Saturday, 13 September 1902, New York City
"I do want to know how you came to this," Hamilton Chamberlain said. He'd laid the small pouch with the money on it on the table in the basement hideaway "gentleman's" club entered off an alley in the Chelsea section of New York City, but he didn't take his fingers off it. The room, with a stage at one end of it, was small, dimly lit, and smoky from a pall of cigar and cigarette smoke. The tables were also small, set to accommodate one man, facing the stage, with another chair to seat either a man the patron had brought with him or one of the performers coaxed down from the stage after his act.
"I don't want to take advantage of anyone being forced into this sort of life," Chamberlain continued. The young man, flamboyantly dressed and in stage makeup, who was sitting with him understood that the man did, indeed, want to hear the lurid facts of the young man's life and then to take advantage of him. He understood that knowing of his jaded past would add to the man's arousal.
Clayton Long looked down at the pouch. His fingers had gone to it immediately, so the tips of his fingers were touching the man's. The man's hands were rough, calloused. But the fingernails were expertly groomed. He was not afraid of work, but he was able to make a lot of money from the work he did.
The man was older than Clayton was, perhaps as many as fifteen years older, in his early forties. He was gray at the temples, but with a good head of black hair yet. He was tanned, as if he spent time out of doors, and he was muscular. He wasn't one to sit behind a desk all day. The grip of his hand on Clayton's was strong, but he was trembling a bit, either suffering from a tremor or excited in the moment. The man's ragged breathing indicated the latter.
He was elegantly dressed, dressed for the theaterāfor a nicer one than the club they were in where Clay had just been performing a magic act on the stage, using sleight of hand, rabbits, hats, inventive lighting and staging, and the willingness of the patrons to be fooled by what their eyes couldn't completely comprehend. Part of the distraction of his act was to perform bare-chested, just with suspenders above the waist. He was a particularly handsome and well-formed young man. It was the sort of club where the patrons' eyesāand all of the patrons were menācould be fooled into misconstruing what his hands were doing with tricks when his physique was so enticing. It was a time when even partial nudity aroused men.
Clayton performed alone, which distinguished his as one of the more refined actsāand, with the magic included, as one of the more legitimate, substantive acts. Some acts, like the one on stage now, giving Clayton and Chamberlain privacy in their conversation because most of the attention in the room was directed to the stage, included two men. The two men there now, one small and delicate of stature and one a regular gorilla, were challenging the question of just how far they would go with each other sexually and in terms of physical testing before ending their act.
The man's suit was some sort of raw silk that flowed on his well-formed, if a bit well-fed frame. The starched shirt was pristine white, the cravat of an even finer silk than the suit. A beaver-pelt top hat reclined on top of two white gloves on the table, which supported two glasses of wine that Clay could attest was the best the club had to offer. The man wasn't out of step with the rest of male clientele here. The facilities might be a bit on the shabby side, more evident when the gas lights were set up, and the bulk of the acts principally on the racy side, but the fees were steep for what a man could enjoy here. And considering that the pleasures to be had here were all male, privacy was at a premium. It was a time of repression in society, not public hedonism.
Clay had been raised with money too; he knew good wine when he tasted it, although he hadn't tasted much of it in recent years, since he had returned from his year abroad, which had spun out to two years and had included a different education than his parents had thought he was gettingāor would have thought if they hadn't lost the well to care what choices Clay was making anymore.
"No, I'm not being forced into engaging with you at all, nor do I depend on it," Clay answered. "I enjoyed meeting you at Lawrence's after-theater party. He told me that you spoke to him of me and that I would find you a bit of fun. I did enjoy your conversation that night and was attracted to the look of you. I am meeting with you quite willingly and with interest."
Yes, he had been forced that first time. Told not to go riding with that German baron in Bavaria when he went home, to the ancestral castle, with the student he'd met at Heidelberg that year after college. He'd been told the German noble was less than nobleāand arrogant and took what he wanted. In the forest, the baron had pulled him off his horse and taken what he wantedāagain and again.
Clayton had been a fool to go riding with the baron, after being told what the looks the man gave him meant. But Clay hadn't been able to say he had regretted it. He knew he was inclined toward men and had been determined to include exploration of that in his year abroad. He just had not been in control of where, when, and how he was introduced to it. The baron had been brutal, but he had answered the question of what Clayton wanted in the way of sexual preference. Rather than running away, Clayton had extended his stay at the castleāuntil the baron had tired of him and moved on to another young manāand had moved on with an extensive education of how to lay with a man.
"But you don't want to hear about my first time with a man," Clay said. He said it teasingly because he had already discerned that the man, indeed, wanted to hear the salacious details of Clay undoing.
"Ah, but I do," Hamilton said, his eyes flashing, the tip of his tongue flicking at the curve of his lower lip. "I believe you will agree that I have placed a generous amount in this pouch. I would very much like to hear about your first time." He moved his hand over on top of Clay's and squeezed it. "Was there much seduction? Was he handsome? Was he an expert with it?"
He was crude, Clay thought. He pulled me off the horse, punched me in the face and stomach, taking me by surprise and in shock. He was on top of me on the ground and inside me before I could react. He was ugly and fat, but he was a soldier and a baron. And he was an expert at it. He was inside me with little need of disrobing and he was swift and brutal. And then he was swift and brutal again. I was told I was a fool to have gone riding with him alone.
"Yes, he was handsomeāor, rather, they were handsome," Clay said, turning a smile on Hamilton, whose hand holding his was trembling from excitement and arousal. The man obviously wanted a storybook rendering. "I found myself a student for a short term in Heidelberg. It's a school and city famous for beer halls and living large. I went there with members of the school's fencing team. Yes, they were all handsome, and they held their beer a lot better than I did, and they were expert swordsmen. I don't know how many young German students I lay under that night, but they covered me one after the other."
The man sat back in his chair then, looking at Clay from under hooded eyes, clearly aroused. He'd taken his hand off the money pouch, and Clay had full possession of it, but he didn't take it off the table top. They both understood that the transaction wasn't settled until he did. The man's hand was withdrawn to under the top of the table, and Clay was sure he knew where it had gone. If the man had wanted to touch and fondle Clay, the young man would have let him do so. But so far the man was too timid to go beyond touching himself.
"And Heidelberg. Is that where you learned to do magic?" His breathing was ragged. He obviously was trying to cool down.
"No, I learned that from another magician. Someone I served withāand under. Perhaps you know him. Mark Stewart."
"Marco the Great?" Hamilton asked, surprised. "Why, he is much older than you are."
"Yes, he is," Clay answered. "I like older men." Hamilton gave a little smile. The note of acceptance of older men wasn't lost on him.
"He is touring the South now, I believe. Is that whereā?" The man obviously wanted the story of Marco the Great laying Clayton as well.
"No, we met in Tangier. We did a magic act together. And then in Rome. They are a lot less inhibited in the Mediterranean than the theaters on this side of the Atlantic are."
"You mean?"
"Yes. We performed for men, doing magic but also having sex on stage. What you have seen here on stage tonightāwhat is being performed on stage nowāis tame compared to what Marco the Greatāand Marco is great in interesting waysāand I have done abroad. You have no idea how easy it is to fool patrons with magic when one of the magicians is folded over the other in the position of the dog and moving his hips in rhythm."
The man was shuddering. He reached out with a hand and placed it on Clay's bare breast. He rubbed one of the young man's nipples with a thumb. "But you are no longer with Marco?"
"I am ever with Marco when he wants me. He is cruel and demanding. He gives me no choice. We have a contract that gives him whatever he wants or it will go badly with me. I don't like going with a man on that basis. I hate Marco. I don't know what I'd do if I saw him again. If he is in the South now, he couldn't be any farther away to please me."
"Lawrenceāat whose party we met. Does he . . . does he?"
"I lie down for Lawrence because I want to. He attracts me. He likes to lie on his back with me riding him. Lawrence has a thick cock."