-inch uncut cock. Gus invited Mike over to engage in some role play. In the role play, Gus is a paying customer and Mike is a cheap street whore that is willing to do things for Gus for a certain price.
Once Mike is inside Gus's Place, Gus asks Mike to strip and offers him a dollar to do so. Once Mike strips, Gus keeps asking Mike what he would be willing to do for a dollar more.
Rough sex ensues, and Mike ends up being pushed past his normal limits.
We catch up with Mike the next day.
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Mike Takes Stock of Yesterday's Events
It was 10 a.m. the day after my first meeting with Gus. My wife was gone at work, and I was again alone in the house. My mind couldn't stop replaying yesterday's events in my head. I couldn't explain how I could allow myself to be pushed past my normal limits by the diminutive Nicaraguan man.
I kept hearing the phrase, "For a dollar more...", and having flashbacks to the time in the shower particularly. Normally, I wouldn't engage in that level of water sports, but Gus's constant mantra of "For a dollar more" pulled me into his web of perversion. I was bothered by what I had allowed myself to do, but I was also sexually aroused and that bothered me even more.
"Why the fuck am I thinking about that pervert?" I asked myself, "He's not physically attractive, why is my mind so fixated on him?"
I had a vivid picture or Gus standing naked in the doorway as I entered from the garage. His thick, uncut cock cantilevered out from his small frame. His thick cock seemed to be twice the size of what would be proportional on such a small man. His skin was a deep brown from head to toe like he had spent a lot of time in the sun. But the thing I remembered most about him was his giant balls, swinging in a sack under his cock.
Those giant balls delivered the most cum I have ever swallowed. When I arrived home yesterday, I was holding back semen burps for most of the afternoon. Gus took pride in sending me home with a stomach full of his cum. He laughed about it in fact. The more these thoughts entered my mind, the hornier I got. Before I could stop myself, I was back on the hookup site looking to see who was on.
Mike Goes Back Online
My hands were shaking as I logged back into the same gay hookup site I was on yesterday. I logged in and quickly scanned the map to get a sense of how many folks were online. There were a handful of guys within five miles of my location, but nobody compelling jumped to my attention. My normal modus operandi was to wait until I was contacted; I seldom initiated contact.
I knew I shouldn't be back online so soon after the last encounter. My meeting with Gus should have satisfied my secret desires for at least a few weeks. The fact that he pushed me to do things I would normally never do, should have caused me to step back from this activity for a while and evaluate my self-control. Instead, I was back on the site, with a hard-on growing in my pants like I hadn't had sex in months.
"What the fuck is wrong with me?" I thought, "You should be full of shame and regret and you're hornier than you were yesterday. Something is wrong with you!"
My internal voice was screaming loudly trying to stop my conscious mind from going deeper down the rabbit hole of perversion. I had allowed myself to be treated like a cheap street whore yesterday and less than twenty-four hours later, I was back here prowling for another hookup. My cock had fully taken over my thought process.
"Just turn off the fucking computer and do something else!" the inner voice suggested, "You're not thinking clearly right now."
I didn't listen to the voice. Instead, I was allowing myself to browse the cock pics of tops that were both nearby and miles away. I found myself drawn to the pics of uncut cocks. I had never had an uncut cock before Gus, and now I seemed to be exclusively looking for uncut guys. I also noticed myself drawn to the profiles of short guys; I kept looking at profiles of guys who were five feet eight or less.
An inbound chat arrived within minutes from a guy who's profile was: 6'1" 220# 57 7" cut/shaved ddf/neg Top.
Him: "Nice ass, sexy!"
Me: "Thanks, you have a nice cock yourself"
Him: "Glad you like it, want to see it up close?"
Me: "Should I get on my knees to get a better look?"
Him: "I think that's a good strategy. Sounds like you enjoy that position."
This was escalating quickly; my hands were shaking with arousal and excitement.
Me: "Too obvious?"
Him: "Not at all. My partner is here today too, he's tired of bottoming for me. Would you be interested in a threesome?"
"Holy fuck," I thought, "I've never had a threesome. This could be hot!"
Me: "What are his stats?"
Him: "He's same height and weight as me, He's 38 and he's over eight and a half cut!"
"Jeezus," I thought, "These two guys had a combined fifteen plus inches of cock they wanted to use on me."
Me: "So you want me to bottom for you both?"
Him: "You're going to love it. We're good at providing pleasure."
Me: "Are you hosting? Condoms and lube?"
Him: "Yeah, we can host. We're both on prep so we prefer bare."
"Damn," I thought, "Everybody wants to go bare these days."
Me: "Are you willing to use condoms with me? I don't do bareback."
Him: "Damn, condoms really kill the mood, they are so limiting. Can you go bare for us? It will be worth it, we promise."
Me: "I'm sure it would be epic, but I am too worried about bringing something home. I just haven't been able to go bare yet."